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“You look like lost puppy.” Shane’s head whipped around quickly, eyes landing on exactly who he’d hoped to see again against his better judgement.
“What’s your name?”
There it was again, a pause before an answer was given. Shane felt as though he was a prisoner of his own desire in a way that he didn’t know was possible. It felt almost palpable. The gaze on him once more felt like he was being dissected.
“Ilya,” he answered finally, taking another step towards Shane.
“Ilya,” Shane whispered to himself. “Are you following me?” Shane sounded braver than he felt. Ilya’s eye brows lifted in surprise before a small smile formed on his lips.
“Do you want me to follow?”
Shane shook his head slowly. No, he didn’t want to be followed. He wanted to do the following. Ilya took a step back. As he did, Shane stepped forward. A look of understanding dawned across Ilya’s eyes through the mask.
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Lan Zhan comes across Wei WuXian star gazing at Cloud Recesses.
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“Why are you all the way out here, Lan Zhan?” Wei WuXian asked, stopping close to Lan Zhan, so close that he could feel each breath Lan Zhan let out of his nose, since his lips were pursed tight, his jaw clenched. Wei WuXian smiled, happy to see that he got a reaction from him, even if his face didn’t move.
Lan Zhan looked upwards in answer, at the sky. Wei WuXian’s jaw dropped.
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The school year after they defeated Pennywise, Eddie finds himself rethinking his feelings for Richie when his bike gets stolen and Richie offers to take Eddie to school. A courtship of sorts ensues, only Eddie doesn't realize it.
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For as long as Philip could remember, he'd always been alone in one way or another.
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Philip and Lukas find a moment alone and take advantage of it.
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Her Blood on His Bones by secondstar
Fandom His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman, Teen Wolf (TV)
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So easy to know (and forget with this kiss) by Curbside_Picnic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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“No. I did have to. You were upset. Is not okay for you to be upset. Ever.” Shane blinks at him. Rozanov blinks back. Neither comment on his words – on the lines they cross, ever so slightly. When Shane doesn’t protest, Rozanov smiles sweetly, swiping his thumb over the man’s bottom teeth. He feels along the ridges of each tooth, pressing his blunt nail into the gums behind them. “Sweet thing. You come to me if you feel this way, yes? I will make it all better.”
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Shane has a hard week, resulting in a meltdown. He calls Ilya. Ilya decides to fuck it all better. Spoiler: it works.Bookmarked by secondstar
19 Feb 2026
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and i need somewhere to land (i might as well fall) by rwrb_uncut
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jan 2026
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“Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked.
“Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.
But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?
“Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls.
“Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
_____________________Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to
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God, Shane wants. Shane wants so much that it hurts, makes his whole body ache with emptiness, and what he wants more than anything after to be held and pushed into – by Rozanov – is to listen and submit – to Rozanov. He wants Rozanov, and it should be scary, but all he feels right now is a want, an impenetrable need that makes him swallow around glass shards stuck in his throat and slowly put his palms flush on the floor in front of his knees, watching Rozanov like he’s in a trance.
or, being the best might be starting to take its toll on Shane, and Ilya knows how to help
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some rivers and streams in between by idrilka for mrsronweasley
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jul 2021
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This is the end to his years of solitude, his years of wandering in search of something he could not quite name until he saw right before his eyes. They both have walked so many li to finally meet in this place, with all the rivers and streams in between. Now, standing under the canopy of red that stretches over them like a bride’s veil, Xie Lian wants to wait no longer.
Hua Cheng returns on the evening of the Shangyuan Festival. Atop Mount Taicang, he and Xie Lian celebrate his return in more ways than one.
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Beast With Two Backs by VampireFaun
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Dec 2021
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Xie Lian isn’t particularly worried about the progress of his relationship with Hua Cheng. After all, Hua Cheng seems to be fine with just kissing and hugging for now; wouldn't it be weird to ask for something else? Maybe one day they’d do more, when Xie Lian is ready. He wants to be ready.
Then, Xie Lian has a nightmare.
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