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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    "Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."

    Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.

    "I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."

    The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.

    "Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."

    Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.

    "I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."

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    Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.

    An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.

    Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Does it matter whose dick I ride?” Isagi snapped, exasperation in his voice. He did not mean to be rude but he really just wants to sleep for the next twenty-four hours.

    “I’m still going to be the best striker in the world.”

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Kim Dokja has a simple weekday routine: School, babysit his neighbors’ kids, homework, and then go work the night shift at a small, sketchy gas station until 4:45 where he gets to sit on his phone reading webnovels for a few hours, scanning canned coffee or a pack of cigarettes every now and then. It’s simple and repetitive—tiring sure—but it works.

    This is, until the convenience store get’s a new “regular” who, despite his deep obsidian eyes, thick dark hair that frame his face perfectly, and his low, velvety voice that— Ok, what he looks like isn’t important, the guy is a Grade-A Asshole!

    And yet, despite Kim Dokja’s complete disregard of customer service manners, he keeps coming back!!

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Kim Dokja parted his lips, allowing Yoo Joonghyuk to consume him fully. He let out a soft noise, allowing Yoo Joonghyuk to push him against the vanity, his fingers softly tugging on the hair at the base of Yoo Joonghyuk's neck. Kim Dokja pulled away after a long moment, panting.

    "Again." Yoo Joonghyuk demanded, allowing their lips to meet once more.

    'Wow.' Kim Dokja thought, closing his eyes and letting himself melt into the slow, languid dance. 'Yoo Joonghyuk is truly a devoted actor.'

    Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk are casted to be the main characters of an upcoming BL. Finally having an opportunity to spend time with the other, Yoo Joonghyuk tries (and fails) to make Kim Dokja swoon. Unfortunately, Kim Dokja thinks Yoo Joonghyuk's advances are a way of method acting.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Yoo Joonghyuk knows he shouldn’t be doing this.

    But was it not better to let a starving wolf (it was hungry, so, so hungry) lick off scraps from a plate of ambrosia, than to let it waste away in its hunger? Till it one day snaps and wages a conquest on heaven itself, tearing the domain apart piece by piece until there was nothing left of it but stories of its life carried on by wind.

    Well, at least that's what he keeps telling to abate himself from the guilt of the sacrilege he was committing by watching, shamelessly devouring the sight playing on the screen in front of him.

    How could he help it when the bane of his existence, the love of his life, was drooling into a t-shirt, muffling his soft moans into the fabric as he slowly pumped his pretty cock. Kim Dokja just looked too fucking pretty with his slender fingers wrapped around the length of the organ, nails pressing into the leaking tip to tease it just a little more till he—

    “Pleaa-se-! Hngh— g’nna, nnNH— Ah-!

    Tl;dr: Yoo Joonghyuk finds his roommate and long time friend, Kim Dokja’s sex tape and promptly realises that he is Not a Good Man.

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    12 Jun 2026

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