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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    She did not hear when the music started, but felt a tremor travel down her body when the hand he held on her waist slid up her back. Maria couldn’t avoid the surprised sigh that left her mouth. She had danced countless times, but no touch, of any woman or man, had ever made her blood pulsate the way he did. The smile that started to spread against his lips made her even more frustrated.

     

    Maria felt her mouth dry. She wanted to be near him, be touched by him and desperately touch him back. And he knew. That’s why his hands lingered on her waist, starting a fire that burned fiercely, consuming her insides.

    Maria and Alucard share a dance and discover the heat of desire and the promise of temptation.

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    18 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    “You used to be so… thorough with me, you know?” Dazai murmured.

    The words were placed close to Fyodor’s ear, breath catching. Fyodor could feel the heat of Dazai at his back, the unsteady rise and fall of his chest as he leaned in to speak. Each exhale reached his skin a fraction too warm, then stuttered, pulled back sharp as Dazai fought to keep his voice steady.

    “You’d choke me until my vision pulsed. Drag me across the floor. You don’t even get angry anymore.”

    The phrasing was clinical in its own way, as if he were listing symptoms, not memories. Fyodor’s mind supplied missing details without his consent: the bruises that had bloomed in finger-shaped pairs, the rasp of Dazai’s voice after, the way he had laughed through it like a creature born without a reflex for self-preservation.

    He said nothing.

    or: dazai asks to be hurt. fyodor does something crueler. (in which dazai is desperate enough to ask for cruelty outright, and fyodor is monstrous enough to withhold it.)

    BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 3 - Mutual Obsession/Possessiveness, Pushed beyond breaking point, “Why are you being gentle now?”, Humiliation/Degradation, Emeto/Vomiting (Alt)

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    05 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    With too much time on her hands and too many thoughts swirling in her mind, Columbina decides to visit Sandrone during one of her maintenance days.

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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    Columbina had left. She had left just as suddenly and forcefully as she had first inserted herself uninvited into Sandrone’s life. Still, when the Palestar Edict came from above, Sandrone could not help herself. She was going to Nod-Krai.

    Or: Sandrone and Columbina disastrously fail at feelings and communication (but somehow things still work out).

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    06 Feb 2026

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    You don't get to give goodbye hugs," Sandrone hisses once the shadows close around them and the music from the festival grows muffled. Her voice trembles with rage and something more complicated—she isn't sure what.

    Columbina's expression shifts slightly. She looks… confused. As she so often does. Like a quiet little dove lost in the world’s noise. That blank look and gentle smile used to drive Sandrone insane. They still do. A face that sees nothing and everything at once.

    "You don't get to do that."

    Where, after that hug, Sandrone decides to run after Columbina.

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    06 Feb 2026