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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    He was still processing the fact that he was… still here. Somehow.

    He still didn’t really know what had come over him. He just stepped through that door without even thinking…

    No. That wasn’t true, exactly.

    He heard what Pomni said after he threw her out. Every word. And for some reason… He didn’t know why. But in that moment, he just… wanted to try. But he hadn’t actually expected it to work-

     

    Or: A sequel to Today's Adventure: A Fun (And Not At All Traumatic) Walk Down Memory Lane.
     

    OR: Jax escaped the Memory Lane Disaster mostly in one piece, but certainly not unscathed. Now, he must contend with not only the painful aftermath of his near-abstraction and the confusing jumble of emotions that came with it, but also the consequences of EVERYTHING he's done and rediscovering who he even is...

    Maybe abstraction would have been a mercy...

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    28 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Jax relapses before the Lightning Round adventure, wearing a flannel to cover it up. Blinded by derealization, having a mindset of nothing mattering or being real, he thinks nothing of it other than the pain he achieved that night. A drunken puddle, he makes a fool of himself at the bar. On the baseball field, one vote straps him into the frilly, girly, maid dress. But he's more exposed than anybody would have guessed.

    All he can do is stand there, and they're all still raw.

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    27 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Jax is constantly harassing everybody in the circus, so Caine messes with his code to make him more manageable.

    The fix leaves Jax very very drowsy. Maybe Pomni can help him sleep using her handy dandy spinny eyes.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Jax is fine.

    Completely and totally fine.

    He's fine when his best friend suddenly becomes aggressive and turns on him. He's fine when he starts pushing everyone else away. He's fine after fighting with Pomni when she claims they're friends. And he's sure as hell fine when he locks himself and his room, slowly beginning to abstract.

    Jax's world is coming down around him and he struggles to admit that he's lost control, that maybe he's never been in control.

    When he started to abstract he didn't expect to wake up. He didn't expect the rest of the circus to suddenly be rallying with him after everything he said and did.

    And he definitely didn't expect that he might finally have to admit, to himself and everyone else, that he's not okay.

    (OR: After episode 6 Jax starts to abstract. The gang finds a way to stop it but there are… consequences. Jax is forced to think about his past and becomes angry at the idea that he once again could be hopeless. But is he really?)

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    15 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Caine finds his interest in the humans under his watch latching onto one particular player. And Jax turns out to be more fun than Caine could ever have hoped for.

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    13 Apr 2026