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Till's whole life is surrounded by one single concept.
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Till is a visual arts student—yes, visual arts—but the thing is, what the hell is he doing dancing for an assignment with his best friend from childhood, Ivan, a dance major student?
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Burned out flames should never re-ignite (But I thought you might) by AwfulLesbian
Fandoms: 第五人格 | Identity V (Video Game)
06 Apr 2026
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To say that Florian Brand is simply in love with Matthias Czernin is an understatement.
There is something much deeper, something only Florian knows. It’s about blending together, becoming one, intertwining, and living. -
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What else do they need?
Settrigh was broken, from neglect, from blows.
And Aphelios was broken, from guilt, from burden.
But Sett would glue every little broken piece of him back together with gold, and Aphelios would do the same.- Language:
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One day, Florian Brand and Matthias Czernin disappeared from the manor, as if they had never existed there. As if they had never existed as such.
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"Darling, you can't have ice cream."
"Why the hell not?" Till snaps, slapping away Ivan's hand that goes to caress his cheek, turning his head to glare at the man. "Are you saying I'm fat or something?"
Ivan sighs and runs a soothing hand through Till's hair. "No of course not, otherwise how would you be sitting on me right now." Till supposes that's true. If he were too big for Ivan to handle he wouldn't be straddling Ivan's lap on their couch at this very moment.
That of course doesn't mean it still wasn't Ivan's fault though.
Or: Married Ivan and Till finally catch a break and relax on their couch except Till always has to make issues out of nothing and Ivan is not helping.
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06 Jul 2026
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“You’re cute.”
Till tried to genuinely help this poor viewer who he thought probably had a crush and was trying to win them over, “It’s way too straightforward. What if they don’t like you back? Or worse…they don’t like you because you’re too straightforward.” He smiled thinking of a person who won over their crush because of him, “Just go a bit slower and you’ll win their heart!”
“Hmm…I guess. But my question was more—would it work on you?” At this point, you could hear Ivan starting to hide his laughter behind the camera.
Or, Ivan and Till are streamers and Ivan joins Till’s streams to troll him. What happens when they start seeing ship edits?
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04 Jul 2026
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A strange voice in your classroom at night? A blurry shape following you home yet never getting close? No worries! Class representative Mizi and her best friend Ivan are here to solve your case! We accept any inquiries every morning but Monday’s, and we guarantee that no alien will ever bother you again!
[Disclaimer: Sua and Till may come along on our investigations to provide feedback from unbelievers.]
During the day, Ivan was the adopted son of a loving family, and a part of Mizi's paranormal club. A normal life, if he did not dream each night of another one, spent in a false Garden and raised to sing until death.
In both lives, thinking of Till was as natural and necessary as breathing air.
And in both lives, the looming shadows of the segyeins threatened to take away the few things he held dear.
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Aka, an Ivan and Ivantill-centric slow burn, reincarnation AU with a twist! A bit slice of life, a bit spooky investigations, and a bit of plot !
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Till considered himself an average teenager. So what if his dad labeled him a failure, his teachers declared him "a handful," and his few friends called him... well, "an acquired taste"? Till floated through life wholly unconcerned by anyone else's opinion.
Until one morning, everything changed.
Waking up, Till discovered vibrant, digital-looking numbers hovering like halos above everyone's heads. Disorienting? Absolutely. But the real shocker was the number crowning Ivan—his infuriatingly perfect frenemy.
It shimmered an impossible 100%. And it was...pink?
What were these numbers? Why was he cursed (or blessed?) with seeing them? And seriously—why was Ivan's at maximum capacity?!
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Ivan, meanwhile, was fascinated. Why was the boy he'd quietly watched for years suddenly avoiding his gaze?
And was Till actually... blushing?
Not that Ivan was complaining, of course.
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Or: The one where Till suddenly became aware of everyone’s affections—including his own.
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03 Jul 2026
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five stages of realising you’ve been dating your best friend by sxkaii
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
03 Aug 2024
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“That’s how you and Mizi are,” he tacked on because, well, Mizi and Sua were perhaps his prime example of a happy, healthy couple.
“Thank you,” Sua said gratefully, momentarily distracted by the mention of her relationship.
Till smiled. “You’re welcome,”
“It’s also how you and Ivan are,” Till’s smile dropped, immediately.
A few seconds pass in silence. Sua, blankly staring at Till, and Till, blankly staring at Sua.
There is a ringing in Till’s ears as, in the next second, his brain cycles through memories of the past year and all the years before that, and affirms Sua’s words.
“Fuck,” Till said eloquently.
There’s only so many times Till can be asked if he’s dating Ivan before he—well, asks himself if he’s dating Ivan.
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28 Jun 2026