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he is half of my soul, as the poets say by biolence
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
06 May 2026
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“Ash.” Eiji asks softly, rising to his feet. “Are you alright?”
Ash stays silent for one long, terrible moment. When he finally does reply, his voice shakes. “You’d think I’d be used to it by now.” He pulls his hands from his face to wrap his arms around himself, refusing to look his friend in the eye. “But I still feel so fucking filthy.”
It takes a moment for the words to register, and when they do they land like a heavy stone in Eiji's stomach. His heart throbs, throat burns. He had his suspicions, what happened with Foxx before Ash escaped, but having them confirmed just makes him want to hurl and scream and wrap his hands around that bastard's throat all the more. He takes a step towards Aslan, reaching out tentatively to lay a hand on his bicep. “It’s not your fault.”
“Everyone always says that.” Ash swallows, and tears shine in his eyes. He’s still refusing to meet his gaze. “But it doesn’t change anything.”
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It's terrifying, owning such a precious thing as Ash’s trust and vulnerability. But loving Ash isn’t. Holding him isn’t. It’s as second nature as breathing for Eiji, has been since the moment they met, and that makes it all just a little bit easier.
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17 Jun 2026
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Specks of red in blue.
Wave after wave of petals clawed their way out of his throat. The pain. It burned.
Specks of blue in red.
The searing was a reminder. A punishment. For letting himself fall for a man so pure, so untainted. Too good for him.
And yet, that wasn’t his greatest sin. No, his greatest sin was never being able to move on.
Never being able to let himself forget.
Where Lu Guang pays the price for falling in love, and Cheng Xiaoshi never realises until it’s too late.
Or...?
(Hanahaki. Lu Guang has hanahaki.)
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12 May 2026
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three-turn (back to you) by robinkiu
Fandoms: 时光代理人 | Link Click (Live Action TV), 时光代理人 | Link Click (Cartoon)
29 Dec 2025
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Cheng Xiaoshi fell in love with winter long before he understood what that meant; a feeling that followed him quietly through the years.
From childhood afternoons spent skating on ice behind café windows, to snow-filled walks as a college student sharing a dorm room with his closest friend, each season leaves its mark on him in different ways.
Looking back, Cheng Xiaoshi begins to wonder how many times he’s fallen in love with winter… and how many of those times were really about the same person.
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- Part 1 of Shiguang Fluff Week
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15 Mar 2026
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Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi are fated to be soulmates, but must they lead such a tragic life every time? Time and time again, Lu Guang watches the person he loves die countless times, and there's nothing he can figure out to do to fix it. Why can't he live a life with him? Why does someone take him away from him in every life?
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- Part 1 of Cultivation Guangshi
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08 Mar 2026
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Lu Guang had not cracked the code, unable to figure out why some deaths were predestined while others were not. It haunted him. If it wasn’t insomnia keeping him awake most nights, it was guilt, or constant analysis of event progression and variables in hopes that somehow, he can change the ultimate outcome. Alas, he continues to fail, with a faint flickering hope that someday, it might go better. Sometimes, things progressed even worse than ever before. It would begin again, but not quite anew.
Alt: Brief observations of Lu Guang's trauma throughout many timelines, with moments of joy between. Everyone suffers.
Music: analepsis to [t-0]
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- Part 1 of Solaria
- Part 1 of Solaria (+nsfw extras)
Bookmarked by nnununi
28 Feb 2026