Varazserdo
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Anticipation crests,
pain and blood
(Agustine said we are all born between urine and faeces —
the filth of the body)
receding into memory
and now
this bud unfurls.Free verse poetry on the abjection of the human condition.
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Guilt and Desire by Varazserdo for polly_perkins
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
27 Jun 2026
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Annie doesn't care about anyone on Paradis and she certainly isn't infatuated with Mikasa Ackerman.
“Hey, Mikasa! Want to partner up for the next task?” Annie asks.
“Sure.”
Ackerman is taciturn on the best day.
They move through the course, Annie pushing herself to keep up. Together, they attack the last dummy titan, slicing neatly into the nape and landing in the grassy field where Instructor Shadis and Instructor Belmont are waiting, clipboards in hand and stern expressions on their faces.
“Full points, Ackerman, Leonhart. Dismissed.”
In the equipment shed, Annie observes Mikasa’s strong back and the muscular curve of her buttocks under the tight uniform trousers. She’s grown taller, and her uniform is too small, her wrists and ankles sticking out from the cuffs. There’s a new swell to her breasts, too. Annie blushes and looks away before Mikasa can catch her staring.
There’s no point in mooning around over Mikasa Ackerman, who, aside from being an enemy combatant, is desperately in love with that idiot Eren Yeager.
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Bitter as Hyssop, Sweet as Honey by Varazserdo for itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
23 Jun 2026
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Following Armin's assassination, Mikasa invites Annie to stay with her indefinitely.
“What are you doing now?" Mikasa asks, prodding and indelicate.
“I don't know.”
Mikasa digs in, persistent. “You resigned. Will you go back to Marley?”
“We were supposed to go there together. To Lake Lago. The house.”
She waves her hand vaguely as if to indicate the whole obliterated future, all her silly plans. Mikasa reaches across Armin's desk and interlaces their fingers.
“Don't go there. You’ll be alone. Come to Shiganshina. Stay with me. For the summer at least, or longer. For as long as you want.”
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The Intercepted Letter by Varazserdo for ilejeshi
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
19 Jun 2026
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Hitch can't stop thinking about her new roommate Annie Leonhart, especially after she intercepts a letter from her boyfriend Reiner Braun. Hitch's big fat (unrequited?) crush on Annie. Set just before the Female Titan arc.
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When I Waked, I Cried to Dream Again by Varazserdo
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
09 Jun 2026
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The Rumbling is over. Reiner Braun has survived despite his best attempts at a heroic death. Now he has to face an unknowable future.
“You a soldier?”
A pointed look at his uniform, the strange metal braces criss-crossing his legs and the straps and belts that held the ODM gear. His shirt is an unidentifiable colour, stiff with sweat and salt and dried titan fluid.
“Yeah. Yeah, I am. I was there.”
He’s dizzy saying it. The battle rushes at him. Terror and desperation. The strength of his titan (a strange longing grips him at what he has lost). The surety that he would die on Eren's back. The unreality of his survival, neither desired nor anticipated. The wrongness of his fragile human body, exhausted and bleeding.
The man makes a sign to ward off evil. “Then I guess you better come in.”
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A series of loosely interconnected one-shots following Reiner's POV of canon (and not so canon) events.
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Towards a World That Never Was by Varazserdo
Fandom Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
28 Sep 2024
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A post-canon coffee shop AU exploring how Paradis might develop as an authoritarian one-party state. Featuring coffee, journalism, alcoholism, thinly disguised surrealist art, and revolution.
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Eren Yeager infiltrates Marley.
A series of interrelated one shots exploring Marley and Eren's interactions with the people there as his resolve to complete the Rumbling hardens.
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Death comes for us all. Armin and Mikasa have lived their lives in the world Eren made; each of them overcoming his absence. At the moment of death they meet him again, confronting Eren and themselves.
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what country girl seduces your wits wearing a country dress not knowing how to pull the cloth to her ankles? by itskindnessinfinite for Varazserdo
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
01 Jul 2026
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“So help me, Ymir.”
I am helping, Ymir thinks. You think I couldn’t beat you? You think I couldn’t bend your wrist backwards if I wanted to?
“Don’t just stand there and lose on purpose. Help me win on my own merits.”
Oh, so Christa knows what Ymir’s been up to. And Christa’s fucking pissed.
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It’s been weeks of sparring, but finally, finally, Historia’s winning; finally, she has Ymir breathless, on her back, inches away from her boundless breast; finally, she holds her down gently, more gently than maybe she should.
Ymir looks at her hungrily from below, like she used to be a monster and yet never tried tastier prey. Historia’s on top, knee pressed into Ymir’s perfect stomach, enough to paralyze her but not enough to hurt. She is still lying to Ymir even though she wants her, is still pretending she’s Christa Lenz, sweet like sweetgrass, a humble country girl from the middle of nowhere who’s all aw-shucks and bless-you and never does anything wrong, not the selfish bitch she knows she is.
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24 Jun 2026
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Love Bites by string_of_hearts
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, Attack on Titan
18 Jun 2026
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He's failed Bertolt twice—first by letting him get bitten, and then by breaking his promise to murder him. This is the next best thing. This way they'll be together. No more chasing each other through time.
Marley has fallen, the biters own the streets, and now the very worst thing has happened. Reiner can’t bear to be left behind again.
Bookmarked by Varazserdo
18 Jun 2026
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would you give it up, green eyes? by itskindnessinfinite for Marvelanddcgeek
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
04 Jul 2026
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Eren and Reiner were once best friends. They trained at the same academy. They even played for the same country. But then, one day, Reiner left his Paradisian citizenship and club jersey behind, and now Eren fucking hates him, the traitor.
Good thing they're about to meet again at the World Cup. In opposing sides of the field.
Bookmarked by Varazserdo
12 Jun 2026
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The Commander's Closet by string_of_hearts
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, Attack on Titan, 進撃の巨人 | Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan (Movies)
30 May 2026
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Braun is another animal entirely. Erwin gets better at noticing slips of the mask. "Two-faced" isn't the right label. The correct word might be “mercurial”, or, as Levi puts it, “off his fuckin’ rocker.”
Commander Erwin Smith knows that there’s something strange about the two tallest scouts in the 104th. What secrets are Reiner Braun and Bertolt Hoover hiding?
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- Part 12 of Crybaby | Bertolt’s World
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Bookmarked by Varazserdo
31 May 2026
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Stranded on a distant planet in the middle of a war, Jean Kirstein and Reiner Braun watch the stars together as the reality of their situation crashes down around them.
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And isn’t this what he really wanted anyway? To be kissing Reiner beneath the velvet cosmos, even if the glittering streaks above them were less than comets and more than stars?
Bookmarked by Varazserdo
25 May 2026