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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    According to Hayden, it was not common for first-time cat owners to time precisely each one of their cat’s thrice-a-day playtimes to ensure they hit the recommended fifteen minutes, or max out their loan limit at the university library with the likes of Total Cat Mojo: The Ultimate Guide to Life with Your Cat.

    The single-mindedness with which Shane was approaching this endeavour was apparently unusual, but it was how he did most things in life—the important ones, anyway, like playing hockey, or doing his lecture readings, or calling his parents every week—so it stood to reason that he would spend forty-five minutes in an aisle of Mondou comparing the nutritional value of the wet food with the Persian on the label versus the one with the Siamese.

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    Or, Shane Hollander on cats, Russian vet assistants, and coming to terms with yourself.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    !!!!!!!!!!

  2. Public Bookmark 99

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    The one where Shane is an ER attending in the Pitt and Ilya is a pediatric nurse who wears cartoon-covered scrubs.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

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    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
    A multi POV fic that allows other characters to get a glimpse behind the wall.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i love you so much shane hollander