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  1. Public Bookmark 94

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    Eddie recaps this in his head a couple more times and he’s — jealous. Fuck, he’s jealous. That’s the word for it, the heat coiling deep in his gut, his whole body wound like a spring about to snap.

    Jealousy.

    Which is a bizarre emotion to feel about your best friend sleeping with someone. Jealousy implies ownership, implies wanting, implies — implies that 1) Eddie is not straight, and 2) he is possibly in love with his best friend and maybe possibly wants to suck said best friend’s dick about it.

    Alright — okay. Eddie feels like he needs to sit with that for a second, give it the space it deserves.

    Eddie wants to suck a dick attached to a person who is a man.

    Not just any dick, either. Buck’s dick. His best friend.

    Huh.

    He expected that to feel weirder. He expected sirens, maybe, or a crisis, or at minimum a dramatic internal monologue about his Catholic upbringing and the sanctity of heterosexuality.

    Instead, there’s nothing. The sirens are silent, the crisis doesn’t come, and Eddie wants to suck his best friend’s cock. Non-platonically.

    Or,
    Eddie moves back to LA, finds out Buck slept with Tommy, and reacts accordingly.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    oh my god. help

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.

    Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.

    "Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.

    Or,
    Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “You’re fucked up here,” Andrew says, prodding at the base of Neil’s skull with his pointer finger.

    “Business as usual, right?”

    Andrew rolls his eyes. “I hate you.”

    Neil had heard somewhere of a sensation felt by amputee patients. Phantom limb. Is that what they called it? Is that what it would feel like for Neil? Would he still feel the cold ghost of Andrew at his side only to reach out and wrap his arms around nothing?


    It's Andrew and Neil's last summer together before Andrew goes pro. Neil desperately searches for something to fill him in Andrew's absence.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I was just gonna say I’m about to take a shower.”

    “Okay?”

    Jeremy looks sheepish when he says, “I just thought you should know.”

    There’s a tension thick enough to slice in the gaze they lock each other in.

    Was that an invitation?


    Jeremy helps Jean process his fear of water and they both fall into a messy habit.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “And, um, how long have you been in love with me?”

    “Honestly? Probably for years.”

    Years, he watches Buck mouth the word. His eyes slip past Eddie, his expression turning slightly dazed as he tries to process this new information.

    “But I only realized it now.”

    Buck’s eyes flick back to him, eyebrows shooting up in surprise. “Now?”

    “Yeah, like, right now.” He looks down at the watch on his wrist, cocking his head back and forth. “About five minutes ago, give or take.”

    “You realized you’re in love with me while watching me wipe chocolate off Theo’s face?” Buck huffs out a laugh, looking down at the now dirty wet wipe still clutched in his hands in disbelief.

    Or, Eddie realizes he's in love with Buck on a Wednesday afternoon. This is how that goes.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “... Will.”

    “Okay, sure, yeah. What about him?”

    “I’m a bad friend.” Mike admitted, breathing it out like a vomited confession, like something he was desperate to be rid of.

    “Did something happen?” Steve asked.

    “Yes.” He paused. “Well, no. It’s— it’s more like… more like… he got a boyfriend.” Mike huffed out a breath.

    “I know.” Steve agreed slowly, brows raised. “Carlton. Will, Robin and I met up a while back and he introduced us. Seems like a good kid. What about him?”

    Mike felt like a fucking idiot.

    Of course Steve didn’t get it. Why would Steve get it?

    “I… I just…” How was Mike even meant to begin to talk about this? “It’s driving me crazy, man. I hate the guy.”

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    Mike spirals about his feelings, gets in his car, and somehow ends up going to Steve Harrington for help. He gets a much-needed pep talk and finally goes after what he wants.

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    04 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 94

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    “Shh, no, don’t talk. I just got a response, finally. From the others. They’re coming, Eddie. You’re going to be okay, just stay awake.”

    The elevator hadn’t moved yet. They were still trapped in no man’s land, still stuck too far for them to easily get to Eddie and save him. Buck could try to keep faith, but Eddie knew better, and so Eddie had to say it before he lost the chance.

    “Buck, listen, I—”

    “Eddie, don’t. No goodbyes, okay? Please?”

    “I’m not going to die without saying this, so shut up and listen.” Eddie managed to rasp out.

    Buck, to his credit, shut up and listened.

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    Buck and Eddie are stuck in the elevator together as Eddie bleeds out from his stabbing. Truths are realised, secrets are spilled.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Oh, alright, cool.

    Cool, cool, cool. Neat.

    That is a photograph of Eddie Diaz's dick.

    It's just there. On the screen. In his hand. In high resolution. His best friend’s dick is in his hand. Well, wait — the photo. The photo of the penis is in his hand. Eddie’s dick isn’t in his hand. That would be absurd.

    It’s just a penis. Buck has one of those.

    So does Eddie, apparently and it’s… Buck has seen it, absorbed it, and every thought he's ever had has been replaced by a high-pitched tone and the image in front of him, which is — and this is the last coherent observation he'll produce for the foreseeable future —

    Big.

    Genuinely, impressively big.

    Buck closes out of the photo and locks the phone so hard he's surprised it doesn't crack in half.

    "Maddie say anything?" Eddie asks.

    "Yep," Buck squeaks. Like a mouse. A giant, shocked mouse that has just seen its best friend’s erect dick.

    "You okay?"

    "Great. Y-yep. So great. I-I'm just really— the sunset was really— it's very— yep."

    "It’s yep?"

    "Uh-huh. Very yep."

    Or,
    Stumbling upon your straight best friends' nudes is fine. Buck is fine. Everything is fine.

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    10 May 2026

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    Something changed for him in New Mexico. On his knees in the dirt, cradling Buck's head, Buck's dirty hair against his palm and his pulse thudding against Eddie's fingers, which he couldn't pull away even though Buck was awake, smiling dazedly under the blood and the bruises. Something changed then. Cracked open. He could patch it up, probably. He's good at that. He's done it before, plenty of times.

    Under his hands, Buck breathes, warm and alive.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Two days after their first interrupted attempt, Francis and Richard give kissing each other another try

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    05 Apr 2026

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    The boyfriend looks at Eddie's arm, looks at Eddie's face, does whatever math drunk people do when they're deciding whether a fight is worth it, and somehow arrives at the correct answer. He grabs maybe-horse-Ashley by the elbow and pulls her away, muttering something about firefighters that Buck doesn't catch because he's too busy trying not to pass out.

    Eddie turns around. His hand is still on Buck's chest.

    "Seriously?" One eyebrow up. Not angry yet, but getting there. "We've been here an hour."

    "He came at me!" Buck throws his hands up. Outraged. Innocent. An absolute victim of circumstance and nothing more. "I was just talking to her."

    "You were practically on top of her."

    "That's just how I talk to people, Eddie. I'm a leaner. It's my thing."

    Eddie stares at him for a second. His hand drops from Buck's chest and he shakes his head, turning back to the bar.

    "Get yourself a drink," Eddie says over his shoulder. "And stay out of trouble for five minutes."

    He makes it roughly eleven minutes before he does something stupid again.

    Or,
    Buck is completely normal about Eddie shoving Blue to defend his honor. Really. He is.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    EASY, TIGER

    OMG IM DEAD

    SO GOOD

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    "So," Buck says, sliding onto the seat next to Eddie while the auction winds down around them. "Mystery bidder. That's exciting."

    Eddie takes a very deliberate sip of water. "Yep."

    "You know who it was?"

    "Nope."

    "You don't even seem curious," Buck tries.

    "Not really."

    "Someone spent over two grand on you, Eddie. On a date with you. Like a date-date. With food and conversation. And you're just— what, chill about it?"

    Eddie shrugs. The picture of nonchalance. "It's for charity."

    "It's for— okay." Buck gapes. He’s got nothing. He’s standing at the door and Eddie has deadbolted it from the inside. "Cool. Great."

    It is not cool. It is not great. Buck is aware that his definition of cool and great has always been somewhat flexible, but this doesn't qualify under any interpretation.
     

    Or,
    Buck just wants to know who bid on Eddie. That's it. That's all he wants. He's being totally normal about it.

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    28 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is PERFECTION ❤️ *manifesting*

    >>Eddie has never been late to anything in his life except his own emotional revelations, which are running way behind schedule.<<

    10/10 Maddie intervention ™

  13. Public Bookmark 5

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    Weil er genug von Albrecht's Herzschmerz und Ungehorsam hat, schickt Heinrich Stein seinen Sohn nach Frankreich, in die Einheit seines ehemaligen Kameraden und SS-Sturmbannführers Dieter Hellstrom.
    Hier soll Albrecht Disziplin lernen - doch die beiden kommen sich gefährlich nahe, als sie merken, dass sie gleich sind.
    Und das bringt Probleme mit sich.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    beloveds

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    "D'you know Eddie?" Buck asks. His eyes are huge and earnest. It's not often these days that Eddie gets to see him this unguarded. Just needed to get him stoned out of his mind on painkillers, apparently. He's probably got a prescription in that stack of papers Eddie took. Maybe Eddie can run out and fill it for him while he sleeps. "He's my best—my best friend."

    Eddie's heart does something traitorously squishy that he hopes doesn't show on his face. "Feeling's mutual, bud. Come on, lie down, sleep it off for a little bit, okay?"

    -

    Or: Buck confesses something he doesn't mean to while on painkillers. Eddie spirals about it.

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    20 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 1

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    Diverse Grotehri Gifsets, Edits und Screencaps, archiviert von Tumblr.

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    14 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The obsession of my friend is my obsession oder so, blorbo in law, tea's WWII blorbo

  16. Public Bookmark 51

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    "We don't have to, um," Buck gasps against his mouth, before kissing him again. "We can take this as slow as you want."

    "Appreciate that, Buck," Eddie says, and starts unbuttoning his shirt, because that seems like the most efficient way to get his point across.

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    06 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    It was inevitable, really, the five of them and their strange constellation.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Perfection ❤️🥹

  18. Public Bookmark 88

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    "You used to call me," Buck says. He takes a breath. His eyes are burning, and Eddie is just staring at him, in the locker room, in the firehouse, which is the only place they're ever alone anymore, except that they're not, not really. Anyone could walk in. "Two years ago you wouldn't even think twice."

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    04 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    Albrecht's Leben gleicht einem Scherbenhaufen: nicht nur, dass seine Eltern ihm das Leben auf jede erdenkliche Art und Weise erschweren, nein: er wird an einen hohen SS-Sturmbannführer zwangsverheiratet. Er ist kurz davor, aufzugeben, als ein junger Mann seinen Weg kreuzt und ihm die Hoffnung auf Flucht und einen Ausweg gibt: Friedrich. Und eventuell auch die Hoffnung auf wahre Liebe...

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    28 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Will’s worst fears came true in the visions Vecna showed him. That his own personal hell, the absence of people he longed for, was caused by his own hand. The first time it was him taken from everyone else. This time, it was him having driven everyone away or else drifting apart like he didn’t matter anymore. Both times he’d been utterly powerless to stop it.

    But he could take back some of that power - by handing it to someone important on the hope they’d hold it for him to use when he needed. He couldn’t let his own fears get the better of him, nor let Vecna be proven right. Not anymore.

    OR: Will comes out to the people that matter the most to him. A rewrite of the scene at the end of s. 5, ep. 7.

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    19 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the coming out scene we should have gotten 💖 beautiful support from joyce and mike 💖

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