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  1. Rec *

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    On the execrable scale of interactions involving Gideon Nav, this rises perilously close to excellence.

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    The burlesque AU with the hate-fucking.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 80

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    Life's not bad for Gideon. She's got a nice predictable job, good friends, a hot roommate. The worst thing is having to deal with her roommate's shitty sister and their terrible friend, but its worth the tradeoff.

    It was simple, and for Gideon that was good enough.

    But things hadn't always been so great. Someone died and the events that followed shattered her world, but you'd never know it talking to her.

    Then one day a familiar face returns and turns everything upside down. Gideon thought she'd moved on but then doubt began to creep in...

    Please read the tags. I'll add them as I come across them. So please review them from time to time <3

    **Completed**

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 81

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    “I mean the reason I want my own room and bed is because I want to be able to- you know. Flick one out. Jerk off. Whatever! Not all of us can get off on watching documentaries about death practices in other cultures and reading books older than our grandparents, okay?” Gideon sighed, avoiding Harrow’s gaze. “I like sleeping next to you too. I don’t mind continuing to do that, but I want-”

    “To masturbate, yes, I heard,” Harrow replied.

    Or: Gideon moves in with Harrow, and she falls in denial. Eventually, she finds her way to in love instead.

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    30 Apr 2026

  4. Rec 83

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    “One whiteclaw and one vodka cran,” Harrow’s voice rang out, slicing through the crowd with all the welcoming shock of a newly bitten lip. “And leave the tab open.”

    It couldn't be; Gideon was wide the fuck awake and nightmares can't happen when you're on your feet, right? She couldn't have heard her childhood nemesis, the vindictive little troll who’d inflicted so much cruelty on a younger, less wary Gideon- she'd imagined it. Had to have imagined it.

    “Nav,” Cam said, voice lower now that the band- Gideon didn't remember the name so she referred to them internally as The Mopey McGee’s- had finally packed it in. The crowd’s noise rose to a dull roar around them, and Gideon hoped that her auditory hallucinations had come to an end.

    “Griddle?”

    Oh fuck oh fuck oh-

    Not a hallucination.

    Not a hallucination.
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    Leaving the past behind is a harder task than Gideon thought it would be, especially when that past is an angry little emo intent on ruining her life.

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    14 Apr 2026

  5. Rec *

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    The one where Gideon is a hockey player and Harrow needs a figure skating partner. Have you ever seen classic hockey player/figure skater rom-com The Cutting Edge? Neither have I!

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    11 Apr 2026