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    Chan's been in love with them since the beginning of time; there was never a version of him that didn’t revolve around them. So what if they only love each other and not him? So what if they are dating everyone else but him? So what if even after they started dating him, he feels like he’s watching the people he loves love each other, and he’s been allowed closer but not quite inside?

    It's just all part of the sacrifice he has to do for them, right?

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    And he gets it. They also have six other boyfriends, and they were still learning to divide their time properly, but why was he the only one asking them out? Why had Chan never gone on a date with his boyfriends unless it was him asking them out?

    It was a slow realization, and it made him spiral more and more and more.

    Was he really just their leader? Just their protector? Just the wall between them and the management?

    Was he just their pity case and not their boyfriend?

    ~ <3

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    18 May 2026

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    “I don’t know what you want me to say! One day you’re burning hot and want to fuck, the next you’re frozen solid begging for cuddles and kisses from that alpha. Your inner omega wants them…kinda like they’re begging to establish a bond.”

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    Hongjoong had the perfect friendship until his inner omega decided that that wasn't enough. It's answer? Freeze him to death until he gets his head out of his ass.

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    Asking the question "what would be the opposite of a heat" at three am

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    “What if we kissed?”

    Hongjoong chokes on the bite of sandwich he just took.

    “To break the curse,” Yunho clarifies.

    It takes two hacking coughs to clear his throat before Hongjoong can reply, “That’s not how it works.”

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    Hongjoong starts reliving the same workday. (Un)fortunately, someone else is stuck in time with him.

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    “So, what do you think?” Mingi is kneeling at the edge of his nest, “We don’t have a lot of stuff but—”

    “It’s perfect,” Yunho interrupts, voice firm and sure, “I love it.”

    And he does. It might not be the most complex nest he’s ever seen but every part of it contains a scent of some of the people he’s come to love – the ones his alpha is starting to see as pack even as he tries to tamp down his expectations. Some groups do become packs, but most eventually split off into a mated pair here or there or form small units. His alpha wants all eight of them to be one, though, despite how unlikely it is to happen. But that’s a problem for another day. Today, he gets to just enjoy seeing the first nest Mingi has built in the dorm.

    or the first time each of ATEEZ’s omegas nest on their journey to becoming a pack.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    It isn’t easy being the pack alpha of an all-alpha pack, especially in the idol world. Tempers flare easily, and the pack alpha is supposed to minimize conflict and be the unquestionable leader—the alpha of alphas.

    Admittedly, Hongjoong has no real right to hold such a title, but after nearly a decade, he’s gotten decent at faking alpha. Omegas don’t last long in this industry, not in the leader position. So what if he’s lying to everyone he loves? It’s a sacrifice for the good of ATEEZ, and Hongjoong will do anything for his members.

    They’re why he keeps a bottle of “Automatic Alpha” pheromone spray in his bag and has a lock on his desk drawer where he keeps it with his suppressants, so they don’t suffer the stigma of an omega leader. They’re why he stays in the studio until the sun rises, so he can give them the best comeback.

    It’s not like Hongjoong would be a good omega anyway. Not the one that his pack deserves, at least.

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    It’s difficult to be the pack alpha of any pack. Hongjoong knows this better than most. As the Captain of ATEEZ, an all-alpha pack and idol group, Hongjoong tries his best. Of course, it would help if he were an actual alpha and not an omega pretending.

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    11 Jan 2026