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Zoey thinks, lying back against the paper covering of the cold examination table, while trying to ignore the sensation of inorganic equipment being lodged in places they had no god-given right to be, that this is, inarguably, the least sexy way to get knocked up.
Zoey isn’t really sure how she ended up here, in all honesty.
Well, she is. She can recount the steps chronologically. How Mira and Rumi had looked so god-damned defeated. How her big, stupid mouth had opened and volunteered, initially, and then had said yes to all of their concerned interrogations as to whether or not she was sure, like, really sure, one hundred per cent sure?
And now she’s said yes so many times and so adamantly that it isn’t as though she can suddenly back track and say, surprise! I am actually no longer willing to carry the baby you have been so desperately trying for because I think it would be a really super-duper bad idea! Sorry for getting your hopes up!
Zoey agrees to be a surrogate for a married Rumira. Things get messy because she's already in love with them, has known this for years, but she might be falling in love with the baby, too
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22 Jun 2026
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Rumi touched her fingers to her ribs. She could feel the heat radiating from her skin, even through her clothes. A distant, miserable part of her said, this is going to hurt.
She pushed her fingers down.
The rib shifted.
The thing about telling one very big lie is that it requires a foundation of hundreds of smaller lies to hold it up, lies such as "I'm fine," and "nothing's broken," and "it doesn't hurt."
Rumi finds this out the hard way.
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10 Jun 2026
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There was no need to think about whether she was a human or a demon—she was a hunter, and she was going to turn the Honmoon gold. There was no need to think about whether she was a boy or a girl—she was a hunter, and all the hunters before her had been women. She was going to be an idol, in a girl group, and that was set in stone. There weren't any other options for her.
Rumi struggles to understand herself. Mira helps.
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19 May 2026
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If I Did Something Different (If I Could Be Forgiven) by Polyscribe
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
05 Jun 2026
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After a devastating betrayal and a failed attempt to erase herself from the lives of the people she loves most, Rumi becomes trapped in a cruel time loop where every attempt to die only drags her back to the same morning. A mysterious force they know as the Honmoon refuses to let her go, desperately trying to keep her soul intact while insisting she can still “fix” something. As the cycle repeats over and over, Rumi slowly begins to unravel under the weight of grief, self-hatred, and the terrifying possibility that she is being forced to survive for a reason.
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12 May 2026
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I'd sooner die than bury you (grieving, grieving, constantly grieving) by ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
17 Jul 2025
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This is what Rumi knows to be true: Zoey and Mira don’t want her.
Zoey and Mira don’t want her, and she does not want herself, and so she goes to the only other person who might.
(She always found herself jealous of euthanized dogs)
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As Zoey and Mira walk towards their impending doom, into Gwi-Ma's gaping maw, the entire world waits with bated breath for a hero. For someone to come with a song, a light in the dark, to save the day. But, no one does. And as destiny falls apart and fate screams in disapproval, the Honmoon reaches out to fix a cosmic error. Again, and again. No matter how many times it takes.
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12 May 2026