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The bell above the door only really rings when someone forgets to fully close it.
He likes how this café sorts its patrons. Some rush in, shoulders hunched against the cold, already half-turned to leave. They let the door slam, wince at the noise, laugh it off. They do not stay long. Others linger and learn the weight of the door. Winter makes the hinge stiff. There’s resistance before it closes; you have to press your palm flat against the wood and guide it shut.
Megumi times his Thursdays around it. 4:15, furthest corner table, outlet within reach, back to the wall with a dark roast, no sugar. It’s the after-class lull, not quite yet the evening rush.
Today, the window beside him is fogged at the edges. Snow gathers in the shallow stone ledge outside, frost creeping up the pane. The storm’s been brewing all afternoon—a low silver sky pressing on campus, wind snaking through narrow streets, and the crisp scent of flurries on his tongue.
His headphones rest around his neck, a low bass lightly thumping through. He doesn’t need them now. The café is behaving. The espresso machine hisses at intervals. Milk steams. Ceramic clinks against saucers, pages turn. A low murmur never rises high enough to demand attention. It’s contained and predictable noise. The kind that doesn’t reach inside you.
He is halfway through annotating a dense philosophy reading when the bell screams, the door slamming open so hard it rebounds against the stopper.
Cold air tears through the room, snow following. Actual flecks of it, carried in on a gust of wind that cuts straight across the café and crawls under Megumi’s sleeves before he can stop it. He shivers at the sudden chill and feels his annoyance spike. Laughter bursts in with it. Bright and unapologetic and way too loud for the room.
“—I’m telling you, Nobara, it wasn’t my fault! The sidewalk was literally ice!” Nobara’s response goes unheard. “Alright, I’m sorry! I’ll buy you a new one tomorrow.”
The door finally shuts, and the bell rattles like it’s offended. Megumi doesn’t look up. He doesn’t need to. He already knows. He knows that voice. Has known it across lecture halls. Across crowded campus walkways. Across library aisles, where it somehow manages to remain loud even when whispering.
Of course. Of course, it’s him.
Itadori Yuuji moves through the world as if it were his. Like walls are suggestions. Like silence is a challenge he intends to defeat. He doesn’t just enter spaces, he alters them.
Megumi has observed him the way one observes weather: inevitable, distant, disruptive. In Ethics, where he sits two rows behind and asks questions that derail entire discussions. In Statistics, where he laughs at his own mistakes and somehow convinces others to laugh too. In Literature at eight in the morning, asleep with his cheek pressed to an open book, fluorescent highlighter streaked absentmindedly across his skin. Always surrounded. Always glowing with that careless, infuriating joy.
Snow clings to his hair now—pink darkened at the tips where it’s yet to melt. His high cheeks are flushed a vivid red from the cold, nose slightly pink, scarf hanging loose like he tied it in motion and never finished the knot. He shakes once inside the doorway, scattering droplets across the entry tile. The motion is full-bodied, careless, like a dog shaking out its fur.
Someone laughs. The barista calls his name in recognition. The café shifts. It’s subtle at first. A lift in volume. A change in posture. Heads turning. Unbidden, the atmosphere tilts slightly towards him.
Megumi presses his pen harder into the page, the nib snagging. Ink blooms too dark against the margin. He doesn’t realize how hard he’s gripping it until his fingers ache, until the plastic warms against his skin and his knuckles pale. He flexes once; the tremor is small, annoying.
Focus. He chastises himself, but the words still blur, refusing to hold still.
“…hot chocolate,” Itadori says, closer now. “Like, the biggest one you’ve got. And can you put extra whipped cream? Like an irresponsible amount?”
The barista laughs openly. “Studying tonight?”
“Trying to. These exams are out for blood.”
Megumi turns the page. He does not care. He does not.
He tells himself this as the warmth in the café grows uneven. At his ankles, the cold lingers from the door. Irritation sends heat rising toward his face. He insists he does not care that Itadori chose this café. He does not care that the staff greet him by name. He does not care that the space feels—
Different.
He’s almost convinced himself he’s successfully tuning it out when footsteps approach. Not just passing. Stopping. Right in front of his table. Megumi looks up before he can stop himself.
Itadori stands there, close enough that the cold still clinging to him is visible in the faint trace of his breath. Snow has melted along his lashes, darkening them. There’s a softness to his expression that doesn’t match the chaos of his entrance.
Recognition flickers across his face. And something else. “Oh,” he says, voice lowered now, as if remembering where he is. “Hey.”
Megumi blinks once. They have never spoken. Not once. And yet Itadori says it like they have. Megumi nods. A small, controlled movement. Socially acceptable. Noncommittal. Nonhomicidal, as Tsumiki would remind.
Itadori shifts his weight, glances at the empty chair across from him, then back again. There are other tables. Several. Empty and waiting. “Do you mind?” he asks, but his hand is already curling around the back of the chair.
Megumi should say yes. He likes this table because it is untouched. Because no one chooses it unless there are no other options. Because he has arranged this corner into a safe place. He opens his mouth. The word does not come. The chair scrapes softly against the floor, and Itadori sits.
Up close, he smells like winter. Clean, cold air tangled with sugar and cocoa. His hands are red from the cold, fingers flexing as if urging the warmth to return. Megumi is hyperaware of every detail: the sound of fabric as Itadori shrugs off his coat, the drip of melting snow from wool to tile, the steady shift of his own unsteady heartbeat.
Itadori carefully cups the mug and blows across its surface. Takes a tentative sip and flinches. “Still too hot,” he mutters, almost to himself. Megumi watches the steam rise between them. “Why here?” Itadori asks suddenly.
Megumi’s gaze lifts to meet Itadori’s. “What?”
“You always sit here.” He gestures loosely toward the table, the corner, the wall. “Same time and drink and... well, everything.”
The world contracts. “You’ve noticed that?” Megumi asks, though it comes out less as a question, sharper than intended.
Itadori’s smile turns softer. Not mocking, just… honest. “Yeah. We’ve got Ethics together. And Stats. And that awful Lit class.” A small laugh escapes him, quieter this time. “You’re kinda hard to miss.”
Megumi nearly scoffs. He has spent years perfecting invisibility while in public, to fade into the background that Gojo is always dragging him out of. Gone were his fighting days as an angsty teen. Megumi has refined himself into a tightly controlled, unshakeable entity. “I don’t really talk,” he says finally.
“Exactly.”
The café swells, conversations resuming in uneven waves. But Megumi feels set apart, as if a faint chalk circle outlines their table. Megumi lowers his gaze to his notes. He feels Itadori’s eyes on him. He keeps reading, but somewhere between the door opening and closing, he has lost the ability to read, it seems.
“You annotate in pen?” Itadori asks suddenly.
Megumi’s jaw tightens. “Yes.”
“What if you make a mistake?”
“Then I make a mistake.”
Itadori huffs a quiet laugh, like he’s trying not to be disruptive this time. It’s softer than Megumi expects. Almost careful.
A beat passes, but only just. Megumi can feel it building, that inevitable Itadori momentum, the way he never lets silence settle fully before filling it. “Soooo,” he drags out, leaning forward slightly, elbows on the table. “Do you actually like this stuff?”
Megumi glances up. They are closer now. Not physically, but Itadori’s posture has shifted, angled toward him, open, unguarded. All the flakes have melted from his hair, so all that’s left are the stray drops down damp ends, sliding down the smooth column of his neck, and disappearing into the collar of his sweater. Megumi’s throat tightens for no logical reason.
“It’s required,” he finally answers.
“Sure, but that wasn’t my question.”
Megumi stares at him for half a second too long before looking back down. “I... I don’t hate it. Yeah, I guess I like it.”
“I feel like that’s basically love, coming from you.”
Something in Megumi’s chest stutters. “You don’t know me,” he argues.
Itadori hums, as if he’s considering it. “I mean, I guess not technically. Not yet, at least.”
Outside, the wind howls down the street. Snow streaks sideways against the window, thick enough now that the world beyond the glass is reduced to shadow and light. The café lights flicker. Just once. Megumi notices the way Itadori’s eyes lift instinctively toward the ceiling, alert in a way that doesn’t match his normal chaos. There’s something sharp there, briefly, observant. And Megumi is so distracted by it, he doesn’t hear Itadori’s next words.
“Fushiguro?”
“Sorry, what?”
“You always sit with your back to the wall,” Itadori says.
Megumi freezes. He hadn’t realized Itadori was cataloguing him. “It’s practical.”
“For what?”
Megumi doesn’t answer. Itadori watches him a second longer, then nods slowly, like he’s decided not to push. He shifts in his chair. Their knees brush.
It is an accident. It is absolutely an accident. But the contact is warm through denim. Solid and real. Megumi pulls back immediately.
Itadori stills. “…Sorry,” he says, quieter now.
“It’s fine.” It is not fine.
Megumi can feel the ghost of it lingering. Heat blooming outward from the point of contact like spilled ink in water. He forces himself to underline a sentence. The line comes out slightly crooked.
Itadori notices. Of course he does. “You’re tense,” he says gently.
“I was studying.”
“You still are. I could study with you!”
Megumi exhales slowly through his nose. “You’re distracting.” The words are slipping out before he can contain them.
Itadori leans back slightly, studying him with an expression Megumi can’t quite name. “I can go,” Itadori says.
And there it is. The option. The restoration of order. The return to quiet. Megumi imagines it, the chair empty again, the sugary scent fading. The bell would ring as Itadori leaves, and the café would settle back into its typical circadian rhythm. He imagines looking up every time the door opens after that, just in case.
His fingers tighten slightly around his pen then. “You… don’t have to,” he says.
Itadori’s mouth curves, small, surprised. “Okay.”
Okay. Megumi hates the way that single word softens the air between them.
Itadori picks up his drink again, blows carefully this time before sipping. He makes a pleased noise in the back of his throat when it’s finally cooled enough.
“Soooo… You always get black coffee?” he asks.
“Yes.”
“Isn’t that, like, objectively miserable?”
Megumi glances at his cup. “It’s efficient.”
“That’s not what I asked.” Again, Megumi has no answer. Itadori tilts his head, studying him again. “You ever try something sweet?”
He can’t help it. The question sounds layered, and Megumi can feel his pulse tick once in his throat. “No.”
“You should.”
The words hang there. Unintended. Probably. But they slide under Megumi’s ribs anyway.
Outside, thunder rolls faintly in the distance. Clearly, the meteorologists hadn’t foreseen the level of storm that was already settling in for the evening. Or maybe, in his rush to class this morning, he hadn’t checked it well. The café door opens briefly for someone leaving, cold air sweeping through again. This time, Megumi doesn’t flinch. He also doesn’t take his eyes off Itadori. Because Itadori is watching him like he’s waiting for something. Megumi becomes acutely aware that he hasn’t looked back down at his book. That he’s been staring.
He drops his gaze too late. Annoying.
He has spent three semesters convincing himself that Itadori Yuuji is background noise. That he is proximity, not presence. That he is loud in the way Gojo is loud—excessive, attention-seeking, impossible to take seriously.
At first, that had been enough. An easy categorization. File him away with the others who orbit too brightly. Gojo is a performance. Gojo fills rooms because he likes the echo. And Megumi knows now it’s because he has been hollowed out from the inside, that he’s loud and always too much and everything for everyone on purpose because of it.
But Itadori—
Megumi swallows. Itadori fills rooms because he doesn’t seem to realize he’s doing it, and... there’s a difference. He thinks he noticed it in October. Ethics discussion on moral injury. Itadori had gone quiet for once. Really quiet. Not distracted. Not bored. Listening. He’d spoken eventually, something simple, something almost clumsy, as if still parsing it out, but the entire room had shifted to accommodate the weight of it.
Megumi had pretended not to feel it. He had pretended not to notice that Itadori bites the inside of his cheek when he’s thinking. How he taps his pencil twice before answering a question. How he always gives his full attention to whoever is speaking, even if they’re wrong. He had pretended not to notice the way Itadori laughs differently depending on who he’s with. He had absolutely pretended not to notice that sometimes, rarely, Itadori looks tired. He has catalogued these things against his will.
And now the subject of his unwanted study is sitting directly across from him, steam curling between them like a visible pulse.
“You’re thinking really hard,” Itadori says softly.
Megumi’s jaw tightens. “No, I’m not.”
“You get this crease.” Itadori gestures vaguely toward his own brow. “Right here.”
Megumi goes very still, resisting the urge to rub at the very same crease. “You’re imagining things.”
“Am I?” There’s no challenge in it. Just curiosity. Again.
Again.
Their knees brush. Not as sharp as before, slower. Itadori shifts and doesn’t immediately pull away this time. Megumi tells himself to move. He doesn’t. The contact is warm, steady, a line drawn from one body to another. Itadori’s gaze flickers downward briefly, like he’s aware of it too and choosing not to move either.
The realization hits Megumi with embarrassing clarity: It’s not one-sided. The observation. The waiting. The choosing this table.
“You thought I was annoying, didn’t you?” Itadori asks after a beat.
Megumi’s head snaps up. “What?”
Itadori’s mouth curves, small and knowing. “Most people do. Loud, too much.” He shrugs lightly. “You definitely did.”
Megumi doesn’t deny it. Because he did. He had seen the volume and assumed carelessness. Seen the brightness and assumed shallowness.
Itadori tilts his head. “You stopped looking at me like that, though.”
Heat creeps up Megumi’s neck. “I don’t look at you,” he says, which is such an obvious lie he almost winces.
“You do.”
He does. He knows the cadence of Itadori’s laugh. Knows which professors he respects. Knows he prefers sitting on the aisle. Knows he chews strawberry gum during exams. He knows the exact moment in Lit when Itadori will start to drift, and the exact moment he’ll jolt awake and pretend he wasn’t.
He has been watching. Annoyingly. Involuntarily. Thoroughly.
“You’re observant,” Megumi mutters, deflecting.
“So are you.”
The storm rattles the windows. Thunder rolls somewhere distant but closer than before. The lights flicker again. For a second, the café dims, and in that brief shift Itadori looks different. Quieter. The sharpness Megumi noticed earlier returning beneath the warmth.
“You notice everything,” Itadori says, voice lower now. “You just pretend you don’t.”
Megumi’s throat feels tight. “You’re wrong.”
“I’m not.” Itadori’s hand shifts on the table, fingers flexing near Megumi’s notebook. Not touching. Almost. “Megumi— I mean... can I call you that?” Itadori corrects, almost awkwardly.
His first name feels more private than the back corner table. Not just because of the man who gave it to him, and rarely bothered to use it. Because it had always sounded wrong in that voice. Flat and careless. He thinks, uninvited, of Tsumiki—small hands tugging his sleeve. Meg. Bright and certain, like it belonged to him. Like he belonged to it. And then Gojo, overhearing once and deciding that was enough. Stretching it, twisting it. Megs. Gumi. Saying it too loudly, too often, until it stopped feeling exposed and started feeling… claimed.
His stomach tightens. Itadori doesn’t know any of that. And still, he says it like he’s asking.
“You can,” Megumi agrees, and the words feel like stepping over a line he drew himself, a loosening of something.
Itadori’s smile is warm. “Okay, Megumi.”
It settles between them. Megumi exhales slowly. “Then…”
And like he can tell that Megumi wasn’t about to say his first name, Itadori snorts softly.
Megumi smiles. It’s small, but persistent, and though it feels unfamiliar on his tongue, “Yuuji,” he offers, testing it. It falls out of his mouth softer than expected. The soft components of Yuuji's name seem more fitting with the man sitting in front of him now than the one he had assumed walked through the door only minutes ago.
Yuuji’s breath catches. Just slightly, but Megumi sees it. Had spent a lifetime learning to read the silence of others. He can’t understand why he catalogues the breath, files it away.
“Yeah,” Yuuji says quietly. “That’s better.”
Silence again. The café feels distant now. The storm louder. The chalk circle around their table thicker.
Yuuji glances at Megumi’s coffee. Then at his own drink, crowned with melting whipped cream. “You’re going to love this,” he says. Before Megumi can ask what he means, Yuuji nudges his cup forward slightly. “Try it.”
Megumi stares at it. “That’s ridiculous.”
“You don’t know that.”
“It’s sugar.”
“And?”
Megumi hesitates. This is stupid. This is unsanitary. This is the type of bullshit he comes here to avoid. This is...
He wraps his fingers around the mug, and their hands brush as he takes it. Not accidental this time. Not entirely. The contact is brief but deliberate enough that Megumi feels it up his arm. Yuuji goes very still. Megumi takes a cautious sip. Sweet, almost too, but beneath it blooms the warmth. Depth. Something richer than he expected. He’s reminded of the first time Gojo took him for kikufuku, practically forcing the mochi into his mouth, his baby-round cheeks stuffed as he chewed his animosity towards the teenager out on the food. He hadn’t been able to admit then that he’d really liked the treat.
He swallows. “It’s... not terrible,” he admits.
Yuuji grins like he’s won something important. “High praise.”
Megumi slides the cup back. Their fingers brush again. Neither apologizes.
Outside, the storm rages, snow falling harder and harder, the street nearly erased.
“We should probably go,” Yuuji says, gesturing towards the window. “You know, before we get stuck here.”
Megumi follows his gaze. He should be annoyed. He should resent the inconvenience. Or he should be glad for it, for a reason to excuse himself from a taxing interaction. Instead, he finds himself calculating how long this storm might last, if they really do have to leave, if it would be worth it to mention his guardian, who would move a nation’s wealth to get him home safe, no matter the conditions.
Instead, Megumi sighs. “How tragic.”
Yuuji laughs softly and asks, almost casual enough, “But we can, I mean... Same time next week?”
Not a date. Not dramatic. Just a question folded into the rhythm of the room.
Megumi’s heart kicks against his ribs. He could say it’s a coincidence. He could say he always comes at 4:15. He could pretend this isn’t new. He doesn’t. “I suppose there’s gotta be some place for you to get your sugar-fix,” Megumi replies.
Yuuji’s smile widens, bright and certain. “Cool,” he says. "Same time?"
A beat. Then, like he’s testing himself, he smiles. “Yeah," Megumi agrees. "Same time.”
The bell above the door chimes softly as someone leaves. Megumi glances at it. Then back at Yuuji. Suddenly, the thought of someone else learning the weight of the door doesn’t feel like an intrusion.