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Kaz frowns with uncertainty, nearly whispering. His eyes are far away. “Do you ever feel like the thing that’s trying to kill you is doing it from the inside?”
Ocelot’s mind flits back to a classroom, a radioactive school uniform, and an unnamed dread which used to run like slow poison through his bloodstream.
Kaz continues, his voice darkly soft. “I just… want to get it out in the open. Where I can at least see what I’m swinging at.”
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How long can two carrion birds scavenge the same living corpse before they begin feeding on one another?
A 9-Year-Gap fic spanning from Peace Walker to the end of TPP, from the POV of trans Ocelot, with (eventually) trans Kaz.
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- Part 1 of Circling the Carrion & Notes/Extras
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Art, extra chapter notes, and bonus stuff for my MGS fic "Circling the Carrion".
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- Part 2 of Circling the Carrion & Notes/Extras
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Ocelot and Kaz pass another unmomentous New Year's Eve together during the Nine Year Gap. At least they can make do with what they have.
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In 1966, a cold and wet Ocelot stumbles into Snake’s cabin, vomits on his floor, and does not elaborate.
Snake has to deal with the fallout.
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“Works kind of like yours, if you’re wondering,” Snake grunts. He grasps his cock with thumb and forefinger, pumping it slightly as it grows beneath his hand. Otacon imagines how it would feel swelling like that inside his mouth.
“Stand up," he orders. The mercenary offers Otacon a hand and pulls him up like he weighs nothing until they are face to face again. Snake leans in close, running his hands down Otacon's sides and pulling him in by the hips.
“C’mere,” he says in his low, rasping tone. “I wanna feel you on me this time, Hal.”
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Circling the Carrion & Notes/Extras by Xerophile
Fandom Metal Gear (Video Games), No Fandom
18 Apr 2026
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My t4t Ocelhira fic "Circling the Carrion" and its accompanying works and footnotes.
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Small standalone one-shots for Siegfried/Aglovale that I add as I think of them. I slot each one in relative chronological timeline order, rather than how recently I have written them, so do check back for updates!
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Trapped in a downward spiral after the downfall of MSF, Kaz Miller will do just about anything for revenge against Cipher—or he would, if that slippery little Spetsnaz two-timer would just let him do his goddamn job. But when his revenge racket goes way off the rails, can Kaz finally bring himself to admit defeat? Or will he discover that there might be more to Ocelot—and to himself—than meets the eye?
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17 May 2026
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Such begging, all for a hit of nicotine? So soft, Snake. So sad.
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They just go on, and on, and it seems like you can't get off by Papy_1412
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
01 Feb 2026
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“When he was younger, more insecure, Kaz was able to convince himself this feeling was anger, disgust, contempt, but now, he’s been with enough people to realize that it is anything but that. And he’s not delusional. He can recognize a pattern.
Still, it doesn’t mean he has to like it.”
Kazuhira Miller, Japanese-American, 28. Going through a serious sexuality crisis.
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- Part 2 of My agony is your triumph
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14 Sep 2025
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"All I could think was that I didn’t want you to be alone. I didn’t want you to have to do this by yourself."
(Philanthropy fic. The Tanker Incident.)
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- Part 4 of Hello world
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- English
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01 Sep 2025
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Dick chair.
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- Part 8 of Sleeping on the Job