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  1. Public Bookmark 97

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    The first time Kiara gives JJ a friendship bracelet, they’ve just finished the fifth grade.

    The first time JJ hugs Kiara is also the day that Kiara gets her first period.

    JJ and Kiara’s first kiss doesn’t actually take place in cabin six of Kitty Hawk Wilderness Camp.

     The first time JJ sneaks into Kiara’s bedroom is also the first time they share a bed.

    A look at all of JJ and Kiara's firsts, from grade school to adulthood.

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    25 Mar 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    She felt like she was walking towards a wave that was too high, standing ankle deep on the shoreline as it barrelled towards her, ready to consume.

    Kie felt dizzy, felt high, like she’d taken a shot of adrenaline straight to the heart and it made her knees feel a little weak.

    It was good.

    She wanted to chase that feeling. So she parted her lips and walked into the wave.

    “Hey Jay?”

    The boy looked up from where he was brushing grains of sand from his thighs and he met her gaze with the same expectant heat she knew was in her own. It simmered between them, bubbled and popped and god.

    “Wanna try something?”

    Or, the friends with benefits/secret dating fic no one really asked for.

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    21 Mar 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    She slips her hand into his, before leaning her head back against the hard seat as well. She positions their joined hands on her thigh, lacing their fingers together, and he immediately stills.

    His pulse jumps as his eyes zero in on their linked hands. It’s far from the first time they’ve held hands, and considering they just kissed for the first time like a day ago, it’s not even the most romantic thing they’ve done recently.

    But the way she simply sat down next to him and held his hand, pulling it into her lap like it’s something they do every day, sends his mind spinning.

    And it’s not that he doesn’t want to hold her hand, because he absolutely does. He craves her attention more than he probably should, and he never wants to lose the warm feeling in his chest, but he just… doesn’t know if he deserves it.

     

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    Or, 6 times JJ struggled with affection and 1 time he didn't.

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    21 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    Kiara doesn’t do beach sex, as a rule. There’s not a lot of places for young teenagers to go, when they want to lose their virginity, not on a small island with cultural boundaries and strict parents, besides. So a lot of them lose it on the beach. She’s heard the horror stories, of course. And she’s a surfer -- she’s had sand in plenty of uncomfortable, out-of-reach places -- but she certainly does not want sand there.

    However, JJ.
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    Kiara and JJ Have sex in the Twinkie during a boneyard party. Pretty much what it says on the tin.

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    21 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    “You know, Kie, I get the feelin’ you don't really like me too much.”

    She scoffed, “What gave it away?”

    JJ laughed at that, seeming completely unaffected. It ticked her off, she wanted to see him with a bruised ego, not an elevated one. “So what is it then?”

    “What is what?” she asked annoyed as she sipped her drink.

    “What did I do to make you hate me so much? Ya know, I can't fix it if I don't know what I did wrong.”

    She rolled her eyes, “Maybe I just can't stand your personality.”

    “I doubt that, I got a great personality,” he winked at her and it made her even angrier, feeling her hands ball into fists out of reflex.

     

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    Pride and Prejudice but make it Jiara. In a world where Kiara never became a pogue, stayed at the Kook academy, stayed friends with Sarah, and really, really hated that pogue, JJ Maybank (except she really didn't hate him at all).

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    18 Mar 2024