1 - 20 of 1,493 Bookmarks by Jewls

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.

    Or, hopefully, her son.

    “Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”

    Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.

    (how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,137
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    406
    Kudos:
    2,576
    Bookmarks:
    381
    Hits:
    13,028

    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya wished he hadn’t chosen Shane. He said it himself. It may have been in Russian, but Shane understood him. And now, Shane had to fix it. He could make Ilya happy again. He could.

    After the almost-plane crash, Shane comes to the gut-wrenching realization that if he wants Ilya to be happy, he'll have to do the most painful thing imaginable.

    He'll have to let Ilya go.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,691
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    1,715
    Bookmarks:
    311
    Hits:
    12,706

    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “How long?”

    Shane was shaking.

    “Coach?”

    “How long have you been fucking Ilya Rozanov?”

    -

    Instead of getting injured during the game after Tampa, pictures are released exposing the secret relationship between Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. The two rival captains are forced to choose between everything they've spent years building and the person they never quite learned how to let go.

    Unfortunately, neither of them has ever been particularly good at walking away.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,757
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    286
    Kudos:
    1,815
    Bookmarks:
    436
    Hits:
    23,230

    01 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 94

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane…”
    “Please. Please, please.”
    He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
    “I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
    Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
    “Ilya?” he whispers.
    “Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”

     

    - or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,470
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    510
    Bookmarks:
    95
    Hits:
    3,982

    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

    Tags
    Summary

    “Fuck baby,” he hears a man’s voice saying, “you taste so good.”
    Hayden groans to himself and speeds up when he hears a very familiar voice speaking in Russian. What the fuck? There’s no fucking way. That was Ilya fucking Rozanov’s voice. In an alley, with another man.

    OR

    Hayden accidentally stumbles upon Ilya being assaulted in an alley next to a bar and intervenes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,728
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    72
    Kudos:
    544
    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    3,868

    30 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    162,602
    Works:
    1
    Bookmarks:
    624

    30 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,152
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    100
    Kudos:
    2,904
    Bookmarks:
    472
    Hits:
    17,932

    29 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    13,395
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    349

    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
    -
    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,118
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    368
    Kudos:
    2,266
    Bookmarks:
    522
    Hits:
    13,838

    25 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 52

    Words:
    2,948
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    52

    25 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”

    It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”

    There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.

    His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,522
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    201
    Kudos:
    2,365
    Bookmarks:
    696
    Hits:
    22,296

    24 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    You are a traitor, you lied to all of them.

    To have teammates question him?

    To have years of loyalty erased in a single night?

    You are a fucking liar.

    Something twisted violently inside his chest.

    The first sob escaped before he realized he was crying.

    His vision blurred instantly.

    "No."

    His hands began shaking.

    "No."

    The container slipped.

    He caught it.

    Stared at it.

    The stupid fucking chicken.

    The stupid fucking rice.

    The stupid fucking vegetables.

    Or a canon divergence after Shane trips.
    It was for nothing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,677
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    732
    Bookmarks:
    144
    Hits:
    6,268

    24 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,942
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    251
    Kudos:
    4,415
    Bookmarks:
    904
    Hits:
    27,521

    23 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    As captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane's performance on the ice was the pillar to the team's success. Lately, he has been high strung, in need of a release. Hayden Pike recommends his favorite cam site, YouCamz, to solve the problem.

    OR

    Hockey Player Shane Hollander x Camboy Ilya Rozanov AU

    ----
    Under the live now section, there were all sorts of men to choose from. Shane began to browse through and tried to find someone that peaked his interest. He was stopped cold by the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on.

    RockHardRussian, streaming now, two thousand viewers currently. He was muscular, built, his chest on display in the preview picture, all that he wore was a golden crucifix around his neck. His golden curls were unruly in a sexy way, moles dotted his face and chest.

    The corner of his mouth was quirked up, a tempting smirk that invited the viewer to click on his stream. What really grabbed Shane were his icy blue eyes, they were practically like a siren call. Those eyes drew him in and had him clicking before he could even process that he did it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,472
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    155
    Kudos:
    936
    Bookmarks:
    311
    Hits:
    26,716

    22 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    87,410
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    610
    Kudos:
    1,511
    Bookmarks:
    488
    Hits:
    25,100

    22 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,798
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2,011
    Kudos:
    32,061
    Bookmarks:
    3,757
    Hits:
    307,696

    21 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Series of different times Shane confronts people on the past racism and homophobia he's experienced, and rightfully crashes out

    Words:
    14,790
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    121

    21 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 27

    Tags
    Summary

    “Let me out! Let me go!” He shouted. The woman stepped away from Kale and studied Shane with her head tilted at a slight angle.

    “Oh, he’s just perfect, babe!”

    “You can’t keep me here forever. You can’t.” Shane said, but she turned her attention back to Kale.

    “You’re too good for me.” She said, and he shook his head fondly.

    “Anything for you, my love.” Kale responded, and they kissed once more. Shane felt like he was going completely fucking crazy.

    “This is a dream. This is a bad fucking dream. I’ll wake tomorrow at home. This isn’t fucking real.” Shane collapsed backwards onto the bed again and took his head into his hands, fingers fisted in his hair.

    _______________________________________________________________________________

    Shane is kidnapped by a crazy ass couple who want him to be their third.

    **No non-con or even sexual subject matter in this really.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,203
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    182
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    4,011

    20 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s late in the first period when the news breaks.
    Shane stands. He’s not sure why, not at first, as he sweeps the ice, looking for blood or a mouthful of teeth or anything that would explain this sudden silence.
    Le Centre-Bell is never quiet.

    - -

    Hayden's video leaks partway through the 2022 season, while Montréal is playing Ottawa. Shane trades himself to the opposing team.

    - -

    Or: remember when Patrick Roy traded himself in the middle of a game? Shane can do that, too.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,931
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    1,114
    Bookmarks:
    171
    Hits:
    7,230

    20 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In which Shane Hollander is sick, and Ilya Rozanov is the only one who notices he's not himself

    “How…you’re calling him Shane, you…how do you know…”

    Ilya isn’t sure how much he wants to say, needs to say, in order to get Pike to do something, he doesn’t want to out Shane, doesn’t want to take that choice from him, but no one is listening.

    “I’m…” Shane can hate him, Shane can hate him as long as he’s himself, as long as he’s Shane again, “I’m Boston Lily.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,741
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    249
    Kudos:
    2,554
    Bookmarks:
    537
    Hits:
    21,990

    20 Jun 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation