Lonelinessforlife
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Joke's on you, Tommy! by Lonelinessforlife for weststar
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies)
30 Nov 2025
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Newt is burying himself in chores around the Glade, trying to stop himself from thinking about his kiss with Thomas.
Thomas wants to make Newt smile with some (terrible) jokes.
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Breathless by Lonelinessforlife
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies)
08 Nov 2025
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Newt’s in the hospital after a near-fatal gunshot wound, bruised and bandaged but still trying to joke his way through it. His Crank symptoms are gone thanks to the antidote coursing through his veins.
But Thomas isn’t laughing. Not when he almost lost him.
Between beeping monitors, missed chances, and unspoken words, the truth finally comes out — messy, desperate, and right.ALTERNATIVE ENDING (aka correct ending) OF DEATH CURE bc no one wants our baby newt to die
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A Matter of Life and Death / The Duel by Lonelinessforlife for weststar
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies)
27 Jun 2023
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“7.
8.
9.
10 PACES!
FIRE!”
Newt is in the middle of a duel. Flashbacks and life questioning ensues.An angsty Newtmas fic inspired by Hamilton.
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Newt is struggling with his mental health and Thomas just wants to help, but isn’t sure how.
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Thomas gets scared of a thunderstorm, Newt has to look after him.
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Make-Out Scene - Chapter 12 of Iron Flame - Xaden's POV by disn3y_land
Fandoms: The Empyrean - Rebecca Yarros
30 Mar 2024
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Violet arrives early to Samara, and watches Xaden Riorson pit fighting which is absolutely a turn-on. The two can't keep their hands off each other, and make out for a lengthy period, before Xaden Riorson reluctantly stops them. He wants to fuck Violet, but he wants those three little words more.
Xaden's POV of chapter 12 (aka the first time they make out in Iron Flame)
Bookmarked by Lonelinessforlife
24 May 2026
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Queer Dragons for Queer Boys by Mint_chocolatechip for SilverLude
Fandoms: The Empyrean - Rebecca Yarros
27 Jul 2025
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Being bonded to a horny 22-year-old rider isn’t easy - especially if you’re a horny 22-year old dragon.
Aotrom is stuck with Cuir time and time again while their riders get together in secret. Over time he starts to realize maybe Cuir isn’t just a boring uptight dragon, he’s actually… cool.
Pranks, dragon crushes, forced proximity, and a whole lot of Bodoc banging.
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- Part 19 of one shots & short stories
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17 May 2026
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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08 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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01 Mar 2026
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Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.
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01 Mar 2026