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    The club is like one big entity, pulsing and alive and intense. Shane recalls the bleached hair of the woman who was dancing up on Ilya— his love, the man he loves, the man he ran away from— and the way he looked at Shane while it was happening. Ilya didn't look happy. He looked painfully resentful, if anything. The color of the lights flashing across Ilya's pale skin and his classic, hardened, slavic stare; the one that intimidated most people, but made Shane weak in the knees. The way his shirt hugged his muscles (his biceps, specifically), and the way Shane loved to bite into them while Ilya folded him into positions Shane didn't even know he was flexible enough to do—

    Fuck.

    Then, Shane recalls the pain in Ilya's striking, pleading cerulean eyes. The pain that Shane had put there, and then left him behind with.

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    Ilya feels helpless to the love that Shane denies him. Somewhere in Montreal at a night club, Ilya ends up losing his autonomy, and almost loses his life along with it.

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    For a second - just one - he considers that maybe it’s a fluke. That maybe this is something else. An irritation in his chest. The beginnings of the flu. Too dry air, stirred up by the brewing autumn storm. Asthma… anything.

    Anything but this. Not again.

    But the petals are in his hand, and that’s all the evidence he needs. His stomach drops so hard it feels like the ice has given out beneath him, but it’s not the ice giving out, it’s his knees.

    ________________

    Or, Ilya Rozanov is no stranger to the sensation of flowers growing in his lungs.

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    He doesn’t notice when it starts. Later he’ll think back to the withered petals he found on the coffee table, but he doesn’t remember coughing them up when he heard the front door close.

    Ilya develops Hanahaki’s Disease after Shane walks out on him.

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