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Two birds on a wire by Kardnay
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jun 2026
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Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think about what that would entail for him. But he knows.
Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.
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OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.- Language:
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- 20/20
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13 Jun 2026
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The Pride of Montreal by the7thwriterinthedark
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is benched following the fanmail video that outed his relationship with his rival Ilya Rozanov. While walking alone in Montreal he passes by a sports bar showing the Metros losing without him and he meets two unlikely companions.
“Didn’t mean to interrupt,” says Shane in soft English, looking at the bartender only, “Uh, just saw the game was on when I walked by, wanted to know the score.” He swallows thickly, “Guess we’re losing?”
The man who’d called him a homo ducks and with considerable effort, puts the table back where it had been before. He mutters something that Shane thinks is an apology to the bartender. The other man shakes his hand and reaches for a nearby chair.
In English, the man who’d called him the pride of Montréal says loudly, “A ginger ale for Monsieur Hollander, yes?”
Shane hesitates, then nods at the bartender, who wordlessly starts to pour. The two men finish righting the place and gesture for Shane to sit with them. Shane shouldn’t. But he does as the bartender comes over and sets a glass of ginger ale in front of him.
“So,” says Shane as casually as he can, “Uh, I guess you’re both Metros fans?”
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14 Apr 2026
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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- Part 1 of 2014 Remix
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,141
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 2,068
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- 13,305
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- 3,875
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- 194,805
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04 Apr 2026
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The Game Plan by FestiveFerret, pouringinsheets
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2022
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Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.
No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.
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- English
- Words:
- 64,024
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 2,180
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- 31,904
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- 10,381
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- 704,617
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03 Mar 2026
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don't blame me, love made me crazy by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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hollanov’s third 🧚 @hollanovoodoo
so….did anyone see the way shane had to be held back on the bench when ilya got hit…i don’t think i’ve ever seen him that mad….wanda v @hellorhighwater
montreal’s really done it now i hope they’re scared for their livesreagan 𓂀 @shilya_hollanov
his face when the refs called double minor….i fear we’re gonna see a shane hollander we’ve NEVER seen before in the last periodOr, Shane Hollander plays Montreal for the first time since becoming a Centaur. It goes about as well as he expects.
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- Part 2 of look, you made me something vicious
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,099
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 794
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- 13,065
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- 2,439
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- 88,744
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02 Mar 2026
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a secret to yourself by rhodenia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Feb 2026
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When you’re in love with someone as beautiful as Shane Hollander, you get used to being jealous.
God, do you ever.
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- English
- Words:
- 33,520
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 750
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- 6,590
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- 1,868
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02 Mar 2026
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Half Agony, Half Hope by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Dec 2025
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“It’s Rozanov, they’re bringing on Rozanov,” he said in a rush.
For a long moment, Shane couldn’t hear or process anything. The world had narrowed then expanded too fast, like he was falling. At some point Hayden started talking again, but he couldn’t understand him. There was only the darkness overhead and the ringing in his ears.
“Shane? Shane, you still there?”
The words filtered through slow and muddy, echoing. Shane’s mouth was dry, his tongue thick, but he managed, “Yeah. I’m here.”
“Okay. You’re not gonna have a panic attack, right? Cause that would be bad probably, for your head I mean, and I just think—”
Shane stopped listening again.
Rozanov was coming to Montreal. He’d be in the same locker room, skating on the same ice, living in the same fucking city.Three years after Shane broke it off (not that there was anything to break off), he gets a concussion and the Metros bring in Ilya to fill in for him. A breakup and makeup fic inspired by Jane Austen's Persuasion.
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- Part 1 of True Attachment and Constancy Among Men
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,380
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 1,174
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- 7,625
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- 2,532
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- 100,301
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23 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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- English
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- 37,065
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- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,399
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- 29,814
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- 422,710
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22 Feb 2026
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That's All It Takes by kingskindly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.
What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.
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A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,312
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 587
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- 7,669
- Bookmarks:
- 2,385
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- 176,941
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22 Feb 2026
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i really hope you're gonna get out soon by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Sochi Olympics, 2014.
"MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"
Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.
- Language:
- English
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- 24,969
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- 3/3
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- 825
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- 15,955
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- 118,988
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19 Feb 2026
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Shane & Ilya's life after The Long Game, through Shane's eyes.
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01 Feb 2026
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treat me like an afterthought by lupus (lupuswrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Listen, I know the sweater is ugly, but it’s rude to stare,” Shane said peevishly. He was overstimulated and wanted to go home, the last thing he needed was some dickhead staring at him.
Ilya took a long drag of his cigarette, eyes still not leaving Shane.
“Maybe staring is not bad thing,” Ilya said. “Maybe I stare because you are very pretty.”
Shane floundered before he could form real words. “Well. That’s stupid.”
“The staring? Or you being very pretty?”Or: A meet-ugly turned friends with benefits frat boy college au. Shane is convinced he’s nothing more than just another hookup on Ilya’s extensive roster. Ilya’s spent his whole summer plotting on how best to lock Shane down. Misunderstandings, emotional constipation, and terrible communication skills have nothing on Ilya Rozanov's persistence when it comes to getting his man.
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- English
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- 26,728
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 389
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- 9,234
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- 2,449
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- 127,171
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31 Jan 2026
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Backbone by Content_Scrapbooker
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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5 times Ilya Rozanov ruined his Shane Hollander’s “good boy” image & the 1 time he does it himself.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,997
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 349
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- 17,134
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- 2,973
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- 165,347
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30 Jan 2026
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Bell Ringer by fakinbrilliance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.
Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”
Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.
Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.
“Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,265
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 14
- Comments:
- 1,106
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- 25,687
- Bookmarks:
- 4,607
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- 195,950
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30 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,824
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,853
- Kudos:
- 48,238
- Bookmarks:
- 12,912
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- 669,016
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30 Jan 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,465
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 2,453
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- 45,452
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- 13,508
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- 372,097
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29 Jan 2026
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OTTAWA CENTAURS CALL OUT THEIR TEAMMATES FOR FUN by goodlvckbabe
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2025
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The Ottawa Centaurs are invited to do a YouTube video where they are asked questions about their teammates
- Language:
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- 2,388
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- 1/1
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- 95
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- 7,276
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28 Jan 2026
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[Shane fishes around the bowl before pulling out a scrap of paper. He clears his throat and begins to read aloud.]
Shane: I want Shane Hollander to-
Shane: [looking up at the camera. His expression is shocked.] Oh my God?
Shane: [speaking to someone off camera] Are you sure I can say this on camera?
Harris: [off camera] Yes.
Shane: Okay.
Shane: [takes a deep breath].
Shane: I want Shane Hollander to f*ck me so hard I get sent to A&E.
Shane: [blushing] Harris are you sure this is appropriate for the team social media?
Shane: [frowning] Aren’t there any tweets about hockey or something?
(the centaurs read thirst tweets)
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- Part 1 of hr: online edn
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,089
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 321
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- 12,807
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26 Jan 2026
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And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”
He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.
Fuck that.
If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.Series
- Part 5 of Episode Aftercare
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25 Jan 2026
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“Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”
“Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”
Hayden stops, so Shane does too.
“You don’t know who that was?”
Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer.
“Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious.
Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”
“At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke.
“He’s a porn star, man.”
“A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?”
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Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,214
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 1,112
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- 36,860
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- 8,340
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- 433,039
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23 Jan 2026