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    It’s been two weeks since Geralt shouted Jaskier away from him on that mountain and Jaskier has been handling it like a champ by forlornly wandering alone in the wilderness with his lute. When he (literally) stumbles across an injured white wolf he decides to take a chance and see if he can help it, appreciating the irony of the situation but not quite realizing why it is that the wolf’s golden eyes look exactly like his Witcher’s...

    Inspired by @kayivy's lovely art on tumblr

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    24 Jun 2026

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    24 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Fiona has had a best friend, and she’s had a crush, and Dan is both and neither and something new and transcendent altogether.

     

    (2009 and it’s the same but they’re transfem so it’s not)

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    24 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    They keep swaying to the music as it pours slow and rich through the record player and Dan wishes they could stop time and stay in this moment forever. He’s so in love. He’s so in love and Phil loves him back and this is more than Dan had ever dreamed of back in Nebraska, more than he could have imagined ever happening to him. He never would have anticipated feeling this steady and safe in the arms of someone else, and now it's being knocked away.

    (or, the one where Phil gets drafted and Dan gets left behind)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Im not crying u are

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    She met up with Mustang and looked him dead in the eyes, and greeted him as Edward Elric, and felt part of her die.

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    19 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 69

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    Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.

    It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.

    (there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.

    in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    i didnt need to think abt my gender crisis rn but wow this is beautiful

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    "Even if you look...” Dan falters.

    “What?” Phil says. Dan's half-smiling, avoiding Phil's eye. “Even if I look what?”

    “Like,” Dan hesitates, licking his bottom lip, and Phil's heart squeezes tight in his chest for all of half a second. “Well, you don't look like a trained killer, put it that way.”

    In which Phil's an ex vampire hunter who's entirely too preoccupied by Dan's dimple and his eyes and his laugh to notice the fact that he might actually be in love with a vampire (Sequel to Hanging Out With Corpses)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    mightve cried a little ;-;

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    Ghost reluctantly agrees to join Soap in Glasgow for the holidays. Haunted by his past, he tries to remember how to act like a human being again.
    He's a better weapon than he is a person; but for some mind-boggling reason, Soap doesn't seem to mind.
    (NOW COMPLETE!)

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    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    whta a wild ride

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
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    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    17 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 39

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    "'Soap?' Ghost asked, dumbfounded. He knew what drag was, he wasn’t fucking stupid, but knowing what drag is and seeing the man you’ve been infatuated with for years at a gay bar, in drag, are two entirely different things to contend with.
    Soap tutted, placing one hand on a generous hip–Ghost was certain he’d put padding there–and the other flat on his chest, as if he was offended at the question.
    'That's Lady Lather t'you, sir.'"

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    The song Andrew in Drag REALLY did a number on my psyche.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    The kissing doesn’t stop.

    Two weeks later, Dan has a hand in Phil’s hair and Phil’s hand on his spine and he basically can’t feel his mouth anymore, and they were supposed to have left for the BBC ten minutes ago.

    Dan still has no idea why Phil is doing the kissing thing, but it’s definitely too late to ask now.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.

    Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    wow

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    Ghost's face has been wiped off the face of the Earth. Nobody knows what he looks like, and nobody can find any pictures. That's the point of erasing yourself.

    Except in Soap's journal, where he's sketched Ghost's face fifty-seven times.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    sctreaming crying throwing up?=???? why is this so painful why cant i stop thinmking abiut this WHY IS THIS SO FUCKING GOOD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  14. Public Bookmark 91

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    Silent specter witnesses intimacy, secrets veiled, hearts eclipsed.

     

    Field of perilous passion, love's tempest amidst consequences.

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    Or, an outside perspective of Ghost and Soap mingling too close, heads ducked low and smiles concealed.

    Price (alongside everybody else), happens to be the one who notices.

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    08 Aug 2025

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    the cuties

  15. Public Bookmark 77

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    Soap keeps giving Ghost the slip. Does Gaz know why? Fuck no. Price seems to though. Roach might too.
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    I just wanna see Ghost chasing Soap full-tilt through the base, so I made it happen. POV Gaz because I love outsider POV fics. There are several memes in here because I love me a good crackfic tbh.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    “Don’t like dogs mate?”

    Johnny scowled, “No, not a fan” the jagged scar on his chin began to itch.

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    soap hates dogs, ghost is owner to a dog, trust builds, shenanigans ensue

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    01 Aug 2025

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    After Simon comes back wrong from a deployment, Tommy does the only thing he can think of to keep his family safe. He asks Simon to leave. After years without contact, the hand of fate places them back together at Simon's wedding.

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    30 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    aaa

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    04 Jul 2025

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    "Soap had been struggling with his feelings the past few days. Something clearly had changed between Ghost and himself, but he couldn’t figure out if it was for better or worse. In the two weeks since the incident with Graves, they had barely spoken. Things hadn’t been too awkward around the garage, and Ghost didn’t seem to mind dropping him off at class if the pain in his arm was too much to consider driving alone, but their usual banter was gone. Conversation was polite, professional, sterile. They were two acquaintances again, not close friends. Certainly not two people who had almost kissed in an adrenaline fueled haze while a bullet was dug out of his arm on the kitchen table."

    Or, the one where Price's Body Shop on 141st Street is the place to be for cool cars, stray cats and hopeless romantics.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    ;u;

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    Johnny was the reason Ghost started looking himself in the eyes in mirrors again. Soap saw so much beauty in Simon's face. Beauty Simon couldn't see for himself, lost a long time ago to scarring and malice and cruelty and an inexplicable self-hatred that thrummed in his veins - mostly dormant, but popping up at random, crushing intervals in time. Johnny didn't care, he embraced the bad as much as the good and if the sergeant could do that, why shouldn't Ghost give it a try?

    Johnny was love and security and warm like the goddamn sun itself, breathing a light into Simon's life so fucking bright, he's surprised he hasn't been blinded by it yet.

    But Ghost didn't want to say all that.

    So he settled for, "I touched a snake."

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    28 Jun 2025

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