coldorbit
Fandoms
Recent works
-
я чертовски предан этому смыслу моей вселенной by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
если стихи — стриптиз души, то тут я голый труп // сборник зарисовок по дазаку
-
Разрешение на борьбу by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Акутагава убил Мори, чтобы тот не мешал ему любить Дазая.
- Language:
- Русский
- Words:
- 1,266
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 6
- Hits:
- 72
-
Call Me by My Name by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Никто не зовёт Акутагаву по имени. Но однажды Дазай делает это.
- Language:
- Русский
- Words:
- 801
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 4
- Hits:
- 83
-
сохранить твою речь by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
дазай пытается сделать всё, чтобы ода продолжал оставаться писателем.
- Language:
- Русский
- Words:
- 512
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
- 31
-
Tags
Summary
Одну из своих многочисленных слабостей Нам Гю обнаружил случайно.
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“Nam-su–”
“Thanos.” Nam-gyu doesn’t even look at him. Can’t, won’t – has to keep his eyes forward. “Do you want everyone to know where we are? Be quiet.”
Thanos laughs. It’s bright and airy, and it echoes. Doesn’t even give a shit.
“Me-ow, alright. Chill.”
Chill. Chill? Nam-gyu grits his teeth. Fucking chill – how classic. Nam-gyu’s heard that one plenty of times. Never fucking deserved, either. Screw him for having feelings about anything, ever. Always. Too loud when he speaks, too quiet when he doesn’t, so where does that leave him?
Some fight-to-the-death style kiddie games, that’s where. Playing at something with some guy that invites total losers to hang around with them and thinks it’s funny to pretend – hopefully it's pretend, anyway – to forget Nam-gyu’s name. Fuck his entire life.
Or: Thanos hides, Nam-gyu seeks.
Series
- Part 5 of From the Inside
Bookmarked by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
06 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Come on.” Thanos does not give him a moment to respond, keen to continue the conversation with only himself. One of the downsides to the egomaniac types Nam-gyu so enjoys. “Want me to fuck you? Fill your pussy up?”
How original. And aggravating. It makes Nam-gyu twitch in his pants.
Blinding jealousy, outbursts he can’t come back from, inevitable abandonment. Drugs, awful sex, guys that treat him like shit. Shitty patterns are hard to break. Nam-gyu knows this more than anyone.
Series
- Part 3 of From the Inside
Bookmarked by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
06 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Nam-gyu is fucking pathetic.
Three days. A little less. Three days and his own hands don’t even feel familiar on his body anymore. Doesn’t even fucking know who he is, and that’s so profoundly Nam-gyu that it’s a fucking joke, really — his entire self that hinges more on what he isn’t than what he is. Only ever a craving. A hit, a spare glance. Crushed candy and wondering if Thanos is fucking mad at him. Disappointed. Faults him, maybe, for—
Thanos dies. Nam-gyu tries to keep his memory alive in every way he knows how to.
Series
- Part 4 of From the Inside
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,091
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 8
- Kudos:
- 62
- Bookmarks:
- 7
- Hits:
- 1,012
Bookmarked by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
06 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Choi Su-bong,” the square guard says. ”1.19 billion won.”
And that’s unexpected. Even more unexpected is the way Nam-gyu sees Thanos react to being put on blast like this: gaze drawn down and looking to either side, self-conscious.
Not as perfect of a life as Nam-gyu imagined for him, it seems.
Nam-gyu and Thanos just keep running into one another.
Bookmarked by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
06 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
There’s a whisper in his ear. A hot, sly mouth sucking a mark into the flesh just below it, right where his neck meets his jaw. “Want everyone to see, Nam-su?”
Nam-gyu moans. Tries to bite his lip to contain it, but he’s way too far gone to know if it does him any good. He nods frantically and pulls Thanos back to him, already missing his taste.
It’s not forever. Can’t be, not when they’re knocking on death’s door like this.
Nam-gyu wants Thanos. He wants him today, wants him tomorrow, wants him forever. The want keeps him alive.
Series
- Part 2 of From the Inside
Bookmarked by холодная орбита (coldorbit)
06 Feb 2026