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    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's on a hotel roof in the middle of the night. The draft is tomorrow, and he can't sleep.

    That's when Shane Hollander appears, but he's somehow thirty-five years old, and acting very friendly... and he's wearing glasses. This must be a dream — mustn't it?

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane confesses to wanting something more at All Stars. Ilya confesses that he comes from a line of vampire hunters. It’s an axe in the fabric of his understanding of the world around them, but Shane loves Ilya. He’s willing to fight for whatever it is the two of them have.

    Fate has a sick sense of humour.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Our kid is going to be so spoiled,” Shane groans. “Maybe we’ll learn how to be stricter during camp. It’s long hours and kids need structure.”

    They lay there in silence.

    “I wish I knew you when you were a kid,” Shane admits. “Those pictures of you make me want to cry.”

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    24 Jun 2026

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    21 Jun 2026

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    This, Shane thinks to himself, is what love is. Love is driving through Boston traffic for the first time in his boyfriend's sports car. Love is listening to his boyfriend's devilish voice in his ear. Love is washing his boyfriend's hair and knowing he would brush his teeth for him if things came down to that.

    or, during the year between the cottage and Ottawa, Ilya gets sick and Shane's a good boyfriend about it.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:

    1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite/Another Home (Another Home is a PBUF rewrite)
    2. Absolutely Not
    3. A Full Night's Rest
    4. Newlywed Games
    5. The Other Side of the Road
    6. One Unending Fight
    7. Shots
    8. Invisible String
    9. The Best Thing

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    18 Jun 2026

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    03 Jun 2026

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    As much as he denied it, Shane wanted to get hurt. Not the way he usually did. Bruises and busted lips and black eyes were so benign they barely registered to him as being hurt anymore.
     
    He wanted to be hurt in a way that would change his entire life, his entire purpose, who he was. A career ending injury.

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    30 May 2026

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    It doesn’t take Ilya long; he was worked up already. And the knowledge that this is the bot that so often bested him on the ice, about whom a commentator once said “matches Rozanov in everything and beats him with the cool head advantage,” makes everything hotter. His supplication for Ilya. Taking orders. Ilya always thought sex with a robot would feel like that in a cold, abject way. He likes push and pull with girls especially, he likes when they obviously want it. But the bot – Shane – does suck dick like he wants it; like he needs it, really.

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    29 May 2026

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    It has been three days since Ilya let Shane feed.

    Shane is a vampire who cannot control his own desires, with a hunger too strong to survive on his own. It is a good thing, then, that he has Ilya to control them for him.

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    29 May 2026

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    "I can't, OK? You win."

    "I think you can try harder than that."

    Shane stares up at Ilya and Ilya stares down at Shane, and Shane realizes he's not getting out of this without playing along. There's a challenge in Ilya's eyes, a glint of danger that makes the competitive nerve in Shane's spine itch.

    He takes a deep breath, and tries to break loose. Really tries. Tries to buck Ilya off his lap and tug his arms free. Tries to roll out from under him. Even plants his feet on the mattress to get more leverage but…he can't do it.

    OR; Ilya discovers he might be stronger than Shane. Luckily, this is an incredibly hot discovery for both of them.

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    27 May 2026

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    “What was that noise?” Shane asks.

    “Oh!” Harris says, holding up his hand and showing off the plastic device from earlier—it’s a black oval shape with a bright yellow, raised circular button in the center. “This is a clicker. It’s used for training for dogs. When Sadie does something good, you click and then give her a treat or praise. It’s to indicate she did something good! Positive reinforcement and all that jazz.”

    “And if the dog is bad, then what?” Shane asks before he can stop himself. Ilya shoots him a curious look, one that asks why do you care? And it’s a fair question–it’s not like they’re planning to discipline Anya in any way. But Shane honestly doesn’t know why he’s so intrigued; he just is.

    or, the clicker training fic.

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    23 May 2026

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    “Shchenok,” Ilya murmurs, his fingers splayed against the soft, smooth skin of his hips; across stretch marks and faded bruises still lingering after the end of the season. “My pretty puppy. My favourite pet.”

    “Yours,” Shane chants, over and over. “Yours, Ilya.”

    Shane and Ilya find their way to the cottage, and to one another.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya revisit a moment from the past, with an added twist.

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    18 May 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 39

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    "When I was old enough, sex was the other thing I did to keep my mind and body busy."

    "May I ask when 'old enough' was?"

    "Fourteen, I think. Something like that."

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    16 May 2026

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    16 May 2026

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    Rozanov: my dick stopped working
    Rozanov: this is an emergency
    Rozanov: you and fabian fuck, but you are on medication.
    Rozanov: tell me your secrets

    Ryan stared dumbfounded at his phone. He scrolled up through the text thread, confirming he hadn't missed something. But no. His knee bopped up and down with the dots at the bottom of his phone, waiting to see how Ilya was about to change the trajectory of his selfcare day.
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    or Ryan meets Ilya after a series of SOS text messages regarding side effects to his new medication. As uncomfortable as Ryan is talking about his own libido struggles, he's touched to be the one Ilya is confiding in. But Ryan's never had a heart to heart about something this personal with anyone besides Fabian, and Ilya isn't exactly known for being an open book.

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    15 May 2026

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    14 May 2026

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    After they came out, Shane was ready for people to be weird.

    It was weird with other guys in the league, weird with reporters, weird with angry fans who thought his relationship had tanked their fantasy teams and their sports betting parlays, weird with sponsors and their very enthusiastic pride campaign pitches, weird on all the social media that he avoided like the plague.

    What he hadn't expected was for things to be so fucking weird with other gay people.

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    47,035

    12 May 2026

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