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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    "Do you still remember?"

    “Maybe it’s better,” the angel says, forlorn, “if you don’t remember.”
    “Remember what?”
    “For what follows, I’m sorry. But Kephale always remembers, and I promise not to forget this.”
    Phainon frowns. Kephale? That name tickles something, but he doesn’t know what. It feels weird, like that pudding that got him sick last month.
    “Forget what?”
    “Remember them; the ones that won’t reach the dawn.”

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    Visions burn behind his eyelids ever since, and the fire roars forever more in the canvas of a picture. Mydei used to quench the fire, for a while, but he never understood what art truly means for Phainon. So why, fifteen years later, does Phainon find Mydei stand there, staring up at a painting of burning gold?

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    Athan's not jealous that his fellow intern Phainon has a boyfriend. He just can't believe anyone could stand to look at the dweeb long enough to ask him out.

    Whatever. The guy's probably even more of a total loser anyway.

    Unlike the tattooed mega hunk waiting by the reception desk that he needs to get in his bed now.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Phainon found himself plagued with both disgust and curiosity after finding out about his best friend’s secret, a BDSM-forward lifestyle. And as any good friend would, Mydei offered to give him a glimpse into what it was like to be not just a submissive, but his submissive.

    If Phainon could just be open-minded to new experiences, then Mydei swore he would find it in him to be patient with his ignorant feelings towards it all. But at what point did a test run between friends become the real thing between lovers?

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “You had to go through that thirty-three times?” Tribbie asked. Her voice wobbled with unshed tears.

    Phainon did the only thing possible in such a situation: He panicked.

    “Uh,” he said, because clearly his eloquence had abandoned him during one of the cycles, “yes?”

    // OR, circumstance leads to the heirs thinking Phainon only lived through thirty-three cycles. Rather than correcting them on this, Phainon doubles down and decides this is the new narrative he'll go along with so as to avoid worrying them too much.

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    28 May 2026

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    “Are you aware of the growing field of research investigating the relationship between shame and sexual preferences?”

    “Amber Lord preserve us, here we go again.” Sunday watched as Aventurine rolled his eyes, huffing out a startled breath when Aventurine suddenly slumped forward, letting his forehead thud against Sunday’s chest. “How many times do I need to tell you that the only person who gets turned on by academic articles is you, doctor?”

    What started out as IPC-mandated parole visits from Dr. Ratio and Aventurine turned into weekly dinners. And now, perhaps, they are turning into something more.

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    26 Mar 2026