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    He should’ve kept his mouth shut. He should’ve smiled like always. Now everything was ruined, crushed, destroyed. Dust, shards, and the remnants of his pride. Love that no one needed.

    Derek’s gaze scalded the side of his face but Stiles refused to meet it. He had already revealed too much.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    There was no physical equivalent to what it felt like they did, so intimate it was. It was seeing each other naked, it was deep make-outs, it was dry-humping, and it was sex, but it was none of it. Perhaps, if someone opened their chest cavities, took their hearts and squished them together, that’s what it would feel like — feeling their valves open and close, the blood pump, the muscles contract, and one heartbeat pulse right into the other.

    Derek offered his hand. “Let me show you one more time.”

    “Show me what?”

    “What would it feel like to have an alpha.”

    Warmth burst in Stiles’ tight chest. His stomach swooped. His spark trembled in anticipation, reaching out, striving to taste that power again. Going red under the constant gaze of those hazel eyes, Stiles put his hand in Derek’s. He couldn’t help but give a small inhale at their sparks meeting once more.

    Heat. Weight and weightlessness. Tight embrace and high, impenetrable walls. Power. Safety.

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    [Stiles]
    I can’t sleep :(

    He knew staring wasn’t going to make Derek respond any faster—if he was even awake this time—but he kept the message open anyway, waiting. After a solid minute, he was pretty sure Derek was asleep, and was about to put his phone back down when he finally saw the three dots appear, denoting that he was typing.

    Waiting, he knew Derek had to be typing and deleting things, because he spent much too long typing for the two words he sent in response over thirty seconds later.

    [Derek]
    Who cares?

    “Wha—?” Stiles sputtered aloud, and then began to respond immediately.

    [Stiles]
    :(
    [Stiles]
    don’t you care about me now?

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    15 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Always such a smartass,” Finstock insisted, shaking his head. “What, you want a gold star for your mediocre performance?”

    “If you’ve got any, I’d love one,” Stiles informed him.

    “You’re too old for a gold star, Bilinski.”

    “Hey, hey,” Stiles argued, holding one hand out towards the man as he headed back for the board—evidently forgetting Greenberg now had his marker. “Sometimes adults need gold stars, too.” When Coach turned back to give him a look, Stiles just shrug-flailed. “We’re all just little gremlins starving for attention! Do you know how satisfying a gold star would be? Right here?” Stiles motioned his right pectoral up near his shoulder. “Just a cute little star right there. ‘Good Job!’ or ‘I’m proud of you!’ or even just ‘Well done!’ So satisfying. Or what about like, a hero biscuit?” Stiles mimed nibbling on a cookie. “Cute little bone-shaped cookie made for heroes? Wouldn’t that just brighten your day?”

    “Stop talking or I’ll bench you.”

    “I’m always benched,” Stiles argued.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    “How are you?” Stiles asked, falling onto the couch beside Derek and leaning heavily into him. “How was your day? How’s the book?” He kissed his cheek once. Twice. Then two more times in quick succession.

    Derek turned to look at him, Stiles affecting his most innocent expression as he patiently waited for Derek to answer his questions.

    Instead of doing so, Derek slowly closed his book, losing his page, and set it on the coffee table in front of them. Then he turned to look at Stiles, leaning back slightly against the arm rest, and crossed his arms.

    “What do you want?”

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Now, Eijun, his mother had told him, serious in a way she rarely was, round face kind and young. He gets his eyes from her, but where hers are like a dawning sun, his are all fire. If it’s there for the taking, isn’t it your responsibility to do so?

    Anyone who feels responsibility isn’t free. But Eijun doesn’t know how to be afraid, so he isn’t.

    (His heart may be twice as big as his lungs and sturdy, but it’s still growing into its spaces, finding its footing when it comes to things that are complicated. Eijun just doesn’t know how to not love something with all he is.)

     

    Or, Sawamura Eijun learns how to stand on his own two legs, falls, and gets back up again. Featuring matters of heart, what makes a team, and how one Miyuki Kazuya somehow becomes part of it all.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “You’re back,” he said, sounding as surprised as he looked. “I didn’t think you would be.”

    “Why not?” Stiles asked, confused and still half-asleep. He yawned as he rubbed both hands across his face again, and then froze at the next words out of Jeremy’s mouth.

    “I figured you’d spend the weekend with your boyfriend.”

    His what?

    “My what?” he asked aloud.

    “Your boyfriend,” Jeremy said, tilting his head slightly in confusion. “The angry, overprotective dude who came to get you? You could’ve just told us it was your boyfriend you know, you didn’t have to give us the song and dance ‘he’s my dad’s deputy’ routine. I kind of figured out you were lying about that in first year when you moved in with him for the summer.”

    Stiles stared at him, completely flabbergasted about this entire situation.

    “What the fuck are you talking about?”

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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    One more stroke, and he's halfway there. Halfway to human.

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    30 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 54

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    Soulmate au where everything your soulmate draws shows up on you, and vice versa.

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    Miyuki Kazuya and Sawamura Eijun are more oblivious than they let on.

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    29 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 25

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    Kuramochi cannot resist anyone who calls him senpai, especially if they have golden eyes and are named Sawamura Eijun.

    Miyuki is very jealous.

    Sawamura is very oblivious.

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    29 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    Iroha Matsumoto is a villain with the heart of a hero, forced to infiltrate U.A. high school as a teacher to gather information on her target Shouta Aizawa a.k.a. Eraser Head. But it becomes abundantly clear that Iroha is in over her head when she starts to like her job. However, as a Game Changer, failure is not an option. Especially when that exhausted, but terrifying teacher makes it his life mission to catch her.

    Ongoing with weekly updates

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    29 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    During practice, Eijun takes a bad fall—but instead of telling anyone, he hides the injury. As the pain worsens and the lies pile up, it all finally crashes down… right in front of the team.

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    28 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 16

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    Eijun had just thrown the pitch that sent Seidou to Koshien. But when the cheers faded, Kazuya found him struggling to breathe. And that was when he realized that the rhythm that carried them through the game had turned into the sound of Eijun falling apart.

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    28 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 45

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    Sawamura is starting to think he pissed off an old ancient god that’s been long forgotten. Like seriously! Why him? Take all of Sawamura’s worst, traumatic and irritable moments, make it into a movie and press play. Every night. Every night, he’s forced to relive all of it just when he starts to move on.

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    27 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    "Can you just stop being loud for once, Eijun? It’s exhausting."
    It was just a careless comment in a stressed dugout. Miyuki didn't mean it, and the team didn't think twice when they agreed. But for Eijun, already drowning under the weight of a financial crisis back home, it is the final straw.
    The loud Ace goes completely quiet. He promises his family two more matches, and then he's done. Now, Miyuki finally has the quiet dugout he asked for. And it is driving him absolutely insane

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    27 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    Sawamura strains himself from overuse, and is reluctant to accept help from his boyfriend.

     

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    Miyusawa fluff oneshot aka good soup

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    25 May 2026

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    “What’s this?” Eijun asks, dumbfounded.

    “It’s a Valentine’s Day note,” Kuramochi says seriously. “Someone must have slipped it under the door this morning.”

    “For me?” Eijun gapes.

    “It’s got your name on it,” Kuramochi deadpans.

    Eijun carefully opens the envelope and is hit with a strong whiff of the heady scent the entire thing seems to be soaked in. He pulls out a note from within, printed on a pink mini memo pad complete with a little bear holding a red heart in the bottom left corner, and a bunch more pink and red hearts adorning the border of the page.

    In the centre, it reads: You’re a HOME RUN.

    Eijun squints at the note, reads it a few times, before he declares, “I don’t get it.”


    For the first time in his life, Eijun wakes up amidst confusion to a Valentine's Day note that is so cute he doesn't think it could possibly be for him. But what he thinks is probably a mistake at first, turns into a day filled with teasing embarrassment, surprises around every corner, and a whole lot of gratuitous baseball puns.

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    10 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 93

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    “You couldn’t have been nicer?” Jun asked, kicking Miyuki under the table again. “I know he’s loud and can be annoying, but he’s only a first year, why’d you have to be so mean?"

    Mean? What the hell were they talking about?

    “I agree,” Tetsu nodded firmly. “Sawamura was quite brave and you shouldn’t have broken his spirits like that.”

    “Don’t say we didn’t warn you. Karma’s a bitch,” Jun added.

    “I have no idea what any of you are talking about,” Miyuki insisted.

    “Should I offer Sawamura-chan my pudding in solace tonight?” Masuko asked Kuramochi, ignoring Miyuki’s question.

    “Good idea, buddy,” Kuramochi nodded. “It won’t give us back the sleepless night we’re sure to face thanks to Sawamura’s incessant crying and no thanks to you, you asshole,” Kuramochi glowered in his direction, “but I think the pudding will help some.”


    After a failed confession, in which he accidentally rejects Sawamura, the last thing Miyuki needs is to have Sawamura's sunny smile thrown in his face. So when Miyuki sees Sawamura on what appears to be a date with someone that isn't him, he does the only logical thing there is: he crashes it.

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    10 May 2026

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    Kuramochi's expression sours quickly, and he brandishes his bat with two hands, holding it out in front of him. "You better go before I make you the damn ball!"

    "If you hit ball-me the same way you're hitting this ball, I don't have anything to worry about," he grins, crossing his arms.
    "Run for your life, Miyuki!!!"

    "Oh, I'm running," he calls casually over his shoulder, apathetic as he jogs to the fence.

    Sawamura gets injured. There are easier things for Kazuya to deal with.

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    10 May 2026

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    'That’s a great idea,' is what Miyuki had thought when the Coach announced a round robin practice tournament. Yakushi and Sankou were both teams that Seido -especially Miyuki’s pitchers- could learn from. However, Miyuki wanted to disrespectfully withdraw that sentiment the moment he turned a corner and saw Sanada Shunpei with one hand on Sawamura’s waist pressing him against the wall and the other tilting his chin up to make Sawamura meet his gaze.

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    09 May 2026

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