LostRealist

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    A bunch of one shots with teen Xue Yang being horny for older men and Song Lan being (more or less) in an authority position and just as horny for younger men. In some of them Xue Yang and Song Lan are just in general being horny for each other.

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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    In college Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak had one class together. Home economics (that’s at least what the students call it, the correct term is sadly unknown to the student body) and when the professor proclaims they should divide themselves in pairs to care for a Baby (a bag of flour) … well it was definitely not fate.

    Dean with his biker style and abusive parents and more curses than actual words in his vocabulary and Castiel, the picture-perfect version of a “good boy” (which didn’t fool Dean, he was an asshole with a capital A) , found themselves in a college prescribed apartment, caring for a bag of flour not one of them wanted, and a start of a blooming hatred (relationship?).

    The bag of flour has to survive and the grade from the project will determine the overall grade of the class. Dean needs it because he’s aching to get away from his father. And as if fate would have it, Castiel is in the same boat.
    So with one thing in common, plus the bag of flour, they will do anything to make it. As it stands, divorce isn’t possible when your whole future depends on Jack the flour Bag.

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    12 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    In the aftermath there is nothing. Cas got swollen into emptiness and Dean thinks he copes. He does. In his own way.

    He got nothing on Cas, that’s the final conclusion. But there’s a coat…
    He needs it. At least until he gets his angel back.

    Or: A deep dive into how depression and grief mix. Makes you hollow and carved out like a tree-trunk. And how healing is never linear.

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    18 May 2026

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    Some people say that in the last moments, the human mind replays the whole life to you, like a flash-film, in just 7 minutes.

    But this is the world of supernatural, and Dean’s brain, or is it fate really?, takes him back to the night he came to life. Or met Cas. It’s the same whatever way you want to call it. Is it another chance to make things right? Or is it really just an illusion, memories replaying themselves to him and he can’t really change his fate? Dean is determined he’s going to try. Well maybe not all of it, they still have to defeat god and make Earth safe, but one thing he wants, surely he can change this one thing for himself. And maybe this time his life won’t end by a crusted nail.

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    Destiel rewrite of the show. We’re rewriting history here

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    11 Jan 2026

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    The love story between Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins, based on true events of their friendship between the years 2008 and 2013.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Dean Winchester is convinced that Chuck won. After all, what else could explain the fact that him and Cas have been avoiding each other and have never discussed Castiel's dying confession?

    In typical Winchester fashion, the brothers find a spell that can reveal the entire truth and finally tell them whether or not Chuck is still controlling them. But, as always, messing with fate has unexpected consequences: the spell backfires and Castiel is sent into a parallel universe. That's how Castiel meets Soldier Boy, a faithless and aggressive man with daddy issues and an ego the size of the moon. Soldier Boy is homophobic, rude and incredibly irritating. He's also the spitting image of Dean AND extremely horny.
    Maybe Soldier Boy has a point... Castiel could use a little experience.

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    That time that Dean walked in on Cas on his knees sucking Soldier Boy's dick.

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    25 May 2026

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