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    "We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.

    Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.

    Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.

    Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.

    His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.

    "NO!" Pomni screams.

    (or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    INSANE???? ABSOLUTELY PEAK IN EVERY SINGLR ASPECT?.?.????? I need more people to make this guy alive AND miserable but with a happy ending

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    After the fight, apologies are still due from both ends. As a result, Purple and Red have a heart to heart on what it means to be friends.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    What were the stages of grief again?

    Denial, Jax remembers. He knows that one. It’s the first on the list, the one that clues people in that it’s developing grief in the first place. Not that he’s grieving. That was silly. And a straight up delusional take on his situation. He doesn’t grieve.

    Cartoonish purple rabbits don’t grieve.

    The dead can’t speak, the guilty don’t deserve to. Pomni has Thoughts™ and makes it Jax’s whole problem.

    (Or: the one where she gives one last push.)

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    After sacrificing himself for the rest of the members of the circus to escape, Jax suddenly finds himself outside of the game and back in the real world.

    Through the confusion of how he got uot and ended up here, he sees the signs of the others having successfully escaped but when faced with them why does he thinks it's best they believe he died?

    And how the hell does he prevent them from recognizing his voice?

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    Basically Jax is emo and sad and shit when he escapes the game and tries to stay away from the others but can't and when Pomni finds out she's both mad and relived and then fluff ensues.

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    24 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 99

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    Derlod stared at the window.

    His wings twitched, scuffed and dirtied. The once shimmering black feathers were dull and messy, their golden shine nowhere to be seen. Some part of him was glad for that.

    He stared harder.

    They itched. The bigger part of him was annoyed about that fact.

     

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    Derlord doesn't know how to ask for help. He learns.

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    15 Apr 2026