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  1. Rec *

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    Shane has always just dealt with it —
    the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.

    When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.

    It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.

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    My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game

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    08 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    On good days it was a low pressure system, dull and manageable.

    On bad days it rolled in without notice, sharp enough to steal his breath for a second, but never long enough to justify leaving the ice. He felt the creeping increase like the buzz of static in the air before a thunderstorm, the way you could detect rain in the air long before it fell.

    There was a quiet pride in that, even if he didn’t like to admit it.

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    5 times Shane hides a chronic flare-up, and the 1 time he lets himself get looked after.

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    09 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane picks up almost instantly. “Ilya?” His voice is sharp, already awake. “What’s wrong?”

    Ilya clears his throat. His voice comes out quiet, reserved, almost childlike. “You were right,” he admits. “I… I have been throwing up.”

    There is silence from Shane and Ilya feels a wave of panic run through him.

    “I feel very terrible,” Ilya adds, blinking fast as his eyes burn. “Could you please just come?”

    or, Shane and Ilya's first food poisoning adventure as husbands.

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    29 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “You didn’t have to dress up,” Shane says as he approaches, wishing he could hide somewhere between his worn jeans and beat up Vans.

    “I did not dress up,” Ilya says. “This is coat.”

    Shane Hollander breaks his glasses in a media scrum and spends a week pretending it’s not a problem--until Ilya Rozanov, armed with Russian guilt and zero sense of boundaries decides to fix it himself.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Henry’s the most powerful superhero in New York. Alex is just tired of scrubbing off blood from their dinner table.

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    17 Jun 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    Alex sobbed inwardly, determined not to exhibit his pain, but all he could think, as the tears created silent runnels of saltwater on the apples of his cheeks, was why can’t Henry see the tears that quietly glistened, hear the sobs that he was keeping in. Why couldn't Henry love him?

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    30 Apr 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    Groggily squinting into the darkness he pushes himself up, “Henry?” he calls softly a few times

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    25 Mar 2025

  8. Rec 78

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    Henry grabs the bag of ground coffee from their cupboard, classic medium roast… decaf? He does a double take, hoping that if he reads it again, the words will change. They don’t. A horrible panic builds in Henry. He does not want to face an Alex who doesn't get his morning coffee.

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    Or: Henry buys decaf coffee by mistake, panics, and gives it to Alex anyway—just this once. Except then he doesn't stop.

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    17 Mar 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 22

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    Not hearing from Alex while he's studying is normal, and Henry knows this, but he can't stop himself from worrying when Alex is more silent than usual.

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    16 Feb 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “You’re leaving? That’s it. You’re just leaving?”

    “I need space, Alex. I need out. And right now I can’t speak to you. It’s suffocating.” He’s not even looking at Alex; instead, he is turning around and walking straight out the door.

     

    They argue but Alex thinks Henry is breaking up with him. Cue insecure thoughts and Henry needing to convince Alex that they are never breaking up.

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    05 Feb 2025

  11. Rec *

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    "God, I haven't seen you in forty-four days," Alex suddenly spits, and Henry feels the pain of his words in his own chest, like ice replacing the blood in his veins. Because that's it, isn't it? Forty-four days of separation. Forty-four days of waking up to an empty bed, of making coffee along with his tea only to realize that Alex isn't there to drink it, of long meetings without any of Alex's witty jokes, of cold hands on chilly autumn walks because Alex isn't there to warm them up.

    Maybe it's the simple fact of hearing for the first time, or maybe it's the tipping point of the taxing day, but Henry feels something inside of him snap, and —

    And all he knows is that he needs to see Alex now.

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    27,458

    05 Feb 2025

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