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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    "Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."

    Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.

    "I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."

    The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.

    "Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."

    Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.

    "I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."

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    Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.

    An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.

    Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Does it matter whose dick I ride?” Isagi snapped, exasperation in his voice. He did not mean to be rude but he really just wants to sleep for the next twenty-four hours.

    “I’m still going to be the best striker in the world.”

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Kim Dokja has a simple weekday routine: School, babysit his neighbors’ kids, homework, and then go work the night shift at a small, sketchy gas station until 4:45 where he gets to sit on his phone reading webnovels for a few hours, scanning canned coffee or a pack of cigarettes every now and then. It’s simple and repetitive—tiring sure—but it works.

    This is, until the convenience store get’s a new “regular” who, despite his deep obsidian eyes, thick dark hair that frame his face perfectly, and his low, velvety voice that— Ok, what he looks like isn’t important, the guy is a Grade-A Asshole!

    And yet, despite Kim Dokja’s complete disregard of customer service manners, he keeps coming back!!

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Kim Dokja parted his lips, allowing Yoo Joonghyuk to consume him fully. He let out a soft noise, allowing Yoo Joonghyuk to push him against the vanity, his fingers softly tugging on the hair at the base of Yoo Joonghyuk's neck. Kim Dokja pulled away after a long moment, panting.

    "Again." Yoo Joonghyuk demanded, allowing their lips to meet once more.

    'Wow.' Kim Dokja thought, closing his eyes and letting himself melt into the slow, languid dance. 'Yoo Joonghyuk is truly a devoted actor.'

    Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk are casted to be the main characters of an upcoming BL. Finally having an opportunity to spend time with the other, Yoo Joonghyuk tries (and fails) to make Kim Dokja swoon. Unfortunately, Kim Dokja thinks Yoo Joonghyuk's advances are a way of method acting.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Yoo Joonghyuk knows he shouldn’t be doing this.

    But was it not better to let a starving wolf (it was hungry, so, so hungry) lick off scraps from a plate of ambrosia, than to let it waste away in its hunger? Till it one day snaps and wages a conquest on heaven itself, tearing the domain apart piece by piece until there was nothing left of it but stories of its life carried on by wind.

    Well, at least that's what he keeps telling to abate himself from the guilt of the sacrilege he was committing by watching, shamelessly devouring the sight playing on the screen in front of him.

    How could he help it when the bane of his existence, the love of his life, was drooling into a t-shirt, muffling his soft moans into the fabric as he slowly pumped his pretty cock. Kim Dokja just looked too fucking pretty with his slender fingers wrapped around the length of the organ, nails pressing into the leaking tip to tease it just a little more till he—

    “Pleaa-se-! Hngh— g’nna, nnNH— Ah-!

    Tl;dr: Yoo Joonghyuk finds his roommate and long time friend, Kim Dokja’s sex tape and promptly realises that he is Not a Good Man.

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    12 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 70

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    (n.) feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it.

    Isagi Yoichi is LIVE!]

    Displayed to the world was a dark screen.

    In the first few seconds, there was silence.

    And then—

    “Mnhh!”

    A stream of breathy, exotic moans flooded into the microphone.

    “A—ah, wait—“

    Then, only a second after Isagi’s first properly spoken word, came the worst possible sound to every recognizable athlete in the world of football.

    “Y—Yoichi!!”

    It was the voice of a man.

    In the next minute, in a multitude of high-tech facilities in different countries, screams of rage and the crack-snap-crush of phones and fists were broken against every surface imaginable.

    The consensus was the same across every border of the world;

    The fucker had to die.

    OR, in the exclusive, sacred world of egos and obsession, the most unexpected threat has descended to destroy our egoists' sanity; a childhood best friend.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Kim Dokja is an unclaimed Omega whose scent is often too faint for most Alphas to detect. He is participating in his fifth and last mating run before he gives up on finding an Alpha for good.

    Yoo Joonghyuk is everyone's favourite Alpha this year, whose appearance has made every omega's head turn. He has every intent to hunt down and claim the person whose faint scent he can barely track.

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    25 May 2026

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    “You know how much my grandfather has been pushing for marriage,” Joonghyuk attempts to reason.

    “He won’t like me,” Dokja argues.

    Joonghyuk is used to this, of course. “He’s traditional, and you’re with,” he pauses, “my child. He’ll beat me once and tell me to wed you.”

    He said ‘my child’. Wow. “There’s nothing stopping him from suspecting that I was the one who seduced you.”

    At that, Joonghyuk starts looking him up and down. “I doubt he will.”

    “... What’s that supposed to mean?”

    Long-time friends Joonghyuk and Dokja fall into bed on an unlucky night and it produces... results. Naturally, Dokja attempts to flee, only for Joonghyuk to make an offer that he can't bring himself to decline, for some reason.

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    15 May 2026

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    There aren't many options for a kid Yuuji's age to make a lot of money in a short amount of time. He's not looking forward to letting strange old men touch him, but if it protects the remaining pieces of his family, he can suck it up. He'll do what he needs to do, get paid, and try to make it to graduation in one piece.

    He would, if a weirdo in bandages didn't just chase off his first customer.

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    13 May 2026

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    Gojo doesn’t think much of it at first.
    A missed hour. A wrong turn.
    Nothing that matters.
    Until it starts happening more often.
    Until it’s always Sendai.
    The boy doesn’t question it.

    He just lets him in.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.

    “All of them,” Ivan corrects.

    “Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”

    “You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”

    Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.

    OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Love doesn’t always knock. Sometimes, it lets itself in—and locks the door behind it.

    In which obsession wears the mask of care, and freedom is the price of belonging—one Kim Dokja pays all too willingly.

    ONGOING.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “Now that we’ve upgraded our relationship, I’m obliged to offer you two options.” Dokja gestured obscenely, before sticking out his tongue. “Though for virgins like you, I usually start off with an over-the-pants—”

    Joonghyuk’s pupils shrank in either shock, or an executive malfunction.

    “Shut up, Kim Dokja!”

    The No.1 Most Humiliating Fact was their 98.7% compatibility rate. The No.2 Most Humiliating Fact was, due to that cosmic error, Kim Dokja was the only guide capable of restoring a close-to-dying Yoo Joonghyuk.

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    09 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    He sighed. “I’m not broke. It’s a temporary setback.”

    Yihak smiled, all teeth, and leaned closer across the table, her perfume cloying. “Okay. Let’s say I were to help. What’s your target demographic?”

    Soleum blinked. “Uh. Men. Who have—”

    “No,” Yihak said, clicking her nails on the table. “Wrong already. You want middle-aged tech guys. Low EQ, high guilt threshold. They love fixing things. Bonus points if their ex-wife took the dog.”

    He blinked again, slower this time.

    “You’re not going to get cash out of a twenty-three-year-old with an internship,” she continued, as if lecturing a child. “You need someone who thinks you’re his second chance.”

    A guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Kim Dokja is in a happy relationship with the man of his dreams. Everything is going great, until he gets hit in the head.

    After that, he starts seeing floating comments. They discuss his role as a villainous cannon fodder beta ex-boyfriend. They talk about his boyfriend, call him the alpha male lead of a novel they're reading, gossip about his destined omega.

    Dokja doesn't believe them at first.

    Until the comments start proving themselves right.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Janitor Kim Dokja knew that he signed up for the wrong job when he started being told to clean out blood and crime scenes. Well, he could deal with this.

    But for some reason, his two bosses seem to be weirdly fixated on him?

    Was this normal? No, it couldn’t be. His job description had never included ‘mandatory cuddling with your overpowered employer.’

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    07 Nov 2025

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    Till doesn't think he's whole enough to be loved. Ivan begs to differ.

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    14 Oct 2025

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    [Perfect! Kim Dokja-nim has been assigned the role of ‘Betrayed Spouse’. Kim Dokja-nim, please see all your tasks as listed below:

    Character ‘Kim Dokja’ must get married to his arranged fiancée, Protagonist ‘Yoo Joonghyuk’.
    Character ‘Kim Dokja’ must prevent Protagonist ‘Yoo Joonghyuk’ from being unfaithful during their marriage.
    Character ‘Kim Dokja’ must prevent Protagonist ‘Yoo Joonghyuk’ from filing for divorce and/or separation from Character ‘Kim Dokja’ during their marriage.
    Character ‘Kim Dokja’ must ensure Protagonist ‘Yoo Joonghyuk’ falls in love with Character ‘Kim Dokja’ during their marriage.

    Time Limit: 365 days.

    Reward For Success: The ‘Happy Ending’.

    Penalty for failure: Death.]

    He has to make the man who cheats on him not cheat on him? To not divorce him? To fall in love with him?

    He may as well just kill himself now, instead of waiting for the book to do it for him. It’s not like he hasn’t done it before.

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    In which suicidal kdj gets transmigrated into a world that’ll kill him if he doesn't do what it wants him to do. You can guess what happens next.

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    14 Oct 2025

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    Another ORV translation - Modern AU

    Author's summary:

    *AKA: “What Do You Do When the Idol You’ve Stalked for Five Years Suddenly DMs You?”
    *Esports Star Yoo Joonghyuk x Famous Fan Photographer Kim Dokja
    *Modern AU / Age Gap (Younger Dominant)
    *Includes Forum-Style Shenanigans
    Extras 1/2 Complete
    12k-Word Unreleased Wedding Extra (3) Exclusive to Print Edition
    Print Edition Sold Out
    Thanks for loving this fic! 😽
    Check out details on ➡️Weibo ID: 蓝川血 ⬅️

    Original Work:
    【众独】你瞒我瞒

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    09 Oct 2025

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    “What would you say is your most prominent feature? The one everyone notices first.”

     

    “My lips,” he answers right away.

     

    “And what does everyone notice about your lips?"

     

    “They’re big. People like big lips."

     

    Jeongguk likes big lips...

     

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    Jeongguk wants to try something a little unconventional for his end of the year art project. He wants to paint someone he's never seen using their own description of themselves. He likes the idea, but doesn't fancy trusting a stranger in his space, and nearly scraps the project, until Taehyung informs him he knows someone trustworthy who would be perfect.

    Park Jimin is awkward but sweet. A specific kind of lovely that Jeongguk can't help but become enamoured with, and as he sketches and paints different renditions of a man he can only hear, but cannot see, he becomes increasingly eager for the day when he'll finally be able to take him in with his own eyes, positive that every version he's created on paper or canvas falls remarkably short.

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    23 Feb 2022

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