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Chuuya finds himself battling the remnants of a dreadful day at work. Frustration boils within him, and in a moment of impulsive desperation, he seeks solace from the only person who can both infuriate and comfort him—Osamu Dazai.
At Dazai's apartment window, Chuuya's anger echoes through the cold night as he demands to be heard. Breaking in, he stumbles upon a scene that shatters his heart—Dazai, on the verge of succumbing to his darkest thoughts once again.
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5 times you laughed and one time you made me laugh by Ranpo_Sunset
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Jun 2023
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When Dazai genuinely cares for the other agency members and makes them smile and laugh on multiple occasions. But no-one does that for Dazai because he’s always laughing and smiling. No romantic relations, just simple fluff and a bit of angst. Definitely a happy ending :]
[Tysm for 200 kudos!!!]
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It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.
Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.
...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.
Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.
Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)
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Nothing ever goes right for Dazai. Anything he wants to keep, is always broken and lost because of his awful, narcissistic lies. Friends, partners, even promises…
“I wouldn’t do such a thing tonight! It’s too beautiful out!”
And again.
Another lie. He just continues to live his life in vain, knowing full well it's a lie. A flaw. A mistake. A burden.
He just wanted it to end. He wanted hell to consume him. So that's what Dazai was going to do. It was perfect. It was inevitable. Until…OR:
Dazai attempts to take his life.
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“You are still a kid too, you know.”
Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”
“Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”
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In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.
Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.
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- Part 1 of was it worth our youth?