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[major spoilers for episode 109 of jrwi riptide. minor spoilers for 114.]
The feeling of guilt gnawed at her, like the acid that seeped into her leg that day. [...] It felt as if she had failed him, somehow. Perhaps it should’ve been her that Captain Widow went after. She was the older sister after all, and what are older sisters for if not to protect?
or: a closer look at jay’s feelings about chip’s fate following episode 109.
(title inspired by the tarot card: symbolizing bad luck, lack of control, unwelcome changes, and overall themes of cycles and fate.)
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Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”
Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.
Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”
“I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”
That did not answer the tying down part of the question.
But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.
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- Part 1 of tell me im in trouble
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04 May 2026
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There is one unspoken rule in the Boston Raiders — don’t mention Ilya’s classification. Don’t discuss it casually, don’t crack jokes about it, and definitely don’t make gentle enquiries about it.
Especially do not make gentle enquiries about it.
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Shane, Ilya, and their classifications throughout the years.
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- Part 1 of Misc's Baby!Ilya Classification AU
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20 Apr 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 1 of To know the sun
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Not Too Much by bluemoonblues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Feb 2026
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Ilya has spent his whole life not needing anyone. Shane would like to change that, if Ilya will let him.
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- Part 1 of Not Too Much ‘verse
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