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To Save You Some Tears by Midshipsman for VexVerlain
Fandoms: Doctrine of Labyrinths - Sarah Monette
18 Dec 2023
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Julian was never supposed to stay with Kay forever; still, Murtagh could have recalled him rather less abruptly.
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Looking at Isolfr’s too-perfect face made Vethulf’s mouth dry, made his heart pound and his head swim. It also reduced him to awkwardness and snapping, and the humiliation of that churlishness curled back in on itself like the world-snake until Vethulf became yet shorter-tempered than still—which was saying something.
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Neither Lovers Nor Friends but Some Third, More Delicate Thing by ChibiSquirt, Midshipsman
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
18 Nov 2022
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Mai doesn't have a soulmark (plenty of people don't), and Zuko's soulmark is actually a sole-mark, in that it's hidden on the bottom of his foot, so most people aren't aware he has one. Mai only finds it on their wedding night, which is the first she's even hearing about it—and she's not best pleased about that. But Zuko explains that he knows who it is, and she's not interested in him that way, and she's really not interested in being the queen of anything, so really it didn't matter enough to tell Mai before.
"I'm not telling you her name," he says flatly, "you'll be weird about it, and she might even figure it out from that."
"Fine," says Mai, and then, "wait. You mean she doesn't know?!"
"Absolutely not," says Zuko as fervently as an eighteen-year-old can.
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You Say Bark, I Say Bite by Midshipsman for SassySnowperson
Fandoms: Sunshine - Robin McKinley
25 Dec 2021
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Malcolm Connor is staring at my bike.
It’s not for the first time.
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A Scattering of Dates and Nuts by fluffysocks, Midshipsman for fluffysocks
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
07 Jul 2021
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“Wei Wuxian, don’t you dare! Your husband will be arriving any second, and we don’t—”
“We don’t what.” Wei Wuxian gives him an irritated look right back, no doubt just returning Jiang Cheng’s own exasperation which he has never been good at hiding, but honestly: he wants to cause a ruckus now?
On their wedding day?!
Or, The Twin Prides' Arranged Marriages Avert the Sunshot Campaign
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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Bookmarked by Midshipsman
14 Jun 2026
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When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.
But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.
Which of these is better?
She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.
Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.
Bookmarked by Midshipsman
14 Jun 2026
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A Danger to Yourself or Others by onetrueharem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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Galina stopped writing to look at Ilya. "Do you think he'd be willing to talk to you next time it happens, even if it's late?"
Ilya's stomach turned over. He didn't even want to consider it, but he knew the answer. "Yes. But he silences his phone at night."
"Most phones these days have an option to let certain numbers ring through, even on Do Not Disturb. Do you think he'd be open to setting that up for you?"
Imagining that conversation made Ilya nauseous. Yes, no fucking doubt, Shane would be open to it if Ilya explained the reason. "I'm not going to ask him to do that."
Set during The Long Game, an alternate version where the plane scene doesn't happen. Instead, there's this: a car crash, a therapist's duty to report, and an urgent reckoning with priorities.
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Bookmarked by Midshipsman
13 Jun 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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Bookmarked by Midshipsman
13 Jun 2026
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nothing makes me feel as good by bitterbloodyorange
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.
Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.
Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.
or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.

