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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
03 Apr 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
18 Mar 2026
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i really hope you're gonna get out soon by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Sochi Olympics, 2014.
"MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"
Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
17 Mar 2026
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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
15 Mar 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
12 Mar 2026
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His cheeks are dusted pink. “Yeah so, uh– it’s nothing, it's nothing. I’m practicing. You know?”
“The shit you do already isn't practice enough?” Quackity laughs, and frowns. “Tubbo, you're– you are literally the secretary of state. You spend most of your time here at a goddamn desk, man."
Tubbo gives a small shrug. He tugs his ear awkwardly.
“It's just like– Schlatt shouldn’t say shit like that to you, y'know?” Quackity crosses his arms, leaning against the desk. “Your handwriting is fine, Tubbo. It is.”
Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
06 Jan 2026
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Can't Find My Way Home by bramble_patch (Marianne_Dashwood), personalized_radio
Fandoms: Dream SMP
31 Oct 2022
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It's been a long two years of recovery. Recovery from the coup, from the betrayal, from the Nether. The five of them have finally settled into their new home and know peace.
Unfortunately, the world isn’t done with them yet, and forces beyond a single throne threaten the happy life that they’ve built together.
As their peace is shattered, one thing is for sure; they're not interested in being torn apart again, and they're willing to do anything to get back home.
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- Part 3 of scarecrow
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
06 Dec 2025
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scarecrow by bramble_patch (Marianne_Dashwood), personalized_radio
Fandom Dream SMP, Hermitcraft SMP
12 Nov 2022
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29 Nov 2025
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When The Sunlight Dies by bramble_patch (Marianne_Dashwood), personalized_radio
Fandoms: Dream SMP
07 Oct 2021
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It's been three months since the coup. Three months since Sapnap, a knight, and George, his prince, have been chased out of their home. Three months of being on the run, trying to find a safe way out of Kinoko without being caught by the president's mercenaries or an opportunistic bounty hunter.
It's hard, but it would be a lot easier if he didn't have to worry about George's sudden taste for wandering. Or the two guides that have worked their way into his group, promising them a safer way out of the kingdom. And it would be a whole lot easier if Sapnap wasn't flying solo, doing a job made for two.
And then there's the Godling to worry about. Yeah. That's a whole thing.
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- Part 1 of scarecrow
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
29 Nov 2025
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Cherry Tree Dreams by finitevoid, infinitelimited (finitevoid)
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
20 Sep 2025
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It's not that Five is "obsessed with the apocalypse". He's not a junkie chasing an adrenaline high of danger. It's just that the public's shared hallucinogenic memory of a timeline that shouldn't exist is weird, and so are the cross-dimensional artifacts, and so are the fully formed human beings that keep falling into Five's lap. Figuratively.
"Okay, man, just think about it," Diego interjects, loudly, pointing at Five with the mouth of his bottle. "Remaking the world's gotta be a messy process. It's not that surprising that there's just some weird cracks, a few spots that Dad didn't get super well. It's not a big deal."
"Just some weird cracks, he says," Five says dryly. "'Some weird cracks', like the man squatting in my apartment. The man I found unconscious in an alleyway with no memories. Weird cracks like those?"
Said man grins and waves a hand cheerfully, his inhuman orange eyes glowing eerily in the bright morning light. When nobody waves back, he reaches his hand to awkwardly paw at the feathery hair at the nape of his neck. His smile goes from cheery to awkward, and he whines, "You act like it's my fault, or something!"
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- Part 1 of Skeleton Universe
Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
22 Oct 2025
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The Battle has a very different ending than what is expected; it ends the world in a wild storm of magic. One survivor roams the earth, searching for something long gone.
Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
14 Dec 2023
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Tether by nikkiRA for swimtime
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
02 Nov 2023
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He says, “Do you ever feel angry?”
“Oh, Percy,” she says. “So fucking much.”
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03 Nov 2023
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Viper in the Grass by elegantflipflop2
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
24 Sep 2022
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Jiang Cheng didn’t want to die, but he also never wanted to wake up in the body of a fifteen year old Second Lady Jiang. He’s not sure what to do, but as long as he’s stuck reliving his teenage years, he’s going to make sure that the looming Wen threat is eliminated.
Now if only everyone around him would stop concentrating on his love life.
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
22 Jun 2023
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
07 Nov 2022
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(And Zuko wants to laugh, he does, because he’s twenty-one, and he's the guardian of a five-year-old sister he didn’t even know existed until his mother died in a car crash, and he's legally responsible for his nineteen-year-old sister who’s been admitted for almost a year of her short life, and rent is due, and his temp job doesn’t pay nearly enough, and he wishes he had someone to help, but he has no clue where Uncle is, and no other adult has ever cared enough to help, and he’s tired.
He’s just so, so, tired.)
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
31 Aug 2022
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Zuko tries.
Agni, he tries. Uncle wants so desperately for him to do the right thing, and he wants to, he does, he does, he does-
So when the Water Tribe girl looks at him with wild eyes, begging for help, and Azula raises one eyebrow with a sneer, Zuko chooses.
Azula’s scream of anger when he blasts a fireball in her direction is almost worth the twenty Dai Li agents that immediately surround him.
(or: Zuko is taken prisoner by Azula in the catacombs. Turns out, being kept miles away from the sun isn't so great for your bending.)
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
31 Aug 2022
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and we light ourselves on fire to keep warm by JaggedCliffs
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
20 Oct 2018
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It starts small. How something sweet twists into cruelty. How she learns to turn her weaknesses, scarce as they are to begin with, into Zuko's. Until they become her strengths. Until there are no weaknesses, no flaws, left in her.
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- Part 3 of Avatar Ficlets
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
14 Feb 2022
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The Avatar and his friends accept Zuko's offer to be their prisoner, but destinies are not so easily changed.
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
06 Feb 2022
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
22 Aug 2021
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Ranboo remembers the days when he would kneel at his bed to pray before the nuns turned out the lights and begged God that he’d be the next kid to go.
He was a good kid; he was helpful, he was kind, he was humble, he was everything the nuns raised him to be.
But nobody ever wanted him.
Not even his own parents.
(alternatively; ranboo's the oldest kid at a catholic orphanage. strange run-ins with mysterious people and strange abilities make him question everything he's ever known about the world and of himself. but maybe he'll get a new family out of it.)
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- Part 1 of 🚀 2021 🪐
- Part 1 of hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall (to remind me that i am a fool)
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Bookmarked by empi (hoarse)
21 Aug 2021