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I Keep You Safe by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
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Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
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- Part 1 of Finding Family
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- English
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- 40,018
- Chapters:
- 25/25
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- 4,409
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- 11,689
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09 May 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,904
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 14
- Comments:
- 1,840
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- 23,093
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- 6,142
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- 224,563
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15 Apr 2026
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Run to you by SatsumaSegments
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Lily: It is too dangerous to be alone with concussion. I will stay at your apartment like nurse.
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Shane goes to Montreal for the weekend during his concussion recovery. So does Ilya.
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29 Jan 2026
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pretty boy (the kind of magic that you stay up for) by meathermac
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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But yes—Jane. Whoever they are, Svetlana knows her Ilyusha is in love. It breaks her heart a little bit. Maybe once she had loved him enough to marry him for love instead of convenience, but that is not the way she loves him now. Now, she loves him enough that the idea of this Jane breaking Ilya’s heart breaks hers too.
And this is why Svetlana is his best friend: because she knows, wholeheartedly, that there is a heart to be broken. That Ilya is not a cocky, womanizing asshole (all of the time), and that he does not trust or love easily. He does casual very well because he knows he is too serious when it comes to love. Ilya is very good at not letting himself get attached, so for Jane to have stayed around for so long—she knows that he is in love.
♡
or, svetlana does not so much find out but rather figures it out herself.
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29 Jan 2026
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“No, I mean you and Shane – I mean, Jane. You’ve made up.”
Ilya lurches towards her, halfway out of his seat before his brain catches up with him. He lets himself drop back into the couch, though the smug glimmer on Sveta’s face tells him the damage is done. He’s given the game away.
That doesn’t mean he can’t try regardless. “That’s – no, I don’t know a Shane,” he protests.
After the cottage, Svetlana lets on she knows, Ilya tries to play dumb, and Shane takes it a lot better than Ilya may have ever dreamed – roughly in that order.
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29 Jan 2026
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Ilya wanted so badly to just tell Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander, it’s always been Shane Hollander. He wanted to invite her over after the game so he'd know it was possible for her and Shane to exist in the same room without the world collapsing.
He was calling Shane back before he even thought about it, his heart in his throat.
“Ilya?”
“Can I invite Svetlana?"
He could never have expected what happened next.
Or: Only a few months after the cottage, Shane meets Svetlana—and goes to great lengths to defeat his jealousy.
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- Part 1 of the gift
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,174
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 294
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29 Jan 2026
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Shane is here and Rozanov won’t open the door, he has about five seconds before he spontaneously combusts at this doorstep. Now, a woman says she knows their deep, dark secret. It’s going to be a long day for Shane Hollander.
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Ilya is sick, forgets Shane is coming over, Svetlana knows how to get Ilya to listen though.
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29 Jan 2026
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The Only Plan is You by Letter4No1
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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Ilya never texted Shane back. He didn’t call. Twenty minutes turned into two hours, then eight.
Shane had spent that time spiraling. It’s something he hasn’t done recently, at least, not about this. No, up until yesterday he thought his relationship was unflappable, that Ilya was just as happy as he was. Well, as happy as they both could be keeping such a major part of their lives a secret.Every time he closed his eyes he saw the hurt that flashed across Ilya’s face right before he kicked him out.
I already chose you, Hollander.
The words had landed in his gut like a rock. They never discussed the things he’d given up, not because Shane wasn’t, at least peripherally, aware that that was the case. He moved to a new country and signed with a team that was so historically bad they were a laughing stock. One of the greatest players in the league tore up his American visa, sold his car collection, and moved to Ottawa just to be within driving distance of him. Ilya did that to give their relationship a real chance.
Or, Ilya kicked Shane out on Boxing day and now he has to wait two weeks to make things right. Those two weeks are going to change everything.
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- Part 6 of Hollanov Extended Universe
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29 Jan 2026
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All I Want for Christmas by FlameHazel18
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,049
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 7
- Comments:
- 439
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- 10,702
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- 71,780
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29 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 85,532
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 1,142
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- 13,782
- Bookmarks:
- 5,392
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- 334,896
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28 Jan 2026
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The Game Plan by FestiveFerret, pouringinsheets
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2022
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Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.
No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,024
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 2,181
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- 31,910
- Bookmarks:
- 10,383
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- 704,800
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28 Jan 2026
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,937
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 736
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- 21,199
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- 4,880
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- 172,320
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24 Jan 2026
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
- Language:
- English
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- 90,896
- Chapters:
- 20/?
- Collections:
- 33
- Comments:
- 8,564
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- 32,800
- Bookmarks:
- 12,090
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- 1,113,011
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24 Jan 2026
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tell it slant by tofuflower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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He’s not alone—hardly ever is, in Boston.
But maybe, just maybe, he’s lonely.
It sneaks up on him in stupid moments: standing in line at the bank, catching a ride with Connors after practice, because he doesn’t have a car yet. Lying awake at night with the low hum of traffic outside and the wrong kind of silence pressing in around him.
In his rookie year, Ilya makes an anonymous online friend. Unfortunately, it's a terrible idea.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,500
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 422
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- 6,721
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- 1,418
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19 Jan 2026
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When Eoin forsook Paddy and called him Blair, that’s when he was truly gone.
Eoin’s voice carrying his name and Eoin’s fingers wrapped loosely around his wrist. It was stronger than any iron.
A question of names, identity, and love.
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10 Jan 2026
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Drinking Song for the Socially Anxious by revengeandotherdrugs
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
09 Dec 2025
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“Ahh Blair, there you are! You’ve even found the prodigal,” Ambrose says to Paddy, reaching up to throw an arm around Eoin’s shoulders, catching him mid-stride and turning him back around to face Paddy fully “Blair, you remember Eoin, my wee brother?”
Paddy almost laughs at the absurdity. Ambrose knows that he knows and has spent a great deal of time with the overabundance of McGonigal siblings, particularly with his youngest brother. Of course, he knows Eoin, has in fact been spending the past year and a half trying to forget Eoin, trying to lose him in the bottom of bottles and the hands of other men. He had never once considered, outside of his most lecherous fantasies, that Eoin might be the type to kiss another man, unprompted, in the darkened spare bedroom at a house party.Bookmarked by jappe
10 Jan 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,706
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Comments:
- 2,200
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- 23,247
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- 6,019
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- 638,885
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04 Jan 2026
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there you are, my morning star by ingberry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Dec 2025
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In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,314
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 814
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- 19,051
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- 4,541
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- 246,839
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24 Dec 2025
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how do you feel? by exogenesissymph
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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No one is going to win a Pulitzer interviewing him, and Shane is okay with that. He spends most interviews rephrasing the same five sentiments--I’m happy we won or We need to work harder after that loss.
They are a good team; the win was hard fought or They are a good team; there is a lot for us to take away.
And finally: I love playing on this team, for our fans.
Then Ilya Rozanov bursts into his life, and answering questions becomes a little more complicated.
or: Shane Hollander, interviewee, throughout the years.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,787
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 767
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- 8,167
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- 2,169
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- 52,360
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23 Dec 2025
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Boston 2016. Ilya never worked up the courage to ask Shane to stay, but a blizzard forced him to spend the night anyway. Hayden is suspicious when Shane returns to the hotel with a stupid grin on his face.
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- Part 1 of 2016/2017
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20 Dec 2025