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blood slick hands (try to keep yourself together) by paleatlantic
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
06 Jul 2025
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The comforting clutches of death is the only constant throughout Jason's life.
So, can he really be faulted when he starts to seek it out on his own?
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20 Jul 2026
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What- what had happened? Why was Jay in a hospital bed? He was fine when Dick left him at the tower! If someone had hurt his little brother he was taking them down whether or not the nurses tried to stop him! No one hurts Jason! No one.
Or: Dick didn’t expect to wake up. Now he has to deal with the consequences
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- Part 2 of Dear future Robin
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13 Jul 2026
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Jason has been numb for months.
Too tired to cook, too tired to reach out, too tired to pretend he isn’t fading.
He walks into a church out of habit more than faith—and finds himself remembering the only times he ever felt seen.
By the end of the night, he finally sends a message he never thought he’d send.What It Means
A crucible, in the word’s literal use, is a pot in which metals or other substances are heated to a very high temperature or melted. But crucible is more often encountered in figurative use referring to a difficult test or challenge, or to a place or situation that forces people to change or make difficult decisions.
// The bronze was heated to 2,100 degrees in the crucible and then poured into molds designed by the artist.
// Her latest novel follows two best friends in a fantastical, battle-ravaged kingdom who emerge from the crucible of war with opposing views and values on what should come next.
Merriam Webster Dictionary, Word of the Day, November 17, 2025.Series
- Part 48 of Word of the Day
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12 Jul 2026
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A Need for the Quiet by pardonmygerman
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
30 Jun 2026
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Look, Jason is no idiot, okay? He knows damn well what self-harm is. What it constitutes.
He knows that there are people out there, people who are genuinely suffering, who have only a blade and their thoughts to keep them company. Jason also knows he is not one of those people. Sure, maybe he thinks about slipping his dagger a little past his holster and across his leg, but he never does it. If he doesn’t follow through with his thoughts, then they don't count. If he doesn’t actually take the lighter he keeps next to his Bath and Body Works candles and holds it to the plush skin of his forearm, then he isn’t self harming. He is not a self-harmer.
//Or Jason is having an issue staying clean and people are beginning to notice
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01 Jul 2026
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I'll Stay With You by RhysBlu
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
11 Apr 2015
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Hardly anything changed in the Fields of Asphodel, spirits would wander and scream and try to remember who they were. No one ever got out, no one ever remembered. And everything remained the same, everything was darkness and solitude, until a boy with dark hair and sad eyes came… and stayed.
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29 Jun 2026
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Last Words of a Supernova by patitooro (ap_whoo)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
14 Jul 2025
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"Once there is no fuel left, the star collapses and the outer layers explode as a 'supernova'. What's left over after a supernova explosion is a 'neutron star' – the collapsed core of the star – or, if there's sufficient mass, a black hole." - Gunn, Alastair. "How Do Stars Die?"
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The sea of smog parts for Jason and bears him a sight so beautiful, he can die just like this. Even with chills running down his spine and nausea sitting at the base of his stomach, he’s happy. Content.
Maybe.
Maybe he can die like this.editing 07/10/25
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29 Jun 2026
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Nepotism is overrated by TimDrakesMissingSpleen67
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
26 Jun 2026
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Kon-el and Tim Drake. Most public rivalry of the century. Or are they…
Or, the Heated Rivalry of Timkon
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27 Jun 2026
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godly games by iheartwillsolace
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
21 Mar 2025
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“ We all have games we’d rather not play ,”
The two strongest demigods are tasked with killing the other’s partner in a sick twisted game - and it only ends when someone is dead.
( AKA , Zeus plays unfair , and Nico loses his mind )
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26 Jun 2026
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(Wake Me Up) Wake Me Up Inside by rinibalism
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
16 Feb 2026
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Zanka is still there, untouched, eyes closed and mouth open.
Jabber almost feels like he might cry. He doesn't hesitate to jump on the bed and bury his face in Zanka's neck. It's disgusting, yet it feels so good.
The cold, damp skin clings to his own—the smell is nauseating, but Jabber can't help but sigh shakily. His arms encircle Zanka's torso and squeeze tightly.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I won't leave again. I'm sorry."
Zanka doesn't respond. If Jabber stays still enough, he can feel Zanka hugging him back.
Jabber's life collapses in a second. He rebuilds it in a week and ends it in a day.
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22 Jun 2026
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Jason and Death go way back, she loves him dearly just as he loves her, when things aren't going great with his family Jason decided to visit her, because she seems to be the only one willingly to love him at the moment.
He didn't think his family would find his corpse though, opsie.
TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE!!!
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- Part 7 of As Red as Blood
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08 Jun 2026
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how do you know if it was worth it (in the end) by thetoddest
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
26 Oct 2021
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“For in that sleep of death what dreams may come when we have shuffled off this mortal coil, must give us pause: there's the respect that makes calamity of so long life.” His own voice seemed so foreign, so unnatural to him, to the point where he almost thought his heart had stopped.
It'd be better that way, then he wouldn't have to explain anything. Because Tim would be safe, and Jason would be dead.
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07 Jun 2026
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Do I Regret My Infinite History of Self-Neglect? by Dexterxyz
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
27 Feb 2026
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Zanka’s had enough of his life, and he’s decided that it’d be easier if he was dead. Everything was going to plan, that was until a certain someone decided to pay him a visit..
THIS IS HEAVY ANGST if depictions (pretty graphic but not super) or self-harm will trigger you PLEASE AVOID !!!
Take care of yourselves always, lots of love ( ◜‿◝ )♡
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16 Apr 2026
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Everybody loves a winner by SillyNoodl3_11
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 May 2026
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Ah, well. This doesn't matter, anyway. Or, it won't, in exactly one month and nine days.
Because Zanka Nijiku will be dead.
Or: Zanka going through it and eventually commiting
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16 Apr 2026
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When Zanka begins living the same day over and over again, he must figure out the reason or risk never breaking the cycle.
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13 Apr 2026
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Zanka stood at the edge of the cliff, staring down at the bottom as he held Lovely Assistaff tight in his palm. He was covered in blisters, bruises, and cuts. He even had a broken wrist, and 2 broken ribs he was ignoring to the best of his abilities. He looked like a mess, and he was a mess.
He'd just left the Hell Guard headquarters after he'd been taken from Cleaner HQ by his sister and brother for some stupid meeting their father wanted him to attend. And it turned out, the meeting was just an excuse to belittle Zanka all over again in an attempt to convince the teenager to join the Hell Guard, claiming it would 'ease the burden he put on the family name' if he came back.
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Zanka gets jumped by his siblings, jabber is there to comfort him before things go sideways.
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12 Apr 2026
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And The Violets Withered by MaryaDmitrievnaLikesSundays
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan
11 Aug 2021
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Nico knows that the worst part of falling, the most painful, the moment that requires every ounce of strength to survive and even then is unbearable, is the getting back up. It is pulling your limbs back together, ripping your fingers out of the webs of roots that have grown over you in the days, months, years you have spent laying on the ground, and hobbling back home on broken legs, memories carved into your skin.
This particular plummet, he’s not quite there yet.
He is locked inside a long-abandoned castle, every inch made of cold stone, frozen-over cobbles that had been worn down centuries ago. There are endless hallways to explore, endless spots to hide in, stories and stories of stairs to climb. But he cannot leave.
And they always find him in the end, anyways.
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Or, the human mind can only take so much pain before it breaks. Even when that human is half-god.
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11 Apr 2026
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After a reckless night, Zanka finds his whole world turning upside down by the force that is Jabber Wonger, a stranger who embodied everything Zanka had been taught to denounce. Everything in his life gets redefined, leaving him unsteady and lost.
And free.
(Zanka is gonna be frustrating as hell at first, bear with me he has character development to go through!)
Edit 4/1: Please do not ask me who tops and who bottoms. I will not answer. This fic is not only about sex, there's a story being told, a larger narrative. If the most important thing to you when reading this is who tops and who bottoms, this story isn't for you. Thank you.
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10 Apr 2026
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my suicide isn't worth your while. by marcmybeloved
Fandoms: The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Nico di Angelo Adventures - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
03 Feb 2026
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Nico di Angelo has been living with his father, step mother, and half sister for a few years now. His dad doesn't care much for Nico or his sister. Nico just wants it to end for good. He's so tired. Yet, he can't leave, not yet.
Will Solace, Nico's boyfriend, who sees through him like a glass door, doesn't know about this yet. But when he finds Nico's suicide note, he tries to get Nico to think it through about killing himself.
Is Nico going to listen to Will? Or will Nico break something fragile again?
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- Part 1 of Riordanverse collection
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23 Mar 2026
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Silent Fire by rasauq for My friend
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Batman and Robin (Comics), DCU (Comics)
25 Dec 2021
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The only thing Damian wanted was to make his family proud of him. However, he always seems to deter himself from this goal. No matter how hard he tried, it would never be enough to satisfy himself or others. The constant annoyance seems to drive everyone away and Damian takes notice to it.
Why is he still here?
Damian was like a rose, with a thick veiny stem twisting and turning, protected by razor sharp thorns lingering on the surface. If not treated with caution, one could easily prick themselves causing crimson liquid to trickle down their fingers. But, at the end of that leafy green stem is an array of petals painted in multiple shades of wine and scarlet. The strikingly magnificent components are meticulous crafted into a plump sweet smelling flower. In order to maintain this heavenly appearance, it must be properly cared for, and given a great sum of love and affection.
So what if the rose is neglected? What if a pair of hedges it taken to it, snipping the stem and leaves off perversely? Will the rose survive?
I'm bad at summaries, ha
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11 Mar 2026
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Will Was Fine (So Fine Actually) by Lextrow
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
31 Oct 2025
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THIS IS A REWRITE
Fine people didn’t ever think about the patients that they had failed to save over the years. Fine people didn’t spend their time comparing themselves to their friends and significant others obsessively. Fine people didn't think about little they ever contributed. Fine people definitely didn’t have reoccuring nightmares that made them wake up with tears on their cheeks already.
And neither did Will because he was fine. So fine, actually.
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- Part 31 of Angstober (2025)
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27 Jan 2026