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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Eddie recaps this in his head a couple more times and he’s — jealous. Fuck, he’s jealous. That’s the word for it, the heat coiling deep in his gut, his whole body wound like a spring about to snap.

    Jealousy.

    Which is a bizarre emotion to feel about your best friend sleeping with someone. Jealousy implies ownership, implies wanting, implies — implies that 1) Eddie is not straight, and 2) he is possibly in love with his best friend and maybe possibly wants to suck said best friend’s dick about it.

    Alright — okay. Eddie feels like he needs to sit with that for a second, give it the space it deserves.

    Eddie wants to suck a dick attached to a person who is a man.

    Not just any dick, either. Buck’s dick. His best friend.

    Huh.

    He expected that to feel weirder. He expected sirens, maybe, or a crisis, or at minimum a dramatic internal monologue about his Catholic upbringing and the sanctity of heterosexuality.

    Instead, there’s nothing. The sirens are silent, the crisis doesn’t come, and Eddie wants to suck his best friend’s cock. Non-platonically.

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    Eddie moves back to LA, finds out Buck slept with Tommy, and reacts accordingly.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    oh my god. help

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.

    Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.

    "Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.

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    Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “You’re fucked up here,” Andrew says, prodding at the base of Neil’s skull with his pointer finger.

    “Business as usual, right?”

    Andrew rolls his eyes. “I hate you.”

    Neil had heard somewhere of a sensation felt by amputee patients. Phantom limb. Is that what they called it? Is that what it would feel like for Neil? Would he still feel the cold ghost of Andrew at his side only to reach out and wrap his arms around nothing?


    It's Andrew and Neil's last summer together before Andrew goes pro. Neil desperately searches for something to fill him in Andrew's absence.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I was just gonna say I’m about to take a shower.”

    “Okay?”

    Jeremy looks sheepish when he says, “I just thought you should know.”

    There’s a tension thick enough to slice in the gaze they lock each other in.

    Was that an invitation?


    Jeremy helps Jean process his fear of water and they both fall into a messy habit.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “And, um, how long have you been in love with me?”

    “Honestly? Probably for years.”

    Years, he watches Buck mouth the word. His eyes slip past Eddie, his expression turning slightly dazed as he tries to process this new information.

    “But I only realized it now.”

    Buck’s eyes flick back to him, eyebrows shooting up in surprise. “Now?”

    “Yeah, like, right now.” He looks down at the watch on his wrist, cocking his head back and forth. “About five minutes ago, give or take.”

    “You realized you’re in love with me while watching me wipe chocolate off Theo’s face?” Buck huffs out a laugh, looking down at the now dirty wet wipe still clutched in his hands in disbelief.

    Or, Eddie realizes he's in love with Buck on a Wednesday afternoon. This is how that goes.

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