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Saving people, hunting things, the family business – Dean was raised to believe he was fodder for the one and only mission of carrying out revenge. The only thing that ever mattered was saving as many people as he could along the way.
Now, to want something for himself feels overtly and utterly selfish – and what he wants is both seemingly unattainable and mundane.Series
- Part 2 of until the break of dawn
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Autotomy (“Self-amputation") is the behavior where an animal sheds or discards an appendage, usualy as a self-defense mechanism to elude a predator's grasp or to distract the predator and thereby allow escape.
Some are able to regenerate the lost body part later.Series
- Part 6 of fandom fanfics
- Part 1 of Autotomy
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Dean feels like a freak.
But nothing else is enough.
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- Part 16 of nsfw hrs, whaaaat?
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In life, you never stop growing.
It stands to reason that absence of growth is death.
Dean Winchester is someone who built himself, starting with the walls that protected him, but he no longer is alone.He steps into fatherhood with eagerness of a foolhardy decision, and too soon is confronted with a conflict greater than he could imagine.
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- Part 3 of fandom fanfics
- Part 1 of until the break of dawn
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Through a shattered mirror, a heavy weight falls on the shoulders of those who can’t carry it.
For every world that hates Mark Grayson, there’s a world that remembers him fondly.
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- Part 11 of fandom fanfics
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nsfw hrs, whaaaat? by shainlov
Fandom Squid Game (TV 2021), Supernatural (TV 2005), ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, 万圣街 | All Saints Street (Cartoon)
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You deserve to be saved - Heat by gay_and_depressed_mess
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Jan 2026
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When Dean first wakes up, he feels fine. Better than fine really. Castiel had taken him out to eat yesterday, burgers in a new joint Dean had been eyeing all week, and after that they had watched some cheesy movie Dean pretend to hate, but secretly really enjoyed.
It isn't until he shifts to get up that he feels it. He's slick.———————
This is a short story I wrote while working on a larger fic called “You deserve to be saved”. It’s not at all explicit, just a short slice of life that probably makes more sense to me than to anyone else. The boys are trying, okay?
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26 Jun 2026
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It always comes down to witches fucking around with people's love lives...
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26 Jun 2026
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"S'ok, Cas. I'm just glad to have you back." Dean doesn't know how to say what he's feeling, that Cas put him together after Hell, that he wants to return the favor, that he was terrified he would never see Cas again, that he doesn't want to let go of him or let him out of sight now that he has him back. He doesn't want to show Cas the depths of what he's feeling, because it's too big, it’s too much.
Reaching for the soap, Dean rubs it between his hands, working up a lather. He sets the soap aside and runs his hands along Cas's shoulders, working the ground-in grime out and rinsing clean skin underneath. He rinses his hands and picks up Sam's face wash, which he'd never admit to using but he knows feels fresh and cool on filthy skin.
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26 Jun 2026
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Dean's eyes widened as he felt his mouth open without his permission. "I was sorting through the junk in the boxes and thinking about whether you would ever come back." He closed his mouth sharply as Cas' head whipped up to look at him.
"Okay, definitely some mojo on this ring. This is not cool."
"It appears to have some sort of compulsion attached to it. Have you felt any other unusual urges since you put the ring on?"
Again that need to answer overwhelmed Dean. "The only thing is having to answer every damn question you ask me!" His voice rose higher, his frustration evident. "You gotta get this thing off me, Cas. Or I can never be in public again."
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26 Jun 2026
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It's cold in Purgatory.
It's not the bone deep chill of Minnesota in January, or the freezing rain of New York in the November. No, Purgatory is just a ten-degrees-below-comfortable breeze that never stops.
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26 Jun 2026