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    This is a collection of threads I wrote mostly from 2023, probably some from 2024 too.

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  1. Rec 15

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    Chuuya stops the cylinder without looking and clicks it back into place. "You're going to count," he says.

    Dazai blinks. "What?"

    "Every shot." Chuuya's voice drops low. "It's the least you can do." He taps the cool metal of the muzzle twice to the underside of Dazai's chin, and tilts upwards. "Be good."

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    Chuuya has one bullet left in his revolver. Dazai has a request. Chuuya, who has never made a good decision where Dazai is concerned, says yes.

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    13 May 2026

  2. Rec 2

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    Peace comes to Yokohama, and for Dazai, nothing fits.

    (City pop, surveillance-lit, coded communications, workplace politics, a cigarette is a strategy—intimate, but misfiring. Who are you when you aren’t looking at me?)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    It twists him, turns him, curls in his chest like something alive, something he knows but can’t dare to name. Chuuya curses the red-black petals that fall from his lips, these nearly rotten things that tear him apart from the inside out. Part of him wants to rip his own traitorous heart out, through a ribcage shattered by feelings he can’t contain.

    Anger is easy, a thing he’s learned to control. This— whatever the hell this is— is not.

    Or at least it’s easier to feel as though this is beyond his own control, because Chuuya is not in love.

    (It feels like a lie even to himself.)

    After he's hit by a strange ability, Chuuya is forced to consider truths he'd much rather keep hidden- but not everything is as simple it seems.

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    27 May 2026

  4. Rec 29

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    There are black holes, loopholes, and assholes. Between the two of them, Soukoku covers all three.

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    18 Jul 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    a favourite <3
    2026 edit: the favourite

  5. Rec 4

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    There was no denying it.

    Countless banal matters were overtaking Dazai’s life.

    And Chuuya’s return to Yokohama should've been one of them.

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    17 May 2026