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    Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.

    Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.

    But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.

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    Hey! The MCD tag is STRICTLY for the death of the Centaurs team, right from the beginning. Neither Ilya nor Shane die at any point in the fic.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    leaving lima has seemed like the goal, ever since santana was old enough to recognise the painful emptiness that is the lives of the middle-aged dwellers who have long since lost sight of their dreams and life ambitions - all of them destined to live out their days mulling around aimlessly in a soulless town. santana has never had any intention of letting herself become one of them. she has far too much potential.

    and yet, now that she’s actually here, in the big apple itself, experiencing the city in all of its ‘glory’… the idea of slipping back into the familiar lull of lima is something that has never seemed quite so appealing.

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    the one where santana moves to new york after a painful breakup with brittany and falls in love with rachel

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    29 Jan 2026

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    His mother stared at him, wide eyed and more than a little panicked. "Shane, honey, what do you remember?"

    He searched his mind for a memory of this game, of the injury - but nothing came to him. The pain worsened, and he groaned, clutching his head. Fuck, that hurt.

    "Shane, is okay. Don't hurt yourself more, please." Rozanov said. He moved his hand towards Shane's, trying to grasp hold of it.

    Shane swatted him away violently, aghast. What the fuck was he playing at?

    "Get the fuck off of me, Rozanov."

    Both Rozanov and his mother gaped at him.

    "Shane-" Rozanov tried again, but Shane wasn't having it.

    He was beginning to panic. It was too much; the too-bright blue lights, his mother's panic, the constant beeping of the monitor, the big gaping whole in his memory, the godawful scratchy feeling of the cheap fabric of the hospital gown - it was all making him lose his fucking mind because it was making him itch and too hot and - and worst of all, Ilya fucking Rozanov was trying to hold his hand and call him sweetheart in front of his mom.

    (post-book one, shane gets injured & forgets ilya)

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya celebrates a win against the Metros with his team, but his mind is already at Shane's apartment for his prize. He can't ignore his fans though, even though he can sense something is off.

    He wishes he had gone straight to Shane's apartment instead.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov knew his English wasn't the best. As one of his ways to improve it, he started reading stories that fans wrote about hockey players on the internet. After meeting Shane Hollander, he decided to try writing some of these stories. To improve his English, of course.

    Or, Rozanov journaled all of his interactions with Hollander in English and posted them as fanfics online.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “You are famous like Rose Landry?”

    Hudson has to laugh at the animosity with which Ilya says the name. “No, not as famous.”

    “So you are not famous and you are bad at hockey.”

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    Hudson Williams wakes up in Shane Hollander’s body.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs' flight goes down somewhere over the Canadian wilderness, and Shane wakes up with metal in his leg and Ilya's name on his lips.

    Four days. That's how long they're stranded—fighting injuries, infection, freezing temperatures, and the creeping despair of a rescue that may never come.

    When Ilya disappears into the wilderness to find help, Shane is left behind with nothing but fever dreams and the desperate hope that his husband will keep his promise to come back.

    "I will always come back to you. No matter what."

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane takes a hit on the ice. Is barely bruised, isn’t concussed, and is cleared to play in his next game.

    Ilya spirals.

    It starts to feel like the world is ending.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    The smell of bacon wafts into his room as she steps out. Hints of waffles, eggs, and a strong pot of coffee mix with it, and Ilya sighs getting to his feet. He hears his stomach growling. He hears the sizzle of grease, the scrape of a spatula in a pan… a soft melodic humming…

    Ilya has half a mind to follow his senses— and Svetlana— to the kitchen, but… practice. He pouts to no one and turns to drag his feet into the bathroom. A warm shower should help with the headache he now has anyway.

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    some angsty whumpy (very) hurt Ilya <3

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Twitter notices Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.
    Everything spirals from there.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    They call it a Lucid Interval. A brief moment of clarity after a traumatic brain injury where the patient appears fine. Awake. Alert. Happy.

    ​After the hit, Shane Hollander wakes up. He jokes with the nurses. He smiles at Ilya. He makes plans for the summer.

    ​Ilya Rozanov just outed himself to the entire world on live television to save him, but he can't save him from this. Shane isn't getting better. He is dying. And these are the last conversations they will ever have.

    ​A story about the hit, the confession, and the long, slow silence that followed.

    They weren't saying goodbye to each other; Ilya was too confident that Shane would win.

    Shane loved winning.

    He lost, the first lost that Ilya didn't enjoy.

    Because he only left Ilya to suffer more.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is fifteen when he wins the Hunger Games. He may be the youngest victor in history, but he's already hit his growth spurt and stands broad-shouldered and tall over the other tributes. It's no wonder, the Capitol whispers. He's already so handsome. He's not even eighteen, and the bids for his company must be astronomical.

    A year later, Ilya’s record is broken by a fourteen-year-old from Four named Shane Hollander.

    Ilya is twenty-six when they're sent back to the arena.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    He doesn’t remember how long he drove for. All he knew was that the further he drove, the more his eyes would swell with tears.

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    Or: What if the infamous Long Game fight ended differently? Wherein Ilya storms out of his house after Shane leaves and gets into a car accident.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Did you figure anything out? Shane writes, and flips the page around for Ilya to read it.

    Wont like the answer, Ilya’s written, in his quick hand.

    So he doesn’t have to take the pen back, Shane just shrugs. What?

    Ilya sits down at the desk for a steady surface to explain.

    3 things
    1 its curse. if true we can break it
    2 its spell. if true we can break it
    3 we are soulmates. if true we are fucked

    “No,” Shane mutters, before he can stop himself. Immediately, he slams a hand over his mouth.

    or: Ilya and Shane are soulmates, and their bond prevents them from both talking and being apart. Unfortunately, the only thing that’ll make the pain stop is confessing the one thing they can say: that they’re in love.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is happily planning Shane's birthday party when there's a knock at his door, and he's got a letter stating he's in danger of getting deported. Not wanting to dampen the day, he keeps this to himself and hopes for the best.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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    This profile is a safe space for the LGBTQIA+ community. Harmful comments will be deleted.
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    FICBINDING WARNING
    I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real.

    Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan.

    So he ends it.

    Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Shane put God on a back burner sometime between the ages of eleven and twelve. It was around that time that he barely stepped foot off the ice. His dad would joke that he was born with skates on, while his mother cursed out a grown man for a bad play. God, religion, faith came second to the rush of adrenaline as he flew on the ice.

    It takes seventeen years and the love of his life being dead for twenty-eight minutes to relearn how to pray.

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    Or, Shane's game is cancelled and he reads Ilya's would have been last messages in a tiny hotel room with JJ and Hayden at his side.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    “Because I can’t fucking do this, Ilya. I’m going to my parents’, I- I need a break, alright? Shit.” Shane’s gaze locked onto his keys and he picked them up, stalking towards the door. He needed a break from the arguing and he needed to go somewhere he could breathe and collect his thoughts, so he could process this correctly and talk about it with Ilya civilly. Everything was still suffocating and overwhelming and Shane needed out, needed to go sit in his car and drive in silence to his parents’ place.
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    Ilya had seen enough breakups to know what one looked like. Shane ignored him, and looked irritated, and said he couldn’t do this (this, like everything between them could be reduced to a single word other than love), and said he needed a break (his confidence in Ilya’s English was comforting up until Ilya realised it meant Shane didn’t feel the need to say the dramatic I’m breaking up with you that characterised the ends of relationships).

    or, hollanov fight and misunderstandings resulting in an injury ensue

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    09 Jan 2026

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