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    Ilya keeps his eyes on him, the steam from the shower fogging the space as Hollander eventually lets himself look back, fingers working through his hair.

    Ilya doesn't know what's going on.

    Or why Hollander looks...off, as though he's hesitant about something.

    Ilya turns away, continuing with scrubbing himself and grumbling, “Want to suck my dick or something?”

    Hollander nervously mumbles words that are barely audible. Maybe it was an apology, maybe it was something else. But Ilya just brushes it off and finishes up his wash.

     

    sooo what if staring at each other in the shower just freaked both of them out?

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  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    The first time Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet, they’re both nobodies playing a battle of the bands gig and glaring at each other from opposite sides of the stage.

    The night ends with a fight, a hookup neither of them planned, and Shane walking out before either of them can pretend it meant something.

    Two years later their bands are everywhere—and somehow they keep ending up in the same rooms again.

    Ilya hasn’t forgotten.

    Shane wishes he could.

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    What if Troy Barrett met Shane Hollander first?

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    By the second period, it was clear even to fans in the farthest, cheapest seats that something unusual was taking place on the ice.

    “The Centaurs haven’t looked especially in sync all season, but this is something else,” one commentator said. “Rozanov and Barrett do not look like line-mates tonight,” the other commentator agreed, disbelief in his voice.

    “Seems like Rozanov’s forgotten which team he’s playing for.”

    [...]

    It went on like that well into the final period, until Barrett finally had enough. One more snub, one more chirp, one more empty lane Rozanov should have covered, and Troy was on him. Gloves hit the ice.

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ and 🔥🔥🔥)

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