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    If we weren't broken by for TrashforGwynriel (TrashForAzriel)

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    22 Aug 2025

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    Gwyn grapples with PTSD and the fact that she has a mate who might never fall for her.
    Azriel still wrestles with the deep-seated feeling of unworthiness.

    Two parts of one soul.
    Broken by life's trials.

    What happens when they come together?
    Can they recognize one another amid the ruins?
    Can they piece back what was once whole?
    Or will they remain lost in their own shattered selves?

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    Rules for Spies by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    26 Jan 2022

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    When she meets his eye, it’s like those times when they glance at each other during training, when they’re in perfect agreement for an extended, shining moment.

    Azriel extends his hand, his Siphon gleaming cobalt and his fingers bare even in this cold, the scars an intricate mark of whatever he himself has survived.

    “Welcome to the mission, Gwyn,” he says, and Gwyn wants to savor it, the feeling of his hand wrapped around hers, his long fingers brushing her wrist. The approval she sees in those lovely eyes. She could swear she sees one of his shadows make its way up her arm.

    &&&

    While Azriel and Gwyn work to free Koschei’s captives, attraction turns into something more.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    A Court of Scars and Shadows by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    26 Feb 2023

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    "In her mind, she knew those very hands could be capable of wielding gentle pleasure, just as they wielded the sharp edge of a blade. Masterful and to a rare skill of something altogether Godly."

    Gwyn was spiralling.
    So fast and hard she barely could keep her grip on the world she had clawed up Ramiel for.

    Azriel was burning.
    So fierce and wild, he couldn’t help the long-forged walls that he had built going ablaze.

    Some scars, no matter how different, look the same in the dark.

    What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object, both spinning and flaming to the depths of the past? What happens when hidden scars are revealed, and we step into the shadows of our hearts?

    Set post ACOSF, a Gwynriel story.

    Completed 26/02/23

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    08 Jan 2025

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    On My Radar by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    19 Jul 2022

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    After a difficult training session, Az agrees to assist Gwyn in overcoming her physical triggers. He is more than a little shocked and intrigued by the explicit nature of her experiments.

    How will this new dynamic impact their friendship?
    Will they finally have a chance to heal?
    Will they find a way to work together to serve their Court?
    What secret has Gwyn been keeping and what secrets have been kept from her?

    WARNINGS: PTSD Flashbacks, Fear of Home Invasion, and Memories of Childhood Trauma and Abuse are all discussed. No explicit descriptions of abuse/violence.

    Explicit rating for SMUT, of which there is plenty. Adults only please.

    Art by @artofseda on Instagram, commissioned specifically for this fic.
    Also check out In The Name of Science (a POV Gwyn novella) and The Fox and Alice (POV Elain and Lucien novella).

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    08 Jan 2025

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    Smoke and Shadow by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thrones and Roses, A Court of Wings and Ruin, A Court of Mist and Fury - Fandom, A Court of Frost and Starlight - Fandom, ACOTAR, A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, A Court of Silver Flames - Fandom  

    22 Jul 2024

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    You are smoke. Azriel is shadow. Together, you are legend.

    When the Cauldron goes missing, the source of your power is threatened. In the wrong hands, you could be left to turn to ash. So you reach out across the sea to the land where the last war over this overpowered pot was waged. To Prythian. To the Night Court.

    In the name of preventing the end of the world (again) you join forces with the mysterious High Lord Rhysand and his armies. Hunting down the thieves, you trade a lot more than whispers with his Spymaster:

    Azriel Shadowsinger.

    (ALL CHARACTERS (SAVE FOR OC) ARE THE CREATION AND PROPERTY OF SARAH J MASS)

    MAIN STORY COMPLETED - CHAPTER 1-50
    BONUS CHAPTERS - 51-?

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    08 Jan 2025