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    “Were you sleeping with Rose Landry?” LeClaire asked, and Ilya felt his entire world flip upside down.

    Ilya scoffed and sank into the chair. He stared at his lap and, for a second, wished he could just say yes. It would have been easier. A simpler explanation. Something everyone else could swallow. “No,” he answered instead. “I was not sleeping with Landry.”

    Coach sighed, the weight of it settling uncomfortably in the office. “So it was Hollander, then.”

     

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    Ilya gets called into his Coach's office after Rose and Shane start dating and an uncomfortable conversation takes place. Ilya realizes some things. Also he may need to stop reading his thesaurus.

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    12 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    The season is over. Shane is coming home to the cottage — to Ilya — for the first time since the trade.

    No schedules. No time zones. No screens between them. Just a lake and a dog and the terrifying luxury of being in the same place at the same time.

    Ilya has been the ground for nine months. He held it together through the trade, through the distance, through every midnight phone call and unsent text and empty apartment. He was steady. He was fine. He was always fine.

    He is not fine.

    (Or: Ilya Rozanov discovers that falling apart is easier when someone is there to catch you.)

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

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    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    04 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Everyone had so much fun with the last one it seemed a shame not to do it again. So here we go: one fic per day to help you pass the next 100 days until we get to the release of Season 3.

    I've had so many requests for this, and asking if it is happening, so this is your definitive answer: Its happening, and its starting tomorrow! I have SO MANY amazing authors and artists for you this year. There was so much interest that I actually am able to have a different author or artist for each day, which absolutely blows my mind.

    Subscribe to the series & each post will list the countdown before the title. Welcome to the journey!

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    02 Sep 2024