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Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”
Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.
Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”
“I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”
That did not answer the tying down part of the question.
But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.
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- Part 1 of tell me im in trouble
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04 May 2026
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There is one unspoken rule in the Boston Raiders — don’t mention Ilya’s classification. Don’t discuss it casually, don’t crack jokes about it, and definitely don’t make gentle enquiries about it.
Especially do not make gentle enquiries about it.
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Shane, Ilya, and their classifications throughout the years.
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- Part 1 of Misc's Baby!Ilya Classification AU
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20 Apr 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 1 of To know the sun
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12 Mar 2026
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11 Mar 2026
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Not Too Much by bluemoonblues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Feb 2026
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Ilya has spent his whole life not needing anyone. Shane would like to change that, if Ilya will let him.
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- Part 1 of Not Too Much ‘verse
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09 Mar 2026
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But you can('t) heal somethin' that you never raised by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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"It had been Shane who had suggested the weekend at the cottage. Ilya was in Montreal for a game, and they both had the first December weekend off. Ilya could always fly back to Boston from Ottawa on Sunday night - a tight schedule, but it would be worth the exhaustion.
Ilya had missed Shane. Had missed him enough to easily accept the idea of a weekend at the cottage. It would offer a welcome reprieve from the world, that felt entirely too loud and overwhelming lately. He couldn’t even exactly pinpoint what it was that made everything just a little too much."The weight of everything, past and present, is catching up on Ilya. He tries to push it down until Shane recognises a voice that is not Ilya's and realises why Ilya has been denying himself the comfort of being taken care of, and the ability to be himself. Shane sets out to change that, one soft-spoken reassurance and offer at a time, until Ilya is finally able to let go.
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09 Mar 2026
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Mr. Emergency Contact by fandom_commitment_issues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?
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Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.
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- Part 1 of The Mortifying Ordeal
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26 Jan 2026
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The Hands That Made You by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.
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- Part 1 of Shake off the shackles my love
- Part 3 of A Formal Study of the Heart
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21 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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10 Dec 2025
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Orpheus wakes up with a terrible cold one winter morning. Eurydice takes care of him.
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06 Oct 2025
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A misunderstanding leads to Eurydice discovering a cute habit her husband has
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04 Oct 2025
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Dakota sat on the floor, the wooden splinters of the broken pencil digging into his palm as he squeezed it tight. He stared at the book—that stupid fucking book—as his vision welled up with tears.
The prickling anger that had plagued him all day sharpened into rage. He took the book and threw it hard. It slammed against the wall with a loud thwack and fell to the floor, pages folded and bent.
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The boys have an important test on Monday. Dakota gets caught up in a lot of confusing emotions.
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10 Aug 2025
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Todd Anderson sleeps cold. Neil Perry sleeps hot. Perfect for late night cuddles and pure fluff.
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10 Jul 2025
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Jesper had always struggled with nightmares. As a boy, he had cried for his parents almost every night, his sleep plagued with images of terrifying monsters with big, scary teeth or, as he got older, blonde haired men shackling him in chains and pulling him towards a pyre.
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Jesper has a nightmare and seeks out Wylan for comfort
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28 May 2025
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It was simple, ordinary. It should've been second nature to him. It shouldn't have been such a big deal. He was over it now. He was done fearing his father.
But when Jesper raised his arm to sling it over Wylan's shoulders, he had flinched.
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thingy i wrote bc i feel like wylan's trauma isn't talked about enough in this fandom
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25 May 2025
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Boris is touch-starved. Theo helps.
That's it. That's the story.
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18 Mar 2025
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Chip is the president of the drama club and his life changes when he meets Gillion Tidestrider. Something feels different about him but Chip can’t put his finger on it.
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Chip and Gillion fall in love with each other after meeting because of the school musical.
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22 Nov 2024
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SPOILERS FOR THE TMK FINALE
Suddenly a hand reached out from the darkness in the Moonbeast’s chest to Lucia. Even though it lacked the claws he once had, Lucia knew it was Everett’s. Lucia took the hand in hers and in that moment, she got an idea. She wasn’t very strong. She didn’t ever have much strength left in her body, but maybe, if the stars willed it, this might work.
There wasn’t much time to deliberate, so with all of her strength, she pulled on Everett’s hand. At first, she thought this was stupid. Everett wasn’t budging and she was just going to end up hurting him, but then she noticed some movement. It was slow at first, then all at once Everett, completely lacking any monstrous appearance, was pulled from the heart of the Moonbeast.
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Lucia does what I thought she was going to do in the finale and I continue the story from there.This fic may or may not have more chapters, fully depends on the whims of my brain.
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15 Sep 2024
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where your destiny lies dancing on the blades by achilleshq
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
28 Sep 2024
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Peter Sqloint, his entire life, has never believed that anyone would do sports for fun.
He was disproven time and time again throughout his childhood, watching his peers clamber to grab footballs and soccer nets and form inseparable bonds made through countless hours of team practice. Peter didn’t get it, and he figured he probably never would.
Besides the fact that he was scrawnier then most and couldn’t hold a conversation to save his life, he hated all the feelings that came with sports. The sweaty, sticky clothes stuck to your body, the screaming and cheering until your throat was raw, chugging lukewarm Gatorade, it all sounded awful.
Which is exactly why he couldn’t believe it when he finished his first official practice with the Prevarus Hockey League, his back pressed to the wall of the rink and his wobbly legs barely holding himself up on his skates.
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Or, Peter joins the Hockey team for Thanatos and ends up unexpectedly crossing paths with the confidant Olympic skater at the rink, Rumi.- Language:
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15 Aug 2024
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pausing the world to stay right where we are by achilleshq
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
09 Aug 2024
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Jin practically chewed off the tips of his nails sitting outside the infirmary, knees tucked to his chest the way he sat as a kid while he impatiently waited to see Artery’s familiar face.
A million thoughts raced through his mind, flashing images of he bled out, it was an accident or we did everything we could to save him. He felt lightheaded from holding his breath, praying to himself as the clock on the wall refused to move any faster.
When he heard the door open and he was greeted by a familiar brown-skinned woman with curly hair pushed back by her faded yellow bandana his heart skipped a beat, pulling him from the chair to his feet to Trey’s bed in what felt like an instant.
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Or, Jin visits Trey after a life-changing injury that may determine his fate as a hunter for the rest of his life, what better distraction then to kiss about it?Series
- Part 66 of JERWEE ONE SHOTS
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09 Aug 2024