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try not to lose your grip on reality by divorceadvocate
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
15 Feb 2024
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This is ridiculous. Kim is fine. He's in his room at the Whirling, and is probably sound asleep. Are prophetic dreams even real?
LOGIC: No.
INLAND EMPIRE: Yes.
Harry tosses and turns for what feels like hours (twenty minutes). It's impossible to go back to sleep. He's restless, he's anxious, and he's still very sweaty.
DRAMA: You won't be able to rest until you see Kim. Even if you just knock on his door and hear his voice telling you to go back to bed, that would be enough.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY: You could also drink yourself to sleep. That would work just as well.
VOLITION: Well, it’s one or the other. You can’t get drunk and bother Kim after hours.
It's a bad idea, Harry thinks, even as he gets dressed.
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Harry has a nightmare, and he's making it Kim's problem.
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22 Jun 2026
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“You’re having trouble sleeping… is the couch a problem?”
“I’m not kicking you out of your bed,” Harry said.
“You’re not.” He waited for something to happen, but nothing did, so he continued. “It’s wide enough. You can tell me about your nightmare.”
Another quiet whimper from the other room. Then, miraculously, a shuffling noise shortly followed by a pitch swath of humanoid shadow in the dark grey space of the doorframe. A tiny victory over self loathing, apparently. The negotiations that followed were done blindly and in hushed tones.
Harry's apartment is deeply fucked after his return from Martinaise. Kim is kind enough to let him stay over for a couple nights and gets hit in the face with a ton of inconvenient feelings-bricks.
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08 Jun 2026
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Some notes on the courtship habits of flightless birds by randomisedmongoose
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
21 Apr 2023
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In Martinaise, Kim learns more and more of his temporary partner, not least his strange behaviour regarding his wings – until it turns into a minor obsession, and an indiscretion that has bad consequences for them both.
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28 May 2026
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“What?” you find yourself saying as you lean over to put the fourth tiny screw onto your bedside table. “That’s nonsensical.”
“No, Kim. If you know what time the sun rises it’s not too hard, I think. Look.”
harry relearns some things, kim learns some others
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02 May 2026
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words are no deeds by possibilityleft
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
12 Feb 2026
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After slithering out of Gomorrah, a demon does some creative reporting.
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- Part 14 of Peel's SOSH Guess the Author Ficlets
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17 Mar 2026
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Two times Crowley paused time to avoid consequences, and one time he did it to right a wrong.
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- Part 13 of Peel's SOSH Guess the Author Ficlets
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17 Mar 2026
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*Did* she know what she was doing? Does she know now? Keeping a damp vigil over not much. A disintegrating jetty, a finger of the bay. She stares into the distance and pretends she can remember where the pleasure wheel used to stand.
"You're here," says George, "'cause something bit you."
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02 Mar 2026
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As a rule, Crowley does not allow himself to think about what Aziraphale would be like in bed.
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06 Jan 2026
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“I probably deserved it,” Harry says contemplatively as you pull out of the motor pool. He’s looking out of the window up at the light on in C-Wing when you finally glance over your shoulder at him and decide you don’t care if he deserved it or not. You will take this man back to your apartment by the harbour and you will give him soup because there will be no fresh food until you go to the supermarché tomorrow, and you will set him up on the couch with the old spare duvet from the airing cupboard, and you will check the dressings on his wounds again in the morning.
And that you do.
harry (unofficially) moves in with kim after martinaise.
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02 Jan 2026
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Six Thousand Years of Song by TurnSpitDog
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
26 Dec 2025
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As Crowley sat on the sofa, watching Aziraphale position the needle over a record and eat a slice of Camembert directly off the cheese knife, something stirred in his brain. "It might be a love song."
"Well, that barely narrows it down. What kind of love song?"
(Crowley tries to extract a song from the murky depths of his memory, with Aziraphale’s help.)
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27 Dec 2025
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ENDURANCE – The whisper of Kim’s fingers against your skin remains even as you swallow the capsules with two generous mouthfuls of water (if just to prove that you’re grateful).
KIM KITSURAGI – “Good,” Kim says, and screws the cap back onto the bottle. He bends down to put it on the coffee table, condensation quickly drawing a wet ring against the dark wood. The shadows where the light from the small window doesn’t hit him round out his features. It makes him look softer. “Big day ahead.”
He makes a little noise like he’s amused at himself.
or, kim moves to the 41st precinct.
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27 Dec 2025
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Two repressed men wind down on the balcony of the Whirling-In-Rags. One of them is smoking his single cigarette of the day and resolutely *not* thinking about his temporary partner’s bicep girth, or how that partner has already made space for himself in this once-solitary nightly ritual, or what other spaces that partner might contort himself into, given time…
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19 Dec 2025
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You want to reach up, bury your fingers in his hair. You want to wrap your hands around his waist to see how small it really is, rest your hands on his thighs and feel his muscles flex as he grinds against you.
Instead, you keep your hands where he placed them, content to watch.
Or: THE CASE OF THE ANAL BEADS
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15 Dec 2025
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PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT- He’s right. There must be a wire directly from your lungs to your dick. Anatomically, it makes no sense, but I can feel it.
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06 Dec 2025
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"Whatever happened to not a good idea?" Kim asks, sotto voce.
Judit smiles to herself, while no one will see it. Just four coworkers in an abandoned lot east of the river. Two of them absolutely doused in old vegetable oil. There is nothing to see here.
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30 Nov 2025
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After getting shot during the Tribunal – before oblivion gets to claim all of his feverish memories – Harry wakes up in the middle of the night, confused and in pain. Kim does his best to guide him through it.
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24 Nov 2025
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Rewind by Eggplant_Crusader
Fandoms: Wednesday (TV 2022), Addams Family - All Media Types
03 May 2023
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Everyone knows Wednesday and Enid have been dating for months now.
The only problem is, no one thought to let Enid know.
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11 Nov 2025
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Kim's saintlike composure snaps at an inopportune moment.
VOLITION - This man is broken.
SACRÉ-COEUR - Fix him.
AUTHORITY - Into the shape you want.Bookmarked by mayhawk
11 Nov 2025
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There’s a pause, and then Wednesday speaks again. “I admit that I do have one ulterior motive in asking you to visit for the holidays.”
Enid laughs, unsurprised; there’s the Wednesday she knows, even a phone line and a coast away. “Yeah? What is it?”
“I told my parents that I’m in a relationship,” Wednesday says, offhand, like it’s just another sentence and not a lightning strike to Enid’s heart. "With you, specifically."
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07 Nov 2025
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A classic Harry-relapse, Kim-confession fic. We all know it, we all love it.
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"Kim, do you hate me?"He has to take a moment to steady himself, to keep from throwing himself at Harry's feet and promising him he will never leave. Harry's voice is so raw, so terribly sad that Kim feels something pulling in his own heart.
"Far from it," he whispers, unable to find his voice. "Now let me get your chest."
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19 Oct 2025