Voidflower

a vintage-style photograph of a jacob's sheep ram. the ram has four curved horns.



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    “You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”

    “What, because you know me so well?”

    “Yes. I do. Don’t I?”

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    "I’m sorry, I am just—” He drops his fork to wave his hand around, the way he does when he's searching for the proper word. He knows enough English words to describe what it is he’s feeling, but they don’t feel like adequate descriptors. My father, the man I loathe, is dying, and there is nothing I can do to save him. Everyone in my life expects so little of me, and I feel as though I may disappear. I feel like, if I did disappear, perhaps the world would be all the better for it. You are the only man in my life who has made me feel happy to take up space. Shane, tell me, what is the English word for this?

    Ilya Rozanov's okay, not good, probably bad day.

    Set during a liminal space of my design between the All-Star game and Ilya's father's death.

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    Shane knew he needed to be more honest with himself about his emotions, but saying them in words had never been his strong suit. It felt awkward, but his research recommended he try it, and it couldn’t hurt anything if nobody knew he was doing it.

    That didn’t make the blank paper in front of him less intimidating.

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    Shane tries journaling in an effort to be honest with himself and has a few realizations about his life and what he wants along the way.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Rose is nominated for an Academy Award and invites Shane as her date. As luck would have it, the Centaurs are playing in Los Angeles over Oscars weekend and Shane can actually make it. He just has to survive an overly supportive husband, a hockey game, and daring to dress like he's never dressed before. It can't be that hard, right?

    OR: Rose may be the reason for the extravagant weekend, but Ilya Rozanov is down bad for his pretty husband and Shane Hollander has a praise kink.

    This takes place after The Long Game and they are a couple publicly. Rose and Ilya are friends, themes of friendship between Shane/Rose and Ilya/Rose throughout.

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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
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    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    16 Jun 2026