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“You let me touch you before,” Caitlyn comments. “On the swing set. You let me kiss you.”
Vi winces and looks the other way, then mumbles, “...Yeah.”
“You let me hold your hand.”
“...Yeah.”
“You don't let me hold you.”
Vi looks at the ceiling, then back down, and takes a deep breath. “...Yeah.”
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what it takes for them to meet in the middle.
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arcturus beaming by blueblugs
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
28 May 2025
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Vi can usually barrel through life, sore and bruised, with their fists out, glaring anyone down who comes in their way. Tearing up whatever bothers them and destroying it like it wasn’t there to begin with. Fuck it all, it’s not like Vi has anything left to give, right?
That’s how they’ve always worked.
That’s how they used to work.
Vi swallows.
But now there's Caitlyn.
Caitlyn to have. Caitlyn to hold.
Caitlyn to lose.
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the sequel to the t4t social worker ficSeries
- Part 2 of what exists beyond
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build a staircase up to you by blueblugs
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
01 Apr 2025
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“I made lunch,” he tells her, switching topics. “There's stuff you like. Do you want some?”
“No,” Jinx responds, swinging her feet off the ledge. Ekko is quiet again, and Jinx wants to kick herself. “I'm sorry, Boy Savior. But thanks for the effort.”
“It's okay," he lies, staring down at his food. He picks at his lunch by himself.
Nothingness consumes them, suffocating them. Jinx wonders if there was anything there to begin with. There had to have been at some point, or she wouldn't feel as pressed as she does now about how to show Ekko that she still loves him.
Underneath her, six feet below, the warmth of their relationship is trying to claw its way out to reach them. If Jinx were enough of herself, she'd dig deep down to grab it and wield it in her hands. She doesn't want to hurt Ekko. She never has.
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Jinx goes home to Vi after months at university struggling with Silco's death.
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'till i reach you by blueblugs
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
31 Jan 2025
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“My love,” she whispers, awestruck, and Gideon grinds her hips into the cold, open air. She's doing her best not to squirm too much, to stay on the bed as Harrow instructed. She's perfect. “Look at me.”
Golden eyes. Eyes the color of warmth and longing and honey. Harrow would drink them. Drown in them, if she could.
Her gut twists.
Oh, she wants Gideon.
She wants Gideon so badly that it hurts. The horror of her want burns through her, scorching her pride to soot.
The tears are back, pooling in the corners of her eyes.
“My love,” she chokes again. “My beautiful, incredible love.”
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Harrowhark cannot believe that Gideon is here with her. She considers the logistics of a reality so hopeful that it could possibly still contain Gideon Nav. She wonders if she is still living in reality.
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with her sweetened breath by blueblugs
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
30 Nov 2024
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Caitlyn glares. “You're not listening to me.”
“It’s your job to listen, not mine,” Vi retorts.
Caitlyn blinks, taken aback. Then she smiles, ever so slowly. It moves mountains, tames beasts. Vi pauses, her ribs tightening around her lungs as a mirage unfurls behind her eyelids. She can suddenly imagine herself a sunny, bright new life over the mountainside.
“Oh. You're trouble,” Caitlyn teases. Her smile wraps a fist around Vi’s chest and squeezes her lungs even harder.
Vi swallows.
Vi doesn't need to meet anyone new.
But hey, when a volcano erupts, no force on Earth can stop it.
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Caitlyn is a social work intern at the clinic Vi is visiting. Vi's got too much on her plate to meet new people, but she's never been known for her rational thought.
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what exists beyond by blueblugs
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
28 May 2025
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When a third attempt at sharing an anecdote from one’s sexual history ends with at least one party flat on their back, the other shoved only halfway out of their clothes, Caitlyn did have to wonder if they were somewhat misinterpreting the purpose of the exercise.
Bookmarked by blueblugs
03 Jul 2026
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Legendary. Worth 400 reads. I've rarely seen an author weave together so many themes so consistently and with such flowing prose. Jesus Christ
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His thumb traces slow circles around the nub of bone in your wrist.
“Kim?"
He pulls his hand back. “I’m sorry, I’ve been drinking.” He smiles. His pupils are dilated and the warmth coming off of him is feverish and so tempting.
Bookmarked by blueblugs
09 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Perfect portrayal of harry and Kim's dynamic. Methinks
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daddy bigdick is back in town and her name is caitlyn kiramman
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14 Apr 2026
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It's Jakuzure and Satsuki's second anniversary, and Jakuzure has a surprise present for her!
The surprise is sex. It's always sex.
(Only this time, she's going to convince the always over-cautious Satsuki not to use a condom)
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04 Feb 2026
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sugar-coated, melting in your mouth by ribbonedhare
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
27 Aug 2025
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she’s not opposed to being in that position, she had clarified shyly- she loves to be touched, to be told what to do, but it historically wasn’t her role.
and caitlyn had asked, isn’t submission a form of control? with her hand inching up vi’s thigh, watching as snow blurred past the windows beyond the train, muddying the warm street lamps. wouldn’t it be nice, if sometimes you allowed yourself freedom from choice? indulged in the pleasure of not having to think for a little while?
or: caitlyn and vi meet at a bar / they hook up / vi calls cait mommy
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08 Dec 2025