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  1. TONY & STEPHEN IRONSTRANGE GOALS by

    Fandom Avengers (Comics), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Doctor Strange (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

    23 Feb 2026

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  2. Reality Check by

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    23 Oct 2025

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    That's My Fucking Husband by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    06 Feb 2026

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    imagine being loved by me by for aerihidalgo

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Feb 2026

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    “Are you Rozanov’s whore now? You will catch something, Hollander. He’s a walking STD. Pathetic.” Drapeau joined in, his tone mocking Shane as if he had any leg to stand on.

    “What did you just say?” Shane got into Drapeau’s face, his muscular frame swarming the goalie’s body. “Say that again, and I will smash your nose in, Drapeau. Try. Me.”

    He was snarling into his face, spit flying everywhere. Hayden and J.J came to try to separate them, but Shane didn’t let them. “I will end your fucking career if you ever speak about him.”

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    i should've kissed you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    08 Dec 2025

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    It was so silly. Ilya knew that. It was so beyond silly. He just couldn’t shake the feeling of dread, the feeling of regret. He regretted not kissing him. He regrets letting his mind dictate his actions and deprive him from happiness.

    “I should’ve kissed you, Hollander” Ilya muttered to himself, wiping the stray tears that fell from his eyes. Because now, he had to go back to Russia with the regret of not kissing him. God. He was so stupid.

    His phone dinging and lighting up snapped him out of his trance, he figured it was one of his teammates. When he looked at his phone, a message from Jane popped up. He was surprised, almost speechless actually. It read “We didn’t even kiss,” it shocked Ilya the most. Was Shane feeling the same way? Did Shane have this burning hole that felt like he was being eaten alive too?

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    Shane sends accidentally sends the text but from Ilya's POV

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    we didnt even kiss by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    29 Nov 2025

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    So when he typed out on his phone “we didn’t even kiss” with tears rolling down his cheeks, he just wanted to type it. He just wanted to feel it— to feel the pain he had inside of him. That maybe typing it would help let it out, he would type it and the feeling would go away.

    And the stupid fucking elevator still wasn’t here, and he was forced to sit there and wallow in his sadness. He should’ve thought this through, his hands were still shaking and as he went to delete the text. His clumsy thumb accidentally hit the send button.

    “Oh fuck.” That snapped Shane out of everything.

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    What if Shane accidentally sent the "we didnt even kiss" text to Ilya?

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    Be Your Home by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."

    “I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."

    “What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.

    Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”

    Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.

     
    Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.

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    11 Jun 2026