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    NSFW art studies of Shane and Ilya

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is going to fuck Shane Hollander.

    Hollander wants to hook up again. Ilya can tell. He can always tell. Shane Hollander wants his dick.

    ———

    It starts casual.

    It doesn’t stay that way for long.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “I don't think I can keep pretending I don’t like you anymore.”

    The words barely have time to sink in before Ilya fires back, “You don’t like me.”

    Too quick. Too practiced. And not enough to make Shane back off.

    “Yeah, I do. I think I like you maybe a little too much.”

    Forget the band-aid. Shane is ripping him open and doesn't even realize it.

    After two months of complete silence that follow after Shane runs out on Ilya, they finally get to talk to each other in Tampa Bay during the All-Star game weekend.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.

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    What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Who.

    Who taught Shane about this.

    Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.

    Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:

    1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite/Another Home (Another Home is a PBUF rewrite)
    2. Absolutely Not
    3. A Full Night's Rest
    4. Newlywed Games
    5. The Other Side of the Road
    6. One Unending Fight
    7. Shots
    8. Invisible String
    9. The Best Thing

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane is starting to get the impression that when he asked him to stay, he meant the whole night.

    But Shane doesn’t have a toothbrush.

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    An alternate look at the tuna melt scene and beyond.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    AU. university stuff. best friend stuff. music stuff. sappy stuff.

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    27 Sep 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    An AU in which the raven kids are now raven young adults, Glendower and Henrietta don't exist, and Gansey doesn't have a trust fund (but Adam does.) Ronan Lynch works at the meat counter at the local supermarket and shares a house with Richard Gansey, a harebrained inventor and entrepreneur. We join this dysfunctional pair as Gansey becomes enamored with young urban professional Blue Sargent and Ronan with successful grad student Adam Parrish. Their sleepy drug dealer Noah Czerny observes. [tl;dr this fic is really dumb but u might laugh]

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    19 Oct 2020

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    He blinked and, behind the boat shoes and tan ankles, Adam's face grew into sharp focus.

    He was looking straight at Ronan.

    His eyes were round, shocked into complete stillness. His cheeks were pink. One hand curled around grass, and Ronan watched, with a slow dawning of awareness, the way Adam's knuckles grew white as he tightened his hold on the ground.

    Cabeswater, Ronan realized. Cabeswater had taken his dream and shared it with the only other person who could ever be close enough to Cabeswater to see it.

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    13 Nov 2019

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    AU. Louis is a nanny in suburban New Jersey, and the neighbors' son is home from college for the summer. It was supposed to be a fling.

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    07 May 2019

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    AU in which the boys still make music. Louis is the concertmaster of the London Symphony Orchestra, Harry is the New! and Exciting! interim conductor/ex-cello prodigy who "has made Mozart cool again" according to Esquire Magazine (Louis hates him immediately, which is definitely why he internet stalked him in his dark bedroom late at night that one time), and Niall is the best. Zayn and Liam are around too.

    Don't hum Bolero.

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    07 May 2019

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    One day One Direction will be over and Louis won't be around Harry every waking moment. He'll be able to finally get some space, let their bond dissipate as it's bound to do, if they don't mess up again. He can move to Costa Rica and forget that Harry Styles popped his first knot inside him. Until then, he's going to have to deal with this.

    or, They're Accidentally Mated and Dealing With It Rather Badly.

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    07 May 2019

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    “He sat down and drew that for me. And you want me to make him some shitty meme?”

    Or: The boysquad figures out a non-threatening, low pressure way for Matteo to let David know he hasn't forgotten about him and is still waiting. Matteo isn't sure he approves.

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    26 Apr 2019

  17. Public Bookmark 49

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    He keeps saying David wins; Matteo isn’t so sure. He had to be the winner, surely, every time their lips touch.

    Or a fill in the gaps fic between Friday night and Saturday at 3:30.

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    12 Apr 2019

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    Senior year was supposed to be the best ever – that is, until Louis goes through a breakup over the summer and Zayn starts acting weird. With everything falling apart, Niall, Liam, and Harry are doing their best to keep it together, but it’s easier said than done. If nothing else, at least Niall’s got Harry.

    [2015 One Direction as told through an American College AU]

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    16 Nov 2015

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    It's something he's always wanted to try, but never could find the right person to do it with. He's got a friend who's an experienced submissive and, when he talks about it, Nick feels itchy under his skin. He loves the idea of someone trusting him enough to hand over control, to know that he'll take care of them. And now, imagining Niall as that person, knowing it's going to happen in thirty-some hours, his skin feels hot all over.

    Nick and Louis dominate Niall.

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    12 May 2015

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    It’s five o’clock in the morning. Louis has a lecture at half eight. He could be using this time to study or to do his readings or to go to the gym, but - well. He doesn’t have any exams coming up, he’s not going to his seminar today anyway and he hates the gym.

    Instead he’s using this time to fuck with Harry Styles’ poor little brain.

    Louis jogs across the street and jabs the key into the car door. It opens easily, not that he was expecting anything else. He copied the key for a reason, after all.

    He’s got Harry’s schedule memorized, more because the guy keeps following him around than anything, so he doesn’t bother looking around before climbing behind the wheel and setting his bag on the passenger seat. It’s a Monday, which means that Harry doesn’t even get out of bed before noon unless he’s planning on harassing Louis.

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    26 Dec 2014

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