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    Sometimes when she feels especially silly, she thinks that maybe they could live together. Do this every hour of the day uninterrupted by fate or time. It’s a thought that occurs late at night, and not quelled at all by Carmy’s slight snore in her ear as he holds her or the sleepy kiss he presses to her nape as she says goodnight.

    He still drives her absolutely insane.

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    carmen, sydney, and four years of figuring it all out.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    she’s never been someone who hurts other people. but here she is, hurting the most important girl in her life in the worst possible way.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    For most of his life, Carmy never thought of himself as a jealous person.

    He’s never been jealous of anyone he’s worked with. If anything, being around talented chefs always pushed him to be better. He studied them, absorbed what they knew, used it as fuel.

    He's never been jealous of his siblings, either. What was there to be jealous of? They were all treated the same by their shitty, abusive parents and could only count on each other.

    He's never been a jealous boyfriend. Okay, sure, he hasn't dated much, but even when he was dating Claire, he didn’t get annoyed if a guy stared too long at her or tried to hit on her.

     

    But that was before today.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Eventually they get up. They shower together, water hot and steamy against their skin. Sydney washes his hair, massaging his scalp while he leans into her touch. He borrows a white t-shirt from her and leaves his one from last night in her hamper as they get dressed. They make breakfast together. Carmy fries up some eggs while Sydney makes them coffee.

    It’s quiet, domestic even.

    Almost normal, if normal is what they’re aiming for.

    Sydney doesn’t know what they’re aiming for.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "You're sick."

    "Uh-uh, no, I'm not." Carmy tries his hardest to stifle a laugh at how her voice sounds equally weak and defiant. Their shift is over and everyone has gone home. Sydney is perched in the office chair, holding her head in her hands. She's been sweating buckets and taking breaks to breathe, eyes shut tight, all day.

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    02 Jul 2026