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    Chuuya prays to every god he knows, western and eastern.

    Please no, no, no, no-

    Sure enough, he's hard....

    "DAZAI YOU BASTARD!!!"

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    Dazai is a girl but only Mori knows that. For one mission, she had to wear a dress and it challenges Chuuya's sexuality to the max.

     

    (A gift for Storm_Shadow)

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    dazai packages up all the kindness and cruelty she's ever been shown and wraps it neatly in a bag and bow and throws it out to sea. it washes back up at her feet.

    the worlds loneliest whale sings the loudest song. you can't even drown anything in this place.

    or: a story you've heard before, told how you've heard before.

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    He had a pounding migraine, the day off in the port mafia had left him with absolutely nothing to do: so he did what he does best, he drowned himself in alcohol and pills. It was peacefully mind numbing for a while, but the worst thing about distractions is they keep your problems at bay, but not out of sight.

    It's like watching the reaper with his rotting sickle watch you, never out of sight, but temporarily out of reach. The most common advice in situations like these was to man up and face the situation - take the bull by its horns. That's just plain stupid.

    It's the kind of thing Chuuya would do.

    He'd always admired Chuuya for his sheer drive. There was a light behind Chuuyas eyes you don't often find in people, the fire of ambition, of passion. Dazai truly envied him. All he ever wanted in life was purpose. Ambition would help him, and it's not like he didn't have ambition, it's just that his ambition happened to be directed in trying to kill himself.

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    31 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    There's nothing wrong with contemplating life

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    31 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    It was disgusting what proximity could do to a person, absolutely disgusting how if brought close enough together you'd see the curves of another's body, see the pores on their skin and the scars that did not hide too well under their sleeves. 

    It was disgusting, Fyodor to reminded himself. 

    "Would you have taken me?", Dazai asked with uncharacteristic candor. His honey-brown eyes expressed an emotion in a language that Fyodor was all too familiar with.

    "Of course. I'm not a fool." His answer carried conviction he wasn't aware he could provide. Then again, all his answers changed when Dazai asked the questions.

    Dazai didn't say anything. He was probably trying to see where the boundary between them lay, or if there was one at all.

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    Locked in Merusault, Dazai and Fyodor's conversations grow more intimate: the boy with the mind of steel gets roam in the lands of pretend godhood.

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