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    Louis is fine. He just happens to walk to the suicide bridge of Bristol at least once a week, just happens to be dealing with a lot of anxiety, and just happens to be done with life. But he's fine.

    Everything is just fine until a mysterious guy starts showing up every time he tries to kill himself, and he should be very scared, but he's somehow very glad to have company. Until he's not.

    AU where Louis tries to kill himself multiple times but he's not very good at it, Harry keeps showing up out of nowhere, and maybe life isn't as bad as it looks sometimes.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    “You’ve been avoiding me for two years,” Harry said suddenly, voice low but sharp, like he’d been holding it in too long.
    Louis’ shoulders locked instantly. His fingers curled slightly at his sides. “Don’t.”
    “Right. We don’t talk about it. That’s the rule, isn’t it?”
    Louis met his eyes for half a second. That was all it took. Too much history lived there.
    “Ten nights,” Louis said instead, tone deliberately neutral. “We ignore each other. Problem solved.”

    After going on a school trip to France, Louis and Harry get stuck sharing a hotel room despite not speaking for two years. They try to pretend nothing happened, but when Harrys bed breaks and they're forced to share one bed being close makes everything harder. Old feelings and old fights start coming back.

    Or: maybe Louis has been running from the truth longer than he wants to admit

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    11 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Okay,” Harry says finally. “Okay. That’s… that’s good. I can deal with a car. I can’t deal with you.”
    Louis swallows. “I’m really sorry.”
    “Louis,” Harry interrupts, firm but gentle. “I don’t care about the car. It’s metal. You’re not.”
    “You’re supposed to yell at me,” Louis says weakly.
    “I might later,” Harry admits. “Right now I just need to know where you are.”

    aka the one where Louis learns that being taken care of is not, in fact, a weakness

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I can’t sell you. You're illegal according to the Natural Minimum Drinking Age Act of 1984.”

    Louis is sure his face is mimicking his thoughts but still if it’s unclear he voices, “Huh?”

    Harry picks up the beer can Louis had put down and places it out of reach from Louis, “I can hear your accent and I know its ok in UK but here-”

    “Are you–”

    “21 is the legal age.”

    “I’m 23!”

    Harry snaps his mouth shut, looks at Louis up and down and then says, “No.”

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    Louis' sister sent him to buy wine from her best friend's store on the coldest day of Minnesota winters. What could possibly go wrong?

    Except Louis hates the cold, and the store is closed.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are both rising stars cast as romantic leads in a high-profile film. There’s just one problem: they cannot stand each other.
    Every scene together is tense, every interview awkward, and the dailies are proof—there’s no spark. The director, desperate to salvage the project, gives them an ultimatum: “Three months. You fake-date in public, get the tabloids buzzing, and prove you have chemistry… or you’re both out.”

    “two hearts in one home
    it’s hard when we argue
    we’re both stubborn i know”
    -Sweet Creature by Harry Styles

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    11 Jun 2026